Chain Lightning

Chapter ten


Breath Away from Heaven


Breath Away from Heaven

by

George Harrison


In another life
I woke up dreaming with a sigh
As the morning light
Was painting whispers of a joy…

And I was in a candlelit bedroom,
Enchanting beauty shimmering magically,
Like an iridescent cloud
Being blown by a westerly wind…

He can move your soul without you knowing,
He can take the breath away from heaven…

And I was captured by his loneliness,
A wounded tiger on a willowy path,
Like an opalescent moon all alone
Against the sky of the forest…

He can take the breath away from heaven,
He can move your soul without you knowing,
He can take the breath away from heaven,
He is like an everlasting blossom,
He can take the breath away from heaven…


(Apologies to George Harrison for my changing the gender of the subject in these lyrics, had to do it for the obvious reasons)

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chapter ten

Breath Away from Heaven


by Ghost In The Mist





Sean stood beside their bed and looked at Billy, he watched Billy because Billy was sleeping. He’d thought he would find Billy waiting for him wide awake, but this plainly wasn’t the case. He smiled to himself, laughed softly and shook his head. There was his profane little angel, sleeping like a baby, and Sean didn’t have the heart to wake him.

Sean didn’t have the heart to wake Billy so he just undressed and crawled under the covers. He pulled Billy into his arms and kissed his forehead softly.

“Sweet dreams, angel.” He whispered into Billy’s ear, and closed his eyes. He’d try to catch a few winks. They could always make up for lost time later. Sean sighed and settled in for a good nap. With this kind of weather there was nothing like a good nap, except maybe making love and then having a good nap. Those two things were the best things about rainy days.

Sean settled in, but Billy, sleeping or not, was definitely not settled in. Billy was surprisingly active while sleeping. He kicked. He mumbled. He flung his arms about. Sean found it was a little like trying to hold an octopus. He held Billy a little tighter. This seemed to calm Billy a little. It calmed him a little, but not enough, because Billy delivered a sharp kick to Sean’s shin.

Very well, then. Sean threw a leg over Billy’s legs, pinning them down. Again, this seemed to quiet Billy a little. Sean had almost dozed off when Billy’s elbow nailed Sean in the ribs. Sean groaned. He wrapped both arms around Billy and pulled him a little closer so that both of Billy’s arms were now pinned as well. Sean gave another sigh and waited. He waited until he saw Billy was a little quieter still. Sean began to slip into dreamland once more.

Then Billy started talking in his sleep. Something about surfing, though Sean couldn’t be sure. Sean sighed. Billy laughed in his sleep, mumbling something about Dom and a badger. Sean sighed again. Billy became quiet once more, and once more Sean was nearly asleep when Billy started up again. This time it seemed whatever Billy was dreaming, it must not have been very pleasant, because Billy cried out softly then whimpered. His face looked troubled.

Now what to do? Finally Sean just let his instincts kick in. He rubbed Billy’s back in soothing little circles.

“Ssh, ssh, it’s alright, little Billy, you’re alright. I’m right here, Billy baby, Daddy’s right here, I’ve got you, sleep, now.” Sean whispered into Billy’s ear. This seemed to help, but Billy only became truly quiet after Sean kissed his cheek and rocked him a little. Then Billy seemed to be truly sorted out and settled in.

Sean wasn’t sure he could sleep like this, with his leg pinning Billy’s legs and his arms tight around Billy’s body, pinning his arms, and Billy’s head pillowed on his shoulder, but he didn’t dare move now that he’d got Billy sorted out and settled in.

But as awkward as it was, Sean did start feeling quite drowsy now. He was just slipping into that twilight world between waking and sleeping when he felt Billy’s hands roaming. Now what was he to do?

Billy’s hands roamed down to Sean’s crotch and curled around his cock, and as sleepy as Sean was, his cock now had other ideas. Sean moaned, trapped between irritation and arousal.

“Oh, for Christ’s sake…” Sean said. He wanted to let Billy sleep, but really, this was just too much. He started kissing Billy’s face. Billy smiled and opened his eyes.

“What’s wrong? Can’t sleep?” Billy said around a yawn. And Billy was very surprised and quite puzzled, because Sean started laughing.

“What on earth is so funny?” Billy asked.

“You are, little hobbit. Do you have any idea how busy you’ve been while you slept?”

“Oh,” Billy said. “Oh, no, I’m sorry, really. I should have told you about that. I’ve always been like that.”

“Never you mind about that. I think I have it figured out. I just have to hold you down a little. That seems to do the trick. Maybe next time, I’ll just tie you up instead.”

Billy laughed and kissed Sean. Billy kissed Sean and kept kissing him, his hands still busy at Sean’s crotch. He slid his small but perfect little body lower and lower, kissing a trail down to the desired destination, where he captured Sean’s cock in his mouth.

Sean loved to watch Billy give him head. Billy looked so lost in it, as if this was the most important thing on earth at this moment, as if nothing had ever given him so much pleasure. His eyelids slid shut, his face wore a dreamy expression. Billy loved giving Sean head. He hadn’t done it that often just yet, but every time he did he got a little better at it and seemed to enjoy it more every time as well. His tongue wriggled about like a small fish, flicking here and there, swirling around the head of Sean’s cock, then back down and deeper, sucking a little harder now. Billy was greedy for this. Billy loved it. Billy couldn’t get enough of it.

Sean’s hands held Billy’s head and he began to thrust into Billy’s mouth. Billy really loved it when he did this. Billy liked Sean’s dominance, and Sean liked obliging him in this. Besides, this way he made Billy slow down.

“God, that’s good, Billy baby, you do that so fucking good it makes me want to come so fast.”

Billy moaned around Sean’s cock. He liked it when Sean talked dirty when he was giving his man a blowjob. He loved the feel of Sean’s hands on his head controlling him, driving his cock deep, then sliding almost all the way out only to be plunged deeply in again. Billy worked his tongue around Sean’s cock hungrily. He wanted to make Sean lose control. He sucked harder and deeper, tightening his mouth around Sean’s cock. Billy moaned and it vibrated Sean’s cock. At just the precise time, Billy drove the tip of his tongue into the underside of Sean’s cock and sucked him hard and deep. Sean’s body arched up to meet the hot wetness of Billy’s mouth and Billy suddenly had more to swallow than just Sean’s cock, Billy was gulping down a hot flood that pulsed and jetted in his mouth. Billy almost came from the pleasure of it.

Sean lay gasping for breath, but Billy wasn’t done just yet. He kept sucking Sean, never giving him a second to rest. When he knew Sean was ready for a second go-round, Billy slid back up Sean’s body and kissed him. Sean was once more surprised by the way the taste of his own come in Billy’s mouth made him all the more horny. Billy reached across Sean’s body and grabbed the lube and coated Sean’s cock with it. Then he straddled Sean’s body, reached behind his own body and grasped Sean’s cock, then lowered himself and let the thick shaft of flesh slide inside him.

Sean lay on his back with his arms behind his head and watched Billy rocking back and forth, watching Billy’s face. Billy’s face was awash with pleasure. Sean just lay there, letting Billy do all the work. He let Billy do all the work for some time. He wanted Billy to see just how much he loved getting fucked. He wanted Billy to understand his need for Sean, for his need to be filled by Sean, so he let Billy work for his pleasure a little while.

“I wish you could see yourself, Billy baby. I wish you could see your face. You really love it, don’t you?”

“God, Sean, I do, I love it so much I just can’t get enough. Fuck me, Sean, fuck me, please, please.”

“Alright,” Sean said. He grabbed Billy around the waist and rolled them both over so that now he was on top. Sean pinned Billy down, grasping his wrists and holding them over his head. He looked down at Billy for a moment, then said, “Wait. I want to try something.”

Sean reached down and took his belt from his trousers. “Put your wrists together, Billy baby.” Sean said.

Billy took only a second to think it over, then did as he was told. Sean used his belt to tie Billy’s wrists together, then he secured Billy’s arms to the headboard.

If Billy had any doubts about this, they soon vanished. As soon as he was bound, he felt Sean’s cock thicken inside him, felt him getting harder and bigger inside him.

“Oh, God, Sean. Oh, God…”

Sean grinned down at his captive. “Well, now,” he said, “Just look at you, little Billy. Such a sweet, helpless little thing. Why, I could fuck you for hours if I wanted to. I could keep you tied up like this and fuck you for days if I wanted to.”

Billy was panting. Billy plainly liked this little game. He squirmed beneath Sean and whimpered. Sean pulled back, then slid ever so slowly back in. He did this a number of times, noting Billy was becoming more and more aroused.

“Oh, yes,” Sean said, “All mine, my very own. My own little Billy, to do with as I please. Do you like this?”

“God, Sean, yes, yes, I do. Fuck me Sean, fuck me hard.”

“That’s exactly what I have planned, Billy baby.” Sean slid his hands underneath Billy’s perfect little bubble of an arse and pulled him snug against himself. Then he set to fucking Billy, fucking him like a stud horse.

Sean’s hands were strong, strong enough to control Billy’s every move, and control him he did. Billy wanted to be fucked hard and Sean meant to give him what he wanted. His fingers dug into the flesh of Billy’s round little behind and Sean unleashed his lust fully, fully, but under control. This was too good to rush through, though he could actually just come and keep right on fucking his helpless little victim if he wanted to. But he didn’t want that. He wanted to make Billy come and come hard.

With Sean in complete control, Billy soon found out just how skilled Sean was. Billy also found that lying there helplessly bound and being fucked mercilessly was certainly something he liked, liked so much that in no time he was ready to come. Just as he was about to let go, Sean stopped, holding Billy perfectly still. He could only lie there and let Sean do as he pleased, and what pleased Sean was holding Billy still and kissing him long and deeply. When Sean was ready, he began thrusting again, slow, hard and deep. Again and again Sean pushed him to the edge, then drew him back.

Billy was shaking uncontrollably now and making little keening sounds, so near to coming he couldn’t speak. Billy couldn’t speak, but he was aware of the effect this was having on Sean. The man seemed to be insatiable. Sean was insatiable, filled with an animal lust that overwhelmed Billy’s senses. Billy needed release, needed it so badly it was almost painful. He knew what to do to get where he wanted to go. It was the one thing that Sean was unable to resist.

“Please, Sean, please, let me come for you, Sean, please. I want you to make me come for you, please, please. I’ll do anything, anything you want, Sean, just let me come for you, please, please.”

“You want to come for me, Billy baby? You want to come for me?”

“Yes, yes! God, please, Sean, I’m begging you, I’m going to die if I don’t, I just know it, please, please…”

Unexpectedly, Sean reached over Billy’s head and unbound him, then holding Billy tightly, he rolled over on his back. “Do it, Billy baby, show me how much you love to be fucked by me.” Sean smiled up at Billy.

“You’re awful, Sean Bean, you’re a bad, bad man. You look so smug. Well, I’ll give you something to be smug about. You want to know how much I love it? I’ll show you.”

And Billy rode Sean, rode him like he was a stallion, driving his body down hard against Sean, driving Sean’s cock deep inside. Billy rode Sean as if he were possessed, hard and fast, his teeth clenched, his hair dripping with sweat. Billy was like a little tornado around Sean’s cock. Billy understood that this was really a kind of domination, Sean making him do this, making him feel helpless to stop himself. Billy had no will of his own left, only this, only Sean inside him, inside his body and inside his soul, and he couldn’t stop, he would never be able to stop, he could never refuse Sean anything, because Sean had mastered him in a way Billy had never expected.

“Oh, God, Sean, oh, God, what are you doing to me? Oh, Sean, Sean, oh fuck!”

“Do it, Billy. Do it. Come for me, baby. Show me how much you love it.”

“Oh, Sean, oh fuck, fuck, fuck!” And Billy came, came so hard little stars appeared before his eyes, and Sean was yes, yes coming inside him, filling him up with his hot juices. Sean’s cock throbbed inside Billy and feeling Sean coming inside him made Billy come all the better. Billy could hear himself babbling obscenities until he couldn’t say a word, until he could only howl and cry out before collapsing on top of Sean, gasping and weak.

Sean embraced Billy and rolled them over on their sides. He gave Billy kisses and more kisses. Billy suddenly found that this strong and masterful man had been made helpless and humbled in his adoration of Billy. He might be a tiger when they made love, but afterwards, Sean was more like a kitten. He seemed unable to stop kissing Billy.

“Billy baby, my little Billy, my own, God, how did I live until now? How did I ever live without you?” Sean murmured. Billy looked at Sean, looked into his eyes, and instead of the hungry and powerful man that could so easily take control, Billy saw a man hopelessly besotted. Sean was, no doubt about it, Sean was in love with him. Completely and utterly in love, so much so that maybe he was just a little frightened by it. And then Billy understood what Sean’s dominance was all about. He needed it; he needed to be dominant when they made love, because otherwise, he was putty in Billy’s hands. Otherwise, Sean had no control at all. He needed to be strong in bed because in matters of the heart, he was weak as a kitten. When Sean loved, he loved deeply and with all his heart.

Sean had been wounded in love, wounded deeply, and Billy knew then that he found healing in Billy’s love. He found healing and needed it, needed Billy, and that made him feel frightened and helpless. Well, fine, then. Others may have wounded this tiger, but Billy was more than willing to use his body like a bandage. Billy would heal Sean, heal him and claim him. It might be a challenge, loving a wounded tiger, but Billy loved Sean so much he was willing to take on the wounds, if it meant he got to have his tiger. Because Sean could steal his breath away, steal his breath away and send him to heaven on earth. Sean could steal the breath away from heaven, itself.

Billy took Sean’s face between his small hands and kissed his face all over.

“You big teddy bear!” Billy laughed. “God, I love you, Sean! My Sean, my own. All mine.”

Sean held Billy gently, gave him a heartfelt kiss. His eyes misted a little, and Billy fell in love all over again.

They lay together, kissing and cuddling for a while. Sean couldn’t seem to stop holding Billy, stroking his back, kissing his mouth and cheeks and nose and philtrum. Sean was practically purring.

Then Sean said, “Let’s have that nap now.” He pulled Billy close and threw one long, muscular leg over Billy’s legs, pinning them down, then put his arms around Billy and held him firmly, so that Billy couldn’t even move his arms. Billy lay his head on Sean’s shoulder.

“What are you doing, Sean?”

“Nothing. Go to sleep, now, Daddy’s got you.”

And though Billy was sure he would never doze off pinned to Sean like this, in almost no time at all, he had slipped into sleep. When he woke, Sean was still holding him, and Billy couldn’t remember when he had slept so well.