Chain Lightning

And the earth will turn in the silence of space,
Always in motion yet always in place,
And all things will change, yet remain what they are,
And far will be near and near will be far,
And the ages will darken and blend into time,
And all that is poetry will no longer rhyme,
But our moment together is forever sublime.

For the time has arrived when we must understand
That we're lost in a void on this sad speck of sand.
Nobody knows where we are, no one cares,
And the tears that we shed in the dark no one shares,
And the madmen who plunder this world for their fame
Have forgotten that no one remembers their name,
But time and the universe are forever the same.

Closely we're falling through time…








Chapter six

All that is Poetry




Billy woke, woke and reached across the bed, reached for Sean, but Sean wasn’t there. Billy sat up and yawned and stretched and moaned because his head hurt. Aspirin. Hang-over. Aspirin. Sean…

“Sean?” called Billy.

Sean walked into the bedroom wearing his favorite robe, the one in Billy’s picture, and a smile. And what looked suspiciously like nothing else. He had water and aspirin and coffee. He must have just gotten out of the shower because he was clean-shaven except for the Boromir beard and he smelled wonderful. Sean opened the bottle of aspirin and gave a couple to Billy and handed him the glass of water. Billy tossed back the aspirin and chased them with the water and was very, very grateful. Sean handed Billy the coffee, and Billy was grateful for that, too. Billy sipped the coffee. He set the cup on the bedside table. Sean leaned close and gave Billy a peck on the lips and Billy worried about his breath. Sean must have known Billy was worried because he smiled and pulled a toothbrush from his breast pocket and handed it to Billy.

It was a new toothbrush, still in its packet. “Bought that months ago. Hope springs eternal. Note the colour.” It was blue, Billy’s favorite colour. Billy smiled in spite of his headache. Billy went to the bathroom and brushed his teeth, then took a quick shower before going back to the bedroom in just a damp towel.

“Better?” Sean asked.

“Aye,” Billy said, dropping the towel and climbing back into bed. “Much better. Worlds better. Entire universes better.”

“Headache?”

“Gone. All gone.”

“Good,” Sean said, and scooped Billy up in his arms and kissed Billy’s philtrum. “Good morning, Phil.” Then Sean kissed Billy’s mouth and oh, God but was kissing Sean always going to feel this good? “Want breakfast?” Sean asked.

“As a matter of fact, now you mention it…” said Billy, tugging at the belt of Sean’s robe. The robe fell open and Billy could see that glorious body. Billy could see that glorious body and God, what a body Sean had. Billy kissed Sean’s mouth and then his chin and then his neck. Billy’s hand rested on Sean’s abs and Christ but they were great abs, and Billy’s mouth with its Most Kissable Top Lip found first one nipple and Sean moaned and then the other and Sean moaned some more and Billy’s hand found Sean’s cock and good God, but he was huge. Sean leaned back against the headboard. Headboard. Now there was a word. He looked down and watched Billy apply that cupid’s bow mouth to his belly, linger at his navel and then…

“Christ, Billy…” Billy’s mouth was wonderful. Felt wonderful, looked wonderful around his cock, and Billy’s small tongue, though just a little shy, frolicked around Sean’s cock like an otter, swimming and diving and dipping and swirling, small and playful and curious. God but he looked so sexy doing that, sucking his cock and Christ, look at how he looks, he’s really enjoying this. Billy came up for air and Sean wanted so badly to put his hand on the back of Billy’s head and push him back down there.

“Is this alright?” asked Billy. “I mean, I never… that is, I haven’t…”

“Is this your first time, then, little Billy?” Sean said, and his heart leapt. He placed his hand on Billy’s cheek and tipped his head up so he could look into those Christ, but Billy had the most captivating eyes.

Billy blushed and nodded his head yes.

“And last night?”

Billy was still blushing and nodding his head yes.

“Christ, Billy baby, you must be a natural, then.”

Billy grinned, his nose crinkled, Billy blushed.

“I thought it might have been your first time.” Sean said. My God, it really had been Billy’s first time. Sean had suspected as much, but now that he knew for certain…God, could he love Billy more than he did right now? Sean suspected it was entirely possible. “Your first time, Billy, God, your first time ever. Yeah, I thought it might be. That’s why I held back.”

“You were holding back?”

“Yeah, yeah I was.”

“Oh, God,” Billy said, “if you were holding back last night, what’s it going to be like when you aren’t?”

“I guess you’ll find out, won’t you? But Billy?”

“Sean?”

“Are you going to finish that? Oh, nevermind, then. Christ, Billy you look so good doing that.” Sean relaxed against the headboard and watched Billy, he watched Billy who knew he was being watched and liked it and liked what he was being watched doing, apparently because now along with the soft, liquid sounds Billy was making little sounds.

Billy was making little sounds and going deeper and then back up, swirling his tongue around the head of Sean’s cock and then letting his mouth slide down deep again, and the little sounds came closer together now, little sounds, little soft “Mmmmm, Mmmmm” sounds, and he went really deep and Billy’s little sounds were almost like a song that vibrated along the length of Sean’s cock.

“Oh, fuck,” Sean said. “God, Billy, oh God that’s good.” Sean put his hand on the back of Billy’s head and his hips pushed up and he drove himself very deep and Billy’s little song became louder and more constant. Sean could see Billy was really loving his cock because Billy was hard as a rock, himself.

Billy was hard as a rock and he sucked on Sean’s cock a little harder and dug his tongue into the underside of Sean’s cock and his small, clever hands massaged Sean’s balls. Sean grunted and bucked his hips upwards again, pushing Billy’s head down, going as deep as he dared, and he reached for Billy’s dick and moved his hand in rhythm with Billy’s mouth. Sean’s hips bucked lazily up and now he was oh God he was fucking Billy’s mouth, fucking Billy’s sweet little mouth and sliding his cock in and out, faster and deeper and God Billy loved it. Billy loved it so much he just fucking couldn’t get enough of Sean’s cock, and Sean’s hand on the back of Billy’s head pushing down and Sean’s hips pushing his cock deep into Billy’s mouth seemed to make Billy hotter than ever. Billy was most assuredly hotter than ever because the little song was now a constant growl and the growl vibrated Sean’s cock and Sean grunted, grunted like a stud horse mounting a mare and suddenly Billy, sweet little Billy came in Sean’s fist all hot and wet and slippery and he drove his head down deeper yet and then…

“Oh, God Billy, oh fuck, suck my cock, Billy, God yes, Billy baby, oh you do that so fucking good, Billy baby don’t stop, don’t stop, don’t God, shit, Billy baby oh FUCK!”

Christ, but Sean came so hard he thought he would die, he thought he would die because Billy was swallowing his come and growling his little song between gulps and he kept right on sucking and swallowing until Sean’s cock and balls were totally drained and my God but that was just fucking awesome. Sean collapsed back against the headboard. Billy lay with his head pillowed on Sean’s thigh with Sean’s cock slowly growing soft in his mouth. Sean lay against the headboard, looking at Billy, sweet little Billy who just for the very first time had given fucking incredible head. The headboard dug into Sean’s back, but it was hard to give a damn about a fucking headboard just now. Headboard. Now, there was a word for you.

Billy picked up the damp towel he had thrown aside and wiped his come off of his thighs and then wiped Sean’s hand. Sean took the towel and threw it across the room and pulled Billy into his arms and gave him the kissing of a lifetime. He could taste his own seed in Billy’s mouth and somehow it was incredibly sexy. Billy curled up in his arms, warm and snuggly as a little squirrel, and he looked just like Sean pictured he would. Billy looked so perfectly contented, like some profane little angel, and good God but he was the hottest lay Sean had ever had. Billy was so hot because Billy just loved it, just loved it and yes, Sean thought Billy just might, maybe he might…

“Billy?” Sean said.

“Mmmm?”

“Billy baby.”

“Mmmm-hmmm?”

“God, Billy. Billy. I… Billy baby, I love you.”

Billy looked up at Sean, Billy looked up at Sean and God but he looked like a saint, like a little saint, like a profane little angel with his hypnotic eyes and his bow mouth with his lips swollen from their workout just now.

“I know.” Billy said.

“You know?”

“Aye.”

“God, Billy, Billy baby, I do, I fucking love you.”

“I love you, too, Sean. I’ve loved you for the longest time, now. I thought you could never love me back, but you do, Sean, you do. I saw it last night, Sean, I knew then you loved me, Sean, Sean, I knew and, and…”

But Billy couldn’t say anything else, he couldn’t say anything else because Sean was kissing him again. Sean was kissing him again and Billy was wondering what it would be like when Sean wasn’t holding back. And Sean was kissing Billy so fucking good, so good that the world just dropped away into space and this moment would remain forever sublime and the ages seemed to shrink to seconds and the seconds stretch into ages and all that was poetry no longer rhymed.

Then Sean gave Billy’s perfect little bubble of an arse a slap, and Billy gave his hobbity little squeak and Sean smiled and said, “Get dressed, now, it’s time for breakfast.”

“And what’s after breakfast?” said Sean’s profane little angel.

“Well, after I have breakfast, I think I’m going to have you.”

“Oh. Oh, that sounds great.” Billy said, smiling up at Sean. “Are you going to hold back this time?”

“No, Billy baby, I’m not.” Sean said, grinning wickedly, Sean grinned wickedly like the big bad wolf, which made a thrill run up Billy’s spine. “In fact, we’re going to have breakfast and then I’m going to fuck you until you beg for mercy.”

“Oh. Well then, that sounds like a plan to me.” He put his clever little hands on Sean’s shoulders and gave Sean a wonderfully sweet kiss, and then he kissed Sean’s cheek and sighed. Then Billy crawled out of bed and slipped Sean’s too-big shirt over his head and put on his boxers and jeans while Sean got dressed, and then he took Sean’s hand and pulled him toward the kitchen.