Hazel Eyes

Pairing: Vig/Orli
Warnings: Angst, Romance Disclaimer: I don’t know Viggo or Orlando although I would love to meet them, and I don’t own Kelly Clarkson’s song Hazel Eyes I’m just using everything for fun.
Author Note: This Fic was written for the Kelly Clarkson song fc challenge over at Volaslash yahoo group.
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Seems like just yesterday,
you were a part of me
I used to stand so tall;
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight,
everything it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong

Right now, you are half away around the world and all I can do at this very moment is, lay in bed and think of you. Thinking about what seems like yesterday, you found a way, and placed yourself formerly into my heart. Like when I saw you for the first time running toward PJ and Me and I soon found your arms around me pulling me into an embrace. When you finally let me go, you flashed me a smile that took all my will power to stand upright for I felt I was melting. We spent the most spectacular two years together, and once LOTR was done we agreed to continue seeing each other, just in secret so we didn't harm your up and coming career. After that we both got busy filming different movies, but you most of all worked so hard and you didn't seem to take a break except for maybe one week out of three months. Then the reports of you dating Kate started making headline, and then an engagement.

Now I can't breathe,
no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I called you that night several times, looking for answer, but you didn't call back until late in the next day. You told me I was being silly and that I should have known it was just publicity, but I couldn't shake the image of Kate and You, looking so happy, out of my head and I began doubting our relationship.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces,
can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I tried for several days to get a hold of you just to speak to you about were our relationship was going, but when I got a hold of you, you would always complain that you were to tired to talk and would actually promise to call me back in the morning, but you never did. Eventually I would find
myself crying myself to sleep.

I told you everything,
opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright,
for once in my life
Now all that's left of me
is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside

Eventually, I got angry at myself and through myself head first into work. I found myself working like I've never worked before, such as, I was filming two movies at once, I was promoting a few books of poems, and attending gallery opens left and right. Just so I would work myself to exhaustion and wouldn't think about the person that had stolen my heart and was in the process breaking it into pieces.

Cause I can't breathe,
no I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

I continued to work myself to exhaustion. Until a couple of days ago I got a call from Sean telling me he was in town and he wanted to have dinner with me. I started to tell him I was busy, but Sean told me that if that was the case he'll meet me where ever I was and drag my ass to dinner anyway. So I relented and today I was meeting him at his pent house. I pulled into the driveway and walked up to the door, and getting the surprise of my life.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces,
can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Right about now I didn't know if I should turn around and walk away or push past Orlando, my tormentor, and proceed to go and find Sean so I could kill him. For I smell a set up and I don't like it. However, I found myself staring into Orlando beautiful brown eyes and I feel trap as all the emotions I've been hold back for the last six months come rushing out.

Swallow me, then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you, it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore
Anymore

I can't take it and I proceed to run back to my car with every attention of going back home and drinking until I passed out, but I'm stopped by a hand on my arm that turns out to be Sean who had snuck up on me, waiting for me to run. Sean leans close to me whispering in my ear, "Viggo, it's time that you stop evading/running from Orlando and face him like a man." I'm angry now, but I force myself to turn and face Orlando who's sobbing and trying weak to get away from Dom grip.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces,
can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I didn't know that Dom was here, but I barely even noticed that because all I saw was the sobbing creature on the floor who was weakly batting at Dom to let him go, as he kept mumbling randomly: how he was sorry and doesn't deserve me, and how he knew I didn't want him anymore, and almost pleading for Dom just to let him go because it doesn't matter anymore. I stood there and stared at Orlando overcome with emotions wondering if I should risk my heart again or not.

My thoughts were soon interrupted by the other three hobbits coming into the room and Elijah clearing his throat to say, "I'm sorry we had to set you both up like this, but were tried of seeing pictures of you guys were your are both so miserable. Although you've both tried your hardest to be happy in the public that you've might have fooled them, but you can't fool us. We all thought you were the perfect couple and we hate seeing you the way you are now, so we all feel that you two need to sit down and really talk or this won't be the last time we'll do something to get you two at least talk."

Elijah looked pleased with himself after his speech that he and everyone else, trusting that their threat would keep Orlando and Me there, soon left in order to provide us with some privacy to discuss what we wanted to do with our lives, and so we did talk…

So just to make a long story short that night we both found that we both desperately wanted to try again and make our relationship work, and after that we worked out plans of how to get to see each other as often as possible, and we promised to call each other at least every other night. Although we agreed that until we knew what was going to happen with our relationship we should continue to keep it a secret.

So at first I was really careful with my heart, but as our relationship became stronger then before I started to loosen up some, and now , three years later, we're living in the same house when were not filming, and we're planning on coming out to the public so we don't have to hide. Then last but not least after the media circus calms down I'm planning on asking Orlando to marry me, and then we'll live happily ever after.