Blame Me Not

hi there-

After a long day, and sleepless night, I decided to write this chapter and
post it. It especially helped when I read most of my reviews. So here we
go, and I'll see what I can do to make this good for most of you.

I did want to put something up, a review that I got in case if some of you didn't read the reviews. Many thanks to Orli's Lover for allowing me to put
this up.

To Everyone Else Who Flamed: Seriously! Who do you think you are! You go
into this site knowing full well that this is adultfanfiction!
Seriously-there's bound to be stuff like rape and incest and bondage and
whatever going on! Look at the banners-Wonder Woman is bound up with her
own whip! The summary of this story told you exactly what it was and I
think that yo should cut her some slack! This is supposed to be an AU fic!
Right? So she changes a couple of things-like...Elves can get raped and not
die...and they can abuse their children...and all that crap! I think that
some of you are going a bit too far-this is her fic and she can write it
how she wants. She KNOWS that rape is serious (who the heck DOESN'T???) so
don't rail on her that she doesn't know what rape and incest is. I think
it's appalling that you can treat a person, who is expressing their
creativity, like that. Not everyone has the same concept of what good
writing is, and I for one think that this is a good story, showing raw
emotions. Sorry if I seem to be railing on all of you, but really, she's
already asked that people don't flame...just think of her feelings before
you put her down.

Thank you also to Brazgirl and Lena.

Thank you to all who reviewed nicely- with the exception of Whatever, who I
did delete. As far as Whatever goes- Adult fan fiction. Like it, or leave
it. Obviously, you have no clue what hell is. As far as me going and
getting raped, been there, done that. Don't need it again, thank you for
nothing.

And here is the next chapter.


Btw- Still looking for some help with betas. Anyone who wants to help, it is greatly appreciated.

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Blame Me Not

Ch.5- Bastard Son of a King.

I trembled as I felt the Elves' gazes on me. The room seemed to have grown
hotter from the second they had walked in until now. Cold sweat ran down my
hot back as Thranduil lit a torch.

"Just a bit dark in here today. Can't seem to see what I'm doing. However,
we can't let you see what shall be coming at you, can we?" One of my
brothers pulled a blindfold around my head, showering me into darkness once
again. I trembled once again, questioning them in my head, questioning what
they were going to do next. A hot pain appeared on my side, flames that ran
over my pale skin. I jumped, trying to move away from the pain, and backed
into Disiguar.

I could feel his hot breath on my cheek as he leaned down to lick it. I
turned my head away, trying to block out what seemed to be my hell.

"Such fear. Such pain." He whispered, his head moving closer to mine then
before. The pain was once again at my side, and upon my stomach, but I was
unable to move, caught between my two brothers. Filawars smirked, enjoying
what he was seeing. The brother that they had spent so much time trying to
break between them, his face begging to be let go.

I could feel Filawars' breath upon my neck, moving my hair out of the way
as the flames moved up into my face. I threw my head back, backing up as
far as the would allow me, and trembled.

"Let him be for a moment, and let us have our turn." Disiguar suggested to
his father while Filawars leaned down beside me.

"Break and all of Mirkwood will be at your feet." He whispered in my ear. I
pulled away from him, my hands going to the blindfold and removing it
quickly.

"Break and that is what I have to do? No! I shall not! Never will I break
at your hand, or an hand that you command. That shall not be my fate!" I
shouted, spitting in his face. He stood, moving to his brother and father,
wiping the spit from his face.

"Saes let me break him." He plead, watching my face. I raised my head
defiantly, my eyes burning with rage, and looking for an escape. The only
door was blocked by the taller Elves, and their eyes were upon my still.

"Lau. Uume ananta. kalim turya ananta." Thranduil answered. (no, not yet. Have control yet.)

"Lye Kalim a' kyar dan." Disiguar muttered. (We have to do good.)

" Ays. Sut?" Filawars demanded. ( How How?) Thranduil laughed.

"Legolas, come here." He ordered. I raised my chin, shaking my head. His
eyes narrowed, and he stared furiously at me.

"Now!" He shouted. I leaned back against the wall.

"Lau." (no). I answered. Filawars looked questionably at Thranduil, and he nodded. He reached for a whip that laid upon the table, and walked over to
me, grabbing a handful of hair.

"Cenithach." He swore. (you will scream)

"I shall not scream against your hand!" I answered bravely. Filawars
smiled.

"We shall see about that." He whispered, licking my ear softly before
raising the belt.

I braced myself for the blow, but it never came. I opened my eyes, not
really realizing that I had closed them in the first place. Disiguar spoke
softly to Filawars, whispering into his ear. The older elf nodded, and
turned to me.

"Lets see how tough you are after tonight." He spoke directly to me,
staring deep into my eyes. I raised my head and they walked out of the
room, leaving me alone as the cold wind seemed to wrap around my battered
body. Before the left, Thranduil walked over to me, leaning down beside and allowing his body heat to cover my body for only a moment.

“Bastard son of a king. I think that that is what your name will be. Or should it be the whore of the royal family? You are a disgrace to all of your home, and one that shall never be repeated. Tell me, did you ever think that we would forgive you? You murdered your mother. You disgraced your family. You are a disgrace to all Elves. May your hell be as painful as you made it for your mother!”

Not too much there. Just a new chapter after all of the flamers. Saes
review and tell me what you think. I’m still trying to understand it here, but I think that I’m starting to get the hang of it, and should be able to give you all a great chapter.