Deflowered

Summary: There are things you want to experience in your life. Such as being made love to by another man... (dw/sb)

Disclaimer: Not true, but utterly beautiful!

Notes: Thought as a little early birthday gift to myself and as a teaser for a new series of fics I am planning featuring different pairings in different situations in which they decide to do something crazy they’ve never dared to do before as for example shower with all their clothes on...or make love to another man... Please sit back and enjoy!

Deflowered


Sean’s POV:

“Are you sure?” I ask tenderly, brushing my thumb over his shivering hand.

David flinches at my touch, his free hand cramping around his glass of coke. “Yes,” he whispers in a barely audible voice, nervously trying to avoid my gaze. “I really didn’t come here to change my mind about this...” A shy smile settles on his lips as he looks at me directly for the first time since he has come here. “I want to do this,” he adds as if for himself, trying to make his voice sound more firm.


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Dave’s POV:

“Yes.” I don’t think that any other word has ever hung more heavily on my lips. The only reason why I’m not running away is that I’m willing both of my feet to stay on the ground. Although I am not looking at him, I know that Sean is here, watching me. His presence seems to fill the room completely, the gaze of his green eyes burning on my skin, his hand on mine.

It’s my own fault, I tell myself. I’m exactly where I asked to be, sitting here and waiting nervously to be touched by Sean, to be bedded by another male for the first time in my life.


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Sean’s POV:

“OK...” I nod after hearing his words of confirmation and tighten my grasp around his hand as I stand up, pulling Dave with me as I do so. “I won’t hurt you, David,” I breathe as I step closer to him, taking his other hand into mine as well.


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Dave’s POV:

“I know,” I reply and nod, knowing that my body is speaking a totally different language. That’s Sean standing in front of me. My friend, brother even...He would never purposely hurt me, but still I’m standing there as if I was frozen. You want this, I remind myself and lift my gaze to look into Sean’s green worried gaze.

“Relax, David,” he whispers, his voice sounding familiarly warm and low. And male. So very male that it makes me want to run away again, but yet I don’t move when he lets his hands trail down my arms until they settle on my slim hips.

I must look not unlike a deer trapped in the headlights standing in front of him like that. I am a grown man of nearly 40 years I tell myself and I really shouldn’t act like a squealing virgin anymore, but then again I do this for the first time, so that does make me a virgin. Bugger.


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Sean’s POV:

Slowly as not to scare him I pull Dave closer by his hips and he stumbles into my direction. “Sssh...” I am standing close enough to him now to smell his fear, to feel his panic in the short gasps of breath brushing rhytmically over my face. “Has anybody ever told you that you’re beautiful?” I ask, smiling when I see him blush, the trecherously red colour creeping all over his face. He’s pretty when he blushes like that...

“No,” David’s lips twitch when he answers, his feet shifting uncomfortably on the floor. “Well, you are,” I chuckle and lean in to kiss david’s full lips.


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Dave’s POV:

I jerk back before our mouths meet. He surprised me, there was no warning that he... Jesus, but I’m blushing again!

“You will have to let me kiss you, David,” he reminds me tenderly and starts to walk into my direction until my back is pressed tightly against the wall behind me and our bodies are nearly touching.

“Beautiful, beautiful David...” he breathes, his gaze fixed on my lips and brings his warm hands up to my face. “So beautiful...” I stare at Beanie’s face from eyes wide with fear as he slowly brings his mouth closer to mine. “Mmmh...” he sighs softly when our lips meet. I am shivering even more heavily than before.


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He tastes so good... So incredibly good... Tentatively my tongue darts out to trace the full curve of Dave’s lips. His body is shivering against mine and a deep moan rises from my throat when I feel Dave answer the kiss almost shily.

I let my hands slide down the sides of shi face until they’re resting on Dave’s shoulders and pull him closer, tilting my head to deepen our kiss. My heart seems to miss a beat when Dave parts his soft lips and allows my tongue entrance to the hot cavern of his mouth. So incredibly sweet, so addictive...


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Dave’s POV:

The need for air forces us apart, both of us breathing heavily as we stare at each other in surprise. “More?” He doesn’t really have to ask, the hardness in my pants is telling him more than he really needs to know.

“Yes,” I whisper, not yet able to believe what has happened in the last few minutes as my mind is clouded with arousal. “Yes,” I repeat, not really caring anymore and crush our mouths back together, the yearning for bodily contact nearly unbearably strong.


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Sean’s POV:

“Hmmh...” Dave moans as I nibble tenderly at his bottom lip, sucking at the soft flesh. I stumble against him, pressing our hard cocks together. The hunger I feel for him is stronger than anything I’ve ever experienced before, I think as I rub myself against the muscled man standing in front of me.

“Davie...” I breathe and with a sigh draw my lips from his, letting them travel down his jaw. Groaning Dave lets his head fall back against the wall with a soft thud, offering me his throat. “Sean...” The moan makes me shiver, sends shockwaves through my body and I arch into his caress as he buries his strong hands in my hair.

My hands reach out to undo the buttons of Dave’s shirt, my tongue and lips welcoming every piece of newly discovered flesh, still marvelling at his taste, the fresh smell of his pale skin.

Slowly I sink to my knees, circling his navel with my tongue. I glance up at him as if seeking for confirmation in his eyes as I hesitantly bring my hands to his flat stomach and start drawing lazy patterns on it with the tips of my fingers until I feel him arch into my touch.

That’s permission enough, I decide and undo the fly of dave’s jeans, pulling them down so that they’re puddling at Dave’s feet. With hungry eyes I stare at Dave’s erect cock, standing proudly in front of me, my mouth watering to finally taste it.


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Dave’s POV:

“Sean!” I gasp in surprise when his tongue makes contact with my hard flesh for the first time, lapping at the sensitive skin of my cock. I can’t believe this is happening. Well, I’m not exactly thinking, that’s not true... There is not much thinking going on in my mind at the moment, there’s only room for Sean and his talented mouth...


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Sean’s POV:

If it is possible my own cock grows even harder at the soft noises pouring from David’d lips. He’s feeling so good, filling my mouth completely. His hands are fisting my hair to stop me from pulling back, not that I have ay intention to do that...

But eventually I let his throbbing length slip from my mouth with a wet sound. “What the...Sean...” a low whisper escapes David’s lips as the cold air hits his damp skin. “Why did you...stop?” He looks accusingly at me from pleasure-clouded eyes.

Chuckling softly I get up and silence Dave with a lingering kiss. “Didn’t want you to spend yourself yet...” I explain and start to undo the buttons of my own shirt. “More is yet to come...”


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Dave’s POV:

More? I don’t think that I can stand more... I really wasn’t prepared for this onslaught of pure male power, so different from anything I’v ever experienced with women. Feverishly I stare at Sean’s chest, my gaze travelling higher to his stubbled jaw and full lips, the very same lips that had been wrapped around my cock only moments ago.

Sean feels my eyes on him and smiles reassuringly at me, taking my shivering hands into his and bringing them to the hard bulge in his pants. I flinch, wanting to pull my hand away, but Sean holds it in a death grip.

“Do you feel this?” Sean asks me in a strained voice, pressing back a moan as he presses my hand closer against him. “You do this to me...” Sean sighs and I lift my gaze from our joined hands to his eyes.

What I see scares me. The unveiled arousal and hunger. For me...


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Sean’s POV:

David, David, David... What have you done to me, little one? He looks so beautiful with his reddish-blond hair spiked up into all directions, biting his lip in concentration. “Davie...” I whisper, his name melting like hot butter on my tongue. “I want you to do it.” With my free hand I point at the fly of my jeans.

Dave’s eyes follow my gesture and he swallows heavily. After a while he nods hesitantly. “Ok...” he breathes in a barely audible voice and really brings his hands to my croth to unbutton my jeans.

Feels so good...so bloody fucking good...


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Dave’s POV:

Ok, this is easy. I can do it. Have done it uncountable times before! I...

My eyes widen in shock when Sean’s erection finally springs free from the confines of his jeans. Jesus fuck, but it is big, big, BIG!! This is never going to fit into me, it’s going to tear me apart, it’s...

“Sssh...” Sean presses my violently shivering form against him, stroking my back soothingly. His large cock is rubbing aginst my thigh...

“I can’t...” I whisper and stare into his face. “Can’t do this, Sean, I’ve changed my mind...”

Sean silences me with a kiss that steals all breath from my lungs. I try to fight him, but Sean’s too dominating, pressing me aginst the wall with his body weight.

“Sssh...” Sean breathes again and grabs my cock, starting to pump it slowly. His lips trace the line from my jaw to my throat. “I’m not going to lie to you, Dave...” he whispers into my ear, continueing to stroke my cock.


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Sean’s POV:

“The first time will hurt, Dave. But only for a while and then it will be beyond anything you’ve ever experienced,” I promise, anxious to calm him down. Dave is still shaking. “I will make it good for you, Davie...” I say and tentatively let our erections slide against each other.

Dave gasps and I use the chance to slip my tongue into his hot mouth. So good... I moan as I feel his soft lips move against mine. “Come...” I whisper against his lips after a while and grasp Dave’s hands to lead him to my bedroom.

I urge him to lie down and then crawl over him, ravaging his body with my hungry lips and tongue. Dave arches against me, forgotten is his fear. There’t nothing more existing in his little world except my caresses on his silky skin.


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Dave’s POV:

I want to do this. I’ve said it before. I want... Jesus! Sean’s mouth makes me want to jump out of my skin... Being made love to by a man is something I’ve always wanted to experience. I didn’t plan it to happen today or with Sean, but now I’m here, contemplating to let the only chance I’ll ever get slip just because I’m scared of a little bit of pain. Get yourself together, Wenham! You’re grown man! And Sean would never intentionally hurt me...

Relax...

Mmh... Relaxing feels good, I decide as I let myself fall into Sean’s caress, loosing myself completely in his touch. ‘s lips travel lower, planting butterfly kisses all over my abdomen. The stubble feels surprisingly good... I think I can get used to this so...

“Sean!” I gasp and my eyes fly open in surprise as Sean’s hands are touching me between my legs. “You...”

The look in Sean’s eyes silences me. “Turn around,” he simply says. “You won’t regret this...”

I’m twitching nervously as Sean crawls over me to straddle my legs, licking droplets of sweat from my shoulders before slowly travelling lower.

“Sean!” He’s not doing this, I’m telling myself, he’s not putting his tongue THERE, he can’t possibly... Jesus, but it feels good!


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Sean’s POV:

“Did I promise too much?” I grin after a while and bring myself up to lie next to David, letting him taste himself on my tongue. I love doing it, delving into him with my tongue, but it’s hell for my jaw. Dave shivers slightly as I follow the line that goes from his shoulders to his ass with my finger. Carefully I nudge against his little opening damp with saliva. All of David’s muscles seem to tighten at once.

“Relax...” I tell him for the maybe hundredth time. He’s nervous as hell and I will do my best to make this easy for him. “The problem is that you are thinking too much, Dave,” I sigh softly, rubbing his shoulders soothingly. “It’s really not as painful as you imagine it to be...” I bring my fingers to my own lips and wet them with saliva to ease their way into Dave.

“Stop thinking...” I whisper once again in a low voice and slowly nudge my finger against Dave’s entrance, tenderly pushing forward.


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Dave’s POV:

Relax?! How am I supposed to relax if something is busy going up my arse into the wrong direction? I mean, it’s a one way street! It just can’t feel right! Panting heavily I force myself not to panic and to relax my muscles. It will be far worse if I fight it, I tell myself. It’s always like that!

Sean’s finger seems to fill me completely. How can such a tiny thing as a finger possibly feel so big and how much bigger is Sean’s cock in comparison? I fight the wave of panic that is rising in me yet again. It doesn’t really feel bad, but not good either. I really have no idea why everybody is so wild about this...

Suddenly Sean’s finger brushes something deep within me and for the first time I stop thinking as I’m too busy moaning.


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Sean’s POV:

I feel the ridiculous urge to scream “Goal!”. A broad grin settles on my lips as Dave stares at me over his shoulders from confused and definitely pleasure-filled eyes. “What the fuck did you do?” he coughs, squirming on the bed.

“Oh, you mean this?” My grin widenes impossibly as Dave is moaning and thrashing again. “This...” I let my finger brush over Dave’s prostate again. “This, my dear David, is the reason you’re gonna enjoy this just as much as I do...”

“Fuck...”

I love the way Dave is lying sprawled on the bed in front of me. Small droplets of sweat are dribbling down his shoulder blades and his hips have started to move in small circular movements. He’s ready for more I decide and slowly pull my finger out to add another one.


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Dave’s POV:

I moan at the loss of Sean’s finger within me, missing it already. Yes, he’s there again, wait... My eyes widen in shock as two fingers are now moving inside of me. I hiss at the pain of tissue being parted and stretched, but after some moments it passes and the pleasure comes back.

Mmmh... I wish I could see Sean doing this to me, it somehow would make it more real for me. Yeah...right there... I moan and bury my face in the pillow lying under me, enjoying its softness against my hot skin.

Fuck...I bite my lip as another finger slides into me, stretching me painfully. Relax, I remind myself and try to remember the pleasure being created by Sean’s fingers. This is exactly what I came here for, what I wanted to do...


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Sean’s POV:

This man should definitely come with a warning lable. Caution! Hot when in action! Dave’s soft moans and whimpers are driving me crazy and I reach my hand out to give my painfully throbbing erection a few strokes. Christ...

Dave hears the soft noises I am making and turns around his head. A groan escapes my lips as our gazes lock and I lose myself in the grey depths of Dave’s eyes. His hips are moving against my hand, desperate to be filled further. I think he’s as ready as he ever will be. Is he?

“Are you...ready?” I am shivering in anticipation at the thought of sinking myself into the tight heat of Dave’s ass. I send a prayer to god as he nods shily and I let my fingers brush Dave’s prostate one last time before I pull them out. Dave moans into my mouth as I cover his lips with mine, letting my tongue duel with his in a sweet dance.

He looks at me silently for a while after out lips have parted again and then stretches his arm to brush blond strands wet with sweat from my face. “I trust you, Sean,” he whispers in a hoarse voice, letting his lips brush my front in an almost chaste kiss. Chaste if we weren’t both lying naked on a bed, hard to the point of pain.


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Dave’s POV:

“I trust you, Sean...” Yeah, I do. I really do... If I just wasn’t so fucking nervous.

“Ok...” Sean’s voice makes me shiver and I am silent as he tenderly turns me around until I’m lying flat on my back. He leans down over me with an unreadable expression on his face and slowly lowers his head to kiss me passionately once again. I relax, losing myself in the feeling of Sean’s lips moving in tune with mine. I’m already addicted to his kisses, craving for the stubble and male strength overpowering me so completely.

Sean pulls back, breathing heavily and lets his hand glide over his strong chest as he casts me a thoughtful look. “You’re beautiful...” he breathes and reaches his hand out to take a small bottle of lube from the nightstand. He pours a small amount of it on his hand and starts spreading it on his cock, his eyes never leaving me. “Look what you’re doing to me, beautiful David,” he moans, his eyes tightening to slits. I can’t stop staring at the amazing sight provided in front of me.

“You’re gorgeous, Sean,” I mumble, surprised to hear the words coming from my lips. I didn’t realise it before I voiced it. He smiles back and lets go of his cock with a soft sigh, starting to crawl into the opened V of my legs. “You should see yourself, Dave,” he replies and I stop thinking once again as his hand makes contact with my painfully hard cock and starts to strokle it in an awfully slow rhythm.


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Sean’s POV:

Dave never ceases to amaze me. It’s an incredible talent to let oneself be distracted that easily. Here he’s lying now, these sweet moans pouring from his lips that make shivers run down my back, nearly begging to be taken with little gestures I think he’s unconscious of. His back arches with each of my strokes on his cock and his legs open a little wider each time, making it easier for me to settle between them.

“Sean...” his head is thrashing wildly on the pillow and he’s offering me his throat, not noticing that I am lying between his legs now, my cock positioned at his entrance. Tentavily I push my hips forward and Dave’s eyes widen almost comically in shock.

“It’s alright...” I whisper and cup his face in my hands, kissing him tenderly. So sweet... How will I ever be able to live without his taste on my tongue after this?


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Dave’s POV:

“Sean!” I gasp, but he swallows the sound with a kiss. Oh so slowly he’s pushig his hips forward, hindering me from flinching away with his body weight. Oh my god, it’s... “Seeaannn!” Tears are burning in my eyes and my fingers are burying themselves in the soft skin of Sean’s shoulders. God this hurts...god... I can’t think anymore, all my attention centered on the burning sensation of Sean’s cock working itself into me. Not right... One way.... Wrong way...

With a grunt Sean pushes his hips forward one last time until he’s buried inside of me completely. He pulls his lips from mine with a wet sound and I can hear the effort it takes him to not move in his voice as he speaks. “It’s ok... Will be better...Davie...” Droplets of sweat are hanging from his front.

He’s so... Sean kisses the tears from the corner of my eye. “Ok?” he asks, clearly worried about me. “We don’t have to, you know?”

No. I’ve gone so far now that I will bring it to the end. “OK,” I lie and he knows it, sees it in my dialated eyes staring at him in panic. “Just...hold still...for a while...” It will get better, I tell myself and cock my head to kiss Sean. Distraction, right...


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Sean’s POV:

Wait? Oh I will wait forever for you if you just ask me, David. Even if it kills me, because I’m in heaven already... He’s feeling so good, so tight... It took me all of my willpower to slow down and not just ram it home. And it’s so worth it. I could stay like this forever.

“Will be better once I move...” I moan, not knowing where my ability to speak in sentences has reappeared from. I will make this good for you, Davie... So good...

“Ok,” he nods and shily moves under me, pushing is hips against mine and the friction it creates on my cock nearly kills me. As slowly as I can I pull out and thrust into him again. He’s still in pain, I can see it in his eyes wet with tears... The sight is breaking my heart.


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Dave’s POV:

ItHURTSitHURTSitHURTS!!!!

Fucking christ, but it feels as if I’m being ripped into two. I was right, his fingers were NOTHING in comparison to what I’m just experiencing! I know that I am whimpering, but I honestly don’t care. Biting my lip, I try to will my muscles to relax around Sean’s cock, to adjust to the length thrusting in and out of me.

Suddenly Sean changes the angle of his movements just the tiniest bit and I cry out in surprise as pleasure unknown to me mixes with the pain, my legs wrapping themselves involuntarily around Sean’s slim waist.

God, but I need the pleasure-pain, it’s so good, so right...


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Sean’s POV:

I nearly come when suddenly a scream of pleasure breaks from Dave’s lips and his muscles tighten around me. Finally and so good... I smile and lean down to swallow his cries right from his lips, letting them mingle in my mouth with my own moans. So good...

Dave pulls me closer to him by wrapping his arms around my neck, ravaging my mouth with hungry lips. What happened to sweet, silent Davie? Mais je suis enchantée, whoever this new creature lying in my arms may be...

He’s driving me closer and closer to the brink with his sharp cries as Dave arches against me with each thrust, I can nearly taste my orgasm on his lips now.


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Dave’s POV:

Sean, Sean, SEAN! His powerful muscles moving on top of me, inside me... So right... Better than anything I’ve ever experienced before. Because it’s Sean doing this to me. My friend, my brother, my... Oh my god!

I arch into his every movement, craving for his touch on my skin, christ... “Sean!” I moan into his mouth as suddenly my body is wracked by pleasurable shots and the worlda round me explodes into white blazing light, burning me and all I can do to not drown is to hold onto Sean...


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Sean’s POV:

Dave’s orgams triggers my own and I bury myself deep within him with a last thrust before I come as well, slumping down heavily on Dave’s shivering form.

Davie...

I kiss him deeply, wanting to stay a little longer in his warm embrace... What happened to sweet, silent Davie I ask after having found some bits and pieces of my brain somewhere in the chaos surrounding us and Dave chuckles softly, I can feel the vibrations of it on my skin.

“I don’t know,” he whispers shily as ever and blushes, the red colour creeping all over his skin. “I really don’t know...” he repeats and leans in to kiss me with a soft moan. “Think I lost him somewhere on the way with my straightness...”

Finis.


*sighs* What ya think? Do I get a little review as a birthday present from you? Pretty please? Chocolate cake for all?