To Explore Arda

To Explore Arda (1-2/15)

Author: Gwaelinn

Beta: Aglarien (thanks for putting up with my very rusty writing skills)

Type: FPS

Pairing: Rúmil/Gildor, Haldir/OMC

Rating: PG now

Disclaimer: All characters (save those no one recognizes) are the sole property of Master Tolkien’s estate. This is written purely for enjoyment.

Summary: All Rúmil wants is to explore Arda and learn all he can about the people and places beyond Lórien’s boarders. Haldir does not think it is a good idea, but Galadriel has her own plans.

Warnings: None at this point except…Slash and…
This fic is very AU and doesn’t fall anywhere in Tolkien’s timeline. I have also changed the relationship of Haldir, Rúmil and Orophin. On the trading card for Orophin, he is named as Haldir’s kinsman. This got me thinking…I needed an outside relation for the family dynamics so for the sake of this fic, Orophin is Haldir & Rúmil’s cousin.

Authors Notes July 2008:
A little while back, Tuxedo Elf sent out a request for some Lórien Brothers smut. This is her Birthday fic, filled with her favorite elves…Hope you enjoy Tux!
Ebe's painting of Gildor and the Lórien Brothers greatly influenced my mental images.



Chapter 1: The Summons

His kinswoman had sent word that she wished to see him by the fall festival. She did not say why, but she clearly did not expect him to refuse. The blond chuckled. He could and had said no to lords and kings alike, but Galadriel…he was never able to refuse her. So, he changed plans and headed to Lothlórien.


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Rúmil walked beneath the giant trees in moody silence. The fall festival and his one hundred and fiftieth begetting day were tomorrow. Even if there were not a feast for the change in season, one would have been planned for his begetting day. After coming of age at fifty, this was the next “big” one. One hundred and fifty was an important age for the elves of Lórien. It was at this age one could be considered for a position on the Lord and Lady’s council or as a Marchwarden. Unfortunately, neither was something Rúmil had a desire to do. He was content to be the best tracker in the realm. What he wanted was to explore the outside world…all of it! Haldir, unfortunately, did not think that was a good idea and made certain Rúmil’s guardian duties kept him busy. If he wants to see Arda, he would have to leave the ranks of the guardians…at least that was how Haldir put it. As his direct captain, Haldir could deny a request for leave and his brother had done so. The young elf sighed.

“There you are.” Orophin caught up to his kinsman. “The Lady asks for you.” Rúmil slowed to let Orophin fall into step. “She said you are to see her right away. You will find her in her garden.”

Rúmil smiled. He was very fond of his lady. His family had served her even before the golden days of Lórien. When his father passed to Námo’s care seventy-five years ago and his mother sailed, Galadriel took a special interest in the young elf. She made sure that there was a mother figure in his life, whether it was herself or her daughter. Haldir took over the role of father being well over seven hundred at the time. Orophin, Rúmil’s mother’s brother-son, but still three hundred years older than Rúmil, did his best to keep Haldir from smothering his sibling. Rúmil always had a champion in Orophin. He smiled at the tall elf next to him.

“Then I had best not keep her waiting.” Rúmil broke into a lazy run.

“You’d best not,” Orophin called after him. Having delivered the message, he turned towards the training fields. He had something to discuss with Haldir. And he was ready to beat it into the older elf’s head if necessary.

*****

Arriving at the clearing, Orophin spied his cousin working with the newest recruits. Standing off to the side he patiently waited for the Marchwarden to acknowledge him.

Haldir looked up and groaned. “Do you require something?” he asked, already knowing in the answer.

“A moment of your time, Marchwarden,” Orophin replied with a slight bow. Although related, Orophin always maintained a formality when other warriors, especially young ones, were present.

“Very well. I will be finished in a moment.” Haldir returned to his trainees and Orophin leaned against a tree to wait. “Lessons were well done today. You all have the remainder of the day to yourself and there is no training tomorrow. Enjoy your time and the feast, but do not be late come the day after.” A loud cheer and repeated thanks echoed through the area.

The Marchwarden gave his second in command, Authion [Son of Battle], the sign to dismiss his recruits and the field was soon empty save for the cousins and Haldir’s captain, who busied himself with picking up practice arrows.

“Do I really want to know what you wish to see me about?” Haldir asked as he approached the waiting elf.

“You are not being fair,” Orophin said bluntly.

Haldir rolled his eyes. “Is this about my little brother’s crazy desire to explore Arda? I have already told him to leave.”

“To leave? You told him he would first have to give up his rank and position in the guard! You put unreasonable conditions on him! How could he choose to leave?”

Haldir pulled himself tall. “They are the same conditions I would put…”

“Orc dung!” Orophin’s voice rose. His finger pounded into Haldir’s chest as he continued. “You have given leave of absences to many in your ranks for indefinite amounts of time! Mandos, you let Faelinn go to Imladris to spend the winter with his lover! Why will you not grant the same kindness to your own?” They stood nose to nose. Orophin shook his head, sighed and backed away. “You will find him gone one day…and he may not wish to return…ever.” The younger elf turned and left a stunned elf in his wake.

Haldir unclenched his fists, looked across the field to his Second and began to clean up his own training area.

Authion approached him slowly. “I am sure you have things to attend to,” he said, as if he had not overheard Orophin’s dressing down. “I will finish here.” He took the quiver of training arrows from Haldir gently.

Haldir looked at him blankly, Orophin’s words ringing in his ears. “Hannon le,” he said quietly.

Authion watched Haldir leave. He had harbored feelings for his leader for some time, but given their professional relationship, could do little about it. His heart, therefore, went out to the strong warrior. While he agreed with Orophin on the matter, he understood Haldir’s fear. The Marchwarden did not want to loose the last of his immediate family. Haldir had confided in him about all this once, but it was not the captain’s place to intervene. Unfortunately, he feared Orophin was right…Rúmil may very well leave for good.

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Chapter 2: The Choice


Rúmil stopped at the gate to Galadriel’s garden, smoothing his hair and clothing. He descended the steps and found his Lady sitting on a bench near her mirror.

Rúmil bowed low. “You wish to see me?” he inquired.

She smiled and patted the bench beside her. “Come, penneth, sit. There is no need for formalities. There are none to see.”

The young elf sat beside the beautiful elleth. He would be smitten with desire for her, if he preferred ellyth. His mother was beautiful as all elves were, but Galadriel was awe-inspiring. Rúmil knew her past and yet the light of Aman still shown brightly within her. She always made him feel better.

“Tomorrow is your begetting day and I was not certain what to get you.” She sent him a sideways glance.

“There is no need for anything, my lady,” Rúmil replied.

“Oh, but there is. Tell me what is it that you want more than anything?” She did not actually need to ask for she already knew the answer, but she wished to hear Rúmil speak the words, if he would.

“I have everything I need or want.” The young elf kept his eyes down, hoping she would not see the lie in them.

“You are not being honest. Tell me what you truly desire.”

“What I want has too high a cost attached to it.”

Galadriel used two fingers to raise Rúmil’s chin and force eye contact. “Do you no longer wish to see Arda?” she asked, reading the truth in his eyes. “I give you a choice, Rúmil. For your begetting day you may either look into my mirror, or see all Arda has to offer.”

Rúmil stared at her in disbelief. At some point during her offer, she had stood and now looked down at him. He did not know what to say. He knew that few were ever granted a chance to look into the mirror, but…

“You are most generous,” he began, “but I cannot accept either gift.” The Lady of Light raised an eyebrow. “Not that I do not want to, it is just that I cannot,” Rúmil quickly added, fearing he offended her.

“They are both gifts I am in a position to give,” she countered. “Would you tell me why you refuse them?” She was not at all angry. She had expected this but wanted to hear Rúmil’s reasons. She had a feeling they were misguided.

“I do not wish to look into your mirror for I fear what it might show me. I know that you have no control over the images, and the images are not always…pleasant. And as much as I desire to see all of Arda, Haldir has attached a price I am not certain I am willing to pay.”

Galadriel’s gentle laughter filled the glade. “I can understand not wishing to look in the mirror. I do not like to do so even when I know I must. Now, you are past your majority. How could Haldir stop you from exploring the world? You do not need his permission.”

“As my brother, no I do not. But as my superior, I do. I would need a leave of absence, which only he can give me. He refuses, unless I give up rank and position. If I do that, I will have nothing to come back to. I do not understand why he is so difficult.” Tear laden eyes looked up at Galadriel. Her heart nearly broke, for she new much about the truth of the situation, but Haldir’s reasons were his own to share.

“Haldir is not the lord of this realm. He is not the only one who can give you leave.” Galadriel smiled down at the young elf. Taking his hand, she pulled him to his feet so they could see eye to eye, although she stood some inches taller. “You must choose one of my gifts. Which will it be?”

Realization began to spread across Rúmil’s face as he processed her words. He could have whichever gift he chose. His handsome face exploded into a smile. “I am honored that you would allow me to look into your mirror, but I truly wish to see the world beyond the woods. I wish to see more than Imladris and the Greenwood.”

“So it shall be, with no strings or cost attached, penneth.” Rúmil threw himself into her arms repeating his thanks, nearly knocking her over. She laughed with him. Pulling out of the embrace she spoke. “However, I will not have you wander blindly. You will not be alone. You will go with one who knows nearly as much about the places and races of Arda as the Valar themselves.” He watched as she beckoned to the shadows.

Out stepped a tall, handsome ellon with flowing wheat-golden hair that rivaled Lord Glorfindel’s famed locks. His face was noble with high cheeks, straight nose, and narrow rose-petal lips. His dark sapphire eyes were ageless, but filled with wisdom and knowledge that comes from watching millennia pass. He was dressed in a unique blend of casual elegance. His leggings were dark slate, and he wore a light blue silk tunic opened to his chest, revealing bits of a gold rope chain. Rúmil found himself wondering what lay just beyond his sight. Catching himself, he quickly placed his hand on his chest and bowed in silent greeting. Peeking through his own sliver mane, the warrior noticed that hidden beneath the sleeveless, midnight blue over-robe was a sword with a well-worn hilt. He had never seen this elf before, but found himself drawn in like a moth to the flame. His very core told him he was in the presence of a prince.

Galadriel introduced them. “Rúmil, may I present m...Gildor Inglorian.” She caught herself. “He has not been to these woods in nearly two hundred years. He leads the wandering company and has agreed to take you on his travels. There is much you will learn from him if you are willing.” There was an unreadable sparkle in the lady’s eyes as she said this and it made Gildor wonder what he had agreed to.

“Hîr nin, I am honored you are willing to take me on your travels. I greatly desire to learn more of this world and will be a devoted and eager student.” Rúmil stood with a shy smile on his face. The older ellon was by far the most stunning elf he had ever seen. Both Thranduil and Glorfindel paled in comparison.

Gildor’s smoldering expression softened, a small smile playing on his lips as he returned the greeting. “Lady Galadriel spoke highly of you and your desire. I am glad to assist you. I am told you are the finest tracker in the land and a keen archer. I have need of such skills and will see that your skills do not go lax.” Rúmil now noticed a twinkle in the elf-lord’s eyes, which spoke of adventure. “Now, if you will excuse me, I have only just arrived this morning and would like to return to the border to meet the rest of my company.” He moved forward and placed a kiss on Galadriel’s cheek.

“Hannon le,” she whispered. “He will show you Arda as you have not seen her before.” Gildor eyed her as she spoke her cryptic words for his ears alone.

Gildor turned to Rúmil with a smile and a small bow. “ I will speak with you about our travels a bit later, penneth.” He turned, and taking the steps two at a time, he vanished, leaving a rather dazed guardian behind.

Galadriel’s laugh brought Rúmil from his thoughts. His blush made his Lady giggle more. “He is quite a specimen, is he not?” she said. “I am always saddened that he has not found a suitable mate with which to share his love of Arda. I fear that he will grow bored and sail. Well, perhaps he will find that special ellon.” She took Rúmil’s arm and led him from the garden. “I am sure there is much that you wish to do before tomorrow..”

Rúmil stopped dead in his tracks. Galadriel eyed him silently. “What am I to tell Haldir?” he asked. “He will not be pleased. He will think that I went over his head and he will be furious. If I leave he will surely tell me not to return.”

Galadriel caressed his cheek then pulled him into an embrace. “Peace, pendithen. I will make certain he understands that this little plan is all mine.” She winked. “He will be upset, but I will tell you a little secret *if* you promise not to tell.” Rúmil nodded. “There is one that will help ease the sting. And if you would prefer, I will announce my gift at the festival. He need not know about this little discussion or your choice.”

Having reached the place were their paths split, Rúmil leaned in and kissed his Lady’s cheek. “Hannen le,” he said as he took the path to his talan.

From a landing a few feet above, the Lord of the Golden Wood watched. “Need I be jealous, meleth?” He called to his wife.

She giggled and climbed the stairs giving her husband a warm embrace. “Never.”

TBC