Brotherly Love

Notes: Inspired by a certain Lost-storyline... Weird little fic I finally got finished after working on it for ages!
Disclaimer: Not mine, not true, all made up!

"Happy birthday, baby brother," Billy said in a low voice, the smile on his lips evident. Tenderly he pressed the slim, young body in front of him against his. "You may now open your present, you know?" He pointed at a small, soft package that was lying on a table near them.

"Thank you, Bill!" Dom laughed, and freed himself from his older brother's embrace. He took the present into his hands, carefully weighing it as if to find out what was in it. Finally his curiousity won and he just ripped the paper off it, revealing a tight-fitting black t-shirt. "This is beautiful, thanks," he smiled and without hesitation he pulled the shirt he was just wearing over his head to replace it with the one he had just gotten from Billy.

The older sibling winced a little when he got to see a short glimpse of the other one's slim, young body, the skin still slightly tanned from the hot summer and warm autumn. No, he told himself. This is your brother, you shouldn't look at him like that! "Umm..." Nervously Billy cleared his throat. "I think I promised to take you out on your 18th birthday," he said, feeling his tongue sticking to the roof of his mouth. Billy licked at his dry lips.

Dom was beaming with joy. "You didn't forget?" He flew into the other one's arms, holding Billy a little longer than the older one was comfortable with. Gently he pushed Dom at arm's length.

"Of course I didn't forget, silly," Billy chuckled, allowing himself to ruffle Dom's short hair playfully. "Now are you ready to go or do you still want to change?" A smile tugged on Billy's mouth when he observed Dom eyeing himself.

"I just need to do my hair!" the younger one exclaimed, running for his bedroom.

Billy nodded, slowly walking to the bathroom to take a piss. He was just pulling his zipper down when the door opened and Dom entered the room. Jumping in surprise Billy pulled the zipper back up, staring at the younger man in shock. "Sorry, but I was just..."

Dom waved his hand. "Nothing I haven't seen yet, bro." Casually he walked to the mirror, pulling some strands of hair into what he thought was the right direction. "Looking good?" he asked, turning on his heels to face Billy.

The older one nodded. "Perfect. Could you now..." He nodded into the direction of the door.

"Okies..." Dom snickered, leaving the room backwards. "Since when have you gotten shy around me?" he teased before closing the door.

Billy slowly shook his head, following Dom after a few minutes. "Ready?" he wanted to know, looking at the younger man who was already clad in a warm cloak and his sneakers. Dom nodded happily. "All right," Billy mumbled as he stretched out his hand for his own jacket. Finally he took his keys into his hand, Dom walking closely behind him as they left their parents' house.


~*~


Thoughtfully Billy nipped on his drink, watching his younger brother dance in the middle of a group of young people. "Another one," he said to the bar keeper, wiping his damp lips with his sleeve.

"Frustrated?" the man asked as he handed Billy another vodka OJ, smiling at the strained look on Billy's face.

"No," Billy growled lowly, continueing to stare at his younger brother, moving perfectly in tune to the music. He felt a painful sting in his chest when Dom allowed a young man to hold him close in his arms and quickly downed his drink to drown the unwelcome pang of jealousy. Billy gasped in surprise when he realised that Dom was observing him over the other one's shoulder, his grey eyes looking dark and mysterious in the dimly lit room. A knowing look appeared on his handsome features.

Paniced Billy jumped up, nearly knocking over the chair he had been sitting on as he rushed into the direction of the men's room. Breathing heavily he leant down over the sink, splashing cold water over his face until his fingers got numb and he couldn't feel them anymore. Shaking he lifted his head, watching his pale face in the mirror on the wall in front of him. Not his eyes. Dom's. Billy's hands were clamping down on the sink so hard that his knuckles turned white.

"Billy..." he heard his younger brother whisper behind him, long fingers tangling in short blond strands. "What's wrong?" Dom wanted to know, his voice sounding warm and worried.

"Nothing," the older one lied, trying to fight the urge to lean into Dom's touch. "I'm just feeling a little sick..." He wiped his wet face with his sleeve, his eyes meeting Dom's gaze in the mirror. "I'll be alright."

Dom slowly shook his head. "But you don't look alright," he told Billy, pulling up his eyebrows sceptically. Tenderly he tugged on the hem of Billy's shirt. "Do you want to leave, Billy?"

"Maybe..." Billy finally sighed, straightening his back. "Maybe that'd be good..." He turned around, avoiding Dom's eyes. "But...you don't have to come with me. I don't want to spoil your birthday..." Billy stared at his feet.

"Billy..." Dom sighed once more. "I couldn't be here knowing that you are not well. We can come back some other time, really!" He took Billy's arm and started to lead him out of the men's room and out of the pub. Outside he lit himself a cigarette, walking with Billy through the empty streets.


~*~


"I think I'll go to bed," Billy mumbled when they reached the house and unlocked the door. He didn't want to face this, he wanted to be alone.

"What's wrong with you, Billy?" Dom asked, tenderly letting his hand brush over Billy's shoulder.

"Nothing," the other man hissed, refusing to look into his brother's eyes. Billy felt irritated that he couldn't just walk away with the other one's hand lying heavily on his shoulder.

"Don't lie to me," Dom mumbled, leaning down to meet Billy's eyes. "I know you better than that, Billy!"

"Nothing," Billy insisted, trying to free himself from his younger brother's hands.

"Com'ere..." Dom whispered, pulling Billy closer to him, forcing the older man to rest his head against his chest. Tenderly he buried his face in the smaller man's hair. "Whatever it is we can talk about it. I've known you for so long now, Bill. Don't shut me out!" Dom felt Billy sigh heavily as he continued to hold on to the older one's shaking shoulders.

"Not about this..." Billy finally ground out, hating himself for not being able to keep his mouth shut. He lifted his head slightly. "Dom, please, just let me be alone for a while..."

The younger one nodded, reluctantly letting go of his older brother. "Billy?" he called once more when the other one was already halfway up the stairs. "I know what your problem is. I've always known it..." Dom confessed, his eyes seeming to burn holes into Billy's back where Dom's gaze met him.

Billy felt panic well up deep inside his guts. He felt even more sick than before. "How can you know?" he growled in a low voice, wanting nothing more than to run up the stairs and hide. But something stopped him. His feet felt heavy and Billy found himself unable to walk further.

Dom slowly approached his brother, only stopping when he knew that the other one could feel his breathing on his neck. "You...you're in love with me," he finally said, knowing that he was right when Billy's whole body seemed to freeze from one second to the other. "You always have been..."

All colours seemed to bleed out of the world as Dom spoke those words. //You're in love with me...// As if in slow motion Billy shook his head, finding the strength again to move his heavy feet. "That's ridiculous!" he growled, sounding more desperate than angry. Billy started to run up the stairs, being closely followed by Dom. He tumbled when the younger one grabbed him by his sleeve.

"Don't lie to me..." Dom hissed, looking very serious as he grabbed Billy by his hips and pinned him against the wall, stepping between the other man's opened legs so that their chests were tightly pressed together. Billy's initial reaction was to arch against the young body holding him captive rather than to fight him and a wolfish smile rose on Dom's lips. "You can't lie to me..." he breathed and leant closer, moaning when his lips finally made contact with Billy's, tasting the other man for the first time in his life.

Billy's head was swimming. Dom wasn't...he couldn't... The paniced thoughts left his mind as quickly as they had come when he felt Dom part his lips with a sigh, tentatively licking over Billy's mouth. The older one lifted his arms in defeat, burying his fingers in Dom's spiky hair, pulling maybe a little too tightly when the other one stumbled back with a yelp, breathing heavily.

Dom stared at Billy, his eyes fixed on the other one's wet lips, slightly reddened by kissing. With a deep groan he moved forward again, wanting to feel Billy's mouth under his once more. Surprised he stopped dead in his tracks, hindered by Billy's outstretched arm pressing against his chest.

"We cannot do this..." Billy whispered after a moment of shocked silence. "Dom, we are brothers. We can't!" He sounded desperate, very so.

"Bullshit!" the younger man hissed, delving in to kiss Billy once more. "We are not related by blood. Step siblings. No incest..."

Cautiously Billy answered the kiss. "Tell that our parents!" he joked, but didn't fight Dom any longer. Finally he allowed himself to touch the other man, to map Dom's body with his hands. "Is this a dream?" he mumbled against Dom's lips. "Cause it feels like one..." Billy moaned when Dom ground his hips into Billy's as a response.

"This feeling like a dream to you?" Dom wanted to know, rubbing his rising erection against the matching hardness in Billy's jeans. "To me this feels shockingly real," he added, resting his hands on the other man's slim hips.

Billy stared into Dom's widened eyes. Widened by arousal he told himself. Caused by me...

Tenderly Dom squeezed the firm flesh under his hands. "I want you..." he breathed, leaning in to let his lips brush over Billy's. "Want you so much..."

"Oh, Dom!" Suddenly feeling very helpless Billy just hugged the younger one close, pressing him tightly against his chest. He kissed Dom's unruly mop of hair and took the other one's hand into his. "Come," he said in a hoarse voice, leading Dom into his former bedroom that was still in its old state cause Billy visited his family as often as he could.

Wordlessly Billy walked back until he could feel the edge of his bed press against the inside of his knees and then let himself fall back on the soft matress, pulling Dom down with him. Billy looked deeply into the other one's eyes, letting his hand brush once more through Dom's blond strands. "Are you sure?" he asked, his voice sounding very ernest. "This will change everything, you know? And there is no way back to what things were like."

"I think I already made my decision very clear out there," Dom replied, thrusting his hips against Billy's with pressure, smiling when the older man moaned. “Want you, Billy. Always wanted you...”

Billy laughed nervously, trying to cover this embarassment over the shudder that ran down his back when the younger one spoke his name. “Alright...” he whispered, leaning in to let his lips brush over Dom’s once more. Slowly Billy’s hands travelled down Dom’s back until they were finally firmly settled on the other one’s ass. Billy lifted his own hips, moving them in circular motions against Dom's.

The younger man moaned deep in his throat, thrusting his hips in the same rhythm. "Can't wait, Billy!" he ground out between clenched teeth. "Been too long already!" He pulled on Billy's collar, kissing wet trails down his brother's throat. "I want you to take me, Billy... Want to feel you deep inside of me... Can you do that for me?" Dom smiled warmly when Billy nodded.

With shaking hands Billy slipped his fingers under the hem of Dom’s shirt, pushing it slowly up the younger man’s back. Dom shivered under his touch, enjoying to finally feel Billy’s hands on his skin. Sexual, no more brotherly love.

Dom lifted his body a little so that Billy could pull the shirt over the other man’s head and finally sat up, straddling Billy whose eyes looked a little clouded thinking what was about to come. “Lover...” Dom groaned, his hands gliding over Billy’s flat stomach and chest. Quickly he undid the buttons of Billy’s shirt, leaning down to kiss the warm, naked skin revealed beneath.

Billy moaned softly, his slim fingers tangling in Dom’s unruly hair. “Who would’ve thought...” he laughed nervously. “Who would’ve thought that one day I get seduced by my baby brother.” Billy smiled when Dom looked up, grinning like a Cheshire cat. He brought his hands to the fly of Billy’s jeans, quickly unzipping them.

Dom pulled the jeans down Billy’s legs and then moved to do the same to his pants, stripping them until they both were naked. Slowly he sank down on the mattress next to Billy, suddenly looking very young and vulnerable. “And who would’ve thought that I yearn...that I ache to be fucked by you, big brother....” A hand settled on Billy’s stomach, suddenly afraid to move. “I need you now,” Dom whispered, revealing how nervous he really was.

Billy rolled to his side, kissing Dom on his lips, parting them with his tongue. His hand was moving over Dom’s slim body, teasing the other one’s nipples and then travelling lower. “Sssh...” he breathed into the other one’s mouth when Dom whimpered, arching into Billy’s hand firmly stroking his aching cock.

After a while Billy pulled his hand away from Dom’s cock, teasingly letting it brush over Dom’s hidden entrance. “Have you ever done this before?” he asked quietly when he felt his younger brother tense up a little.

Hesitantly Dom shook his head. “Not like this... Wanted it to be you...” His cheeks flushed a little at that admission.

“Don’t worry, I won’t hurt you,” Billy promised his younger brother and placed a chaste kiss on the other one’s forehead and lips. He brought his fingers to Dom’s mouth, teasingly moving them over Dom’s full lips. “Suck these,” Billy commanded in a low voice that made Dom shiver. “Make em wet...” Billy moaned deep in his throat when he looked at he wanton image of Dom suckling on Billy’s fingers as if they were his cock, a soft and warm tongue wrapping itself around the digits.

“Enough!” Billy ground out and pulled his fingers away from Dom’s mouth with a wet sound. He leant down, claiming Dom’s lips in a possesive kiss, thrusting his tongue deep into the other one’s mouth in a frenzied wish to show him what it would be like. When they parted both of them were breathless.

“Oh. My. God...” Dom mumbled over and over again, parting his legs a little further when he felt Billy’s fingers between them. His eyes flew open when a first finger entered him and after a while a second. “Sssh...” Billy whispered again in a soothing voice, rubbing his free hand over Dom’s stomach in circles. “The first time always hurts, but it will get better after a while.”

Dom nodded, clinging on his brother’s every word. When Billy was about to slide in a third finger he stopped him. “Enough,” he said. “I want you now...”

Billy frowned. “Maybe we should....” He looked at the pleading expression on the other one’s face and nodded. “Alright...” Shivering Billy lay down in the opened V of Dom’s legs, positioning his cock at Dom’s entrance. “Love you,” he whispered and searched for Dom’s mouth with his, pouring all of his love into the kiss when he shifted his hips and slowly started to slide into the younger man.

Dom whimpered in pain, but willed himself to realx until Billy was fully settled in him. “Just...just give me a moment...” he asked Billy in a shaky voice.

Billy kissed away the tears that threatened to spill from Dom’s eyes. “We can stop whenever you want,” he offered, knowing that it would kill him. Dom’s body was so tight, so perfect...

“No!” Dom took in a deep breath. “I want this, I can take this, please Billy!”

“Okay...” Billy kissed Dom’s sweaty brow and carefully started to move inside the younger man, trying to help Dom to adjust to this new sensation of being filled.

Dom closed his eyes and tried to concentrate on relaxing around Billy. It didn’t feel only bad and painful. He felt a closeness to his brother that he couldn’t have imagined before. “Billy...” he sighed when something new was added to the lost of strange feelings Dom was going through.

Billy had seen the change on Dom’s features and shifted his hips a little, slightly altering the angle of his thrust. A stupid grin rose on his face when Dom’s eyes flew open in obvious surprise.

“That was...God!!!” As if having a will of their own Dom’s legs wrapped themselves around Billy’s slim waist. “What the....Billy!”

Still smiling Billy thrust a little harder, seeing Dom’s eyes darkening with pleasure. “Almost there, baby,”he whispered, biting back a groan when Dom’s rectal muscles tightened around him.

The younger man whimpered, unable to think now that shockwaves of pleasure were wracking his body, carrying him closer and closer to completion with every thrust. Billy bit his lip when Dom suddenly stopped breathing for one split second and then took in precious air to let it out with a choked cry.

Billy slowed his movements while Dom was coming, milking the younger man dry with a hand he had slipped between their sweaty bodies.

“That was....” Dom slumped down on the mattress when Billy grabbed him by his hips, now fucking him in ernest. The younger man’s lips were parted in a wordless moan as his body still shaken by the afteshocks of his orgasm moved in time with Billy’s thrusts. After a while Billy’s body went still as he buried himself in Dom’s body, emptying himself deep inside of his lover.

“Billy, I...” Dom tried to whisper in a hoarse voice when Billy lay down on the mattress next to him, but the older one silenced him with a lingering kiss.

“You don’t have to speak...” he breathed, his hand tangling once more in Dom’s short hair. Billy snuggled against the younger man, holding him close. He sighed when Dom wrapped his arms around him.

Suddenly Billy’s eyes flew open. “Shit!” he cursed and sat up in his bed.

“What?” Dom asked sleepily.

“The door, was that the door?” Billy hissed, trying to make out the sound he had heard in the darkness.

Dom nodded. “Damn right that was the door,” he sighed and stood up from the bed, starting to lift up his clothes spread all over the floor. “No chance to make it into my room. They’ll see me, Billy!” He looked at the other one, his eyes widened in panic. Their parents would not understand. They so would not understand.

Billy nodded in agreement. “Balcony!” he hissed, thanking his parents that Dom and Billy had a joined balcony between their rooms. He opened the door that lead outside for Dom, shortly pulling the other man against him before he let him out.

Dom moaned into the kiss, pressing his still naked body against Billy’s. “Stop that...” he pleaded. “You’re making me hard again...” He gestured at his cock.

“Same here,” Billy laughed nervously, looking at the door. “Leave your door opened, Dom,” he instructed the younger one. “Who knows, I might come and pay you a visit later when our rents are in bed...”

“Damn,” Dom cursed, shaking in anticipation. He walked to his room without turning back. Inside he let himself fall back on his bed, giggling softly. He had always known that his brother was full of surprises. Leisurely he brought his hand down to his cock, stroking it softly. Billy would come. Billy would come...


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