Loving You

Story was written for the anglicandoorway ficathon on LJ.

Pairing: Orlando/Viggo, Sean/Viggo (implied)
Summary: Orlando who is hopelessly in love with Viggo starts losing hope of ever having Viggo since Viggo and Sean are together.
Warnings: AU, very AU as I’m not entirely sure on the order of events.
Beta: none, I’ve just have really bad luck with Beta’s. When I do try I find someone that say they’ll beta something for me and once I send them the story I never hear from them again. Also I don’t think I have time to get this beta if I could, seeing how this thing is due in two days.
Disclaimer: This has never happened! Well it has happened, but in my head. Well anyway I don't know anything about Orlando or Viggo other then what I read. Then we all know that a large percent of that is just rumor and untrue.
Author’s Note: Hopefully this makes this story easier to read/understand, since I’m not sure if it’s very clear in the story, but the first part of this story is in Orlando’s point of view which then become Sean’s point of view, which finally becomes Viggo’s point of view. Also if you need background info I put it after the story

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“Cut and Print!” Peter yelled, much to my relief. After being flung around on ropes for the last couple hours, filming scenes for when Legolas takes down the Oliphant by himself. However, now my back had started to stiffen up.

When I reached the Cuntebago, the trailer, that Sean, Viggo, and I shared. I had just placed my hand on the handle until I heard laughing that sounded more like giggling come from inside that was soon followed by a moan and a voice yelling, “Sean…keep doing whatever your doing.”

Just when I thought this day couldn’t get worse, it does. I totally forgot that Sean was coming today, just so he could film scenes for Two Towers. He’ll only be staying for two months and normally this would be a good thing. You know how it is, getting to see a cast members again and hanging out with them, but to me it was torture cause now I wouldn’t be able to spend most of my free time with Viggo anymore because Sean and Viggo would be busy doing things together. So instead of going inside the trailer I moved away from the door slightly and leaned against the side of it and slide slowing down to the ground to where I now found myself in a fetal position.

I must have stayed outside of the trailer longer then I thought because when I was finally pulled away from my thoughts of self pity, was when the trailer door opened, and out walked Sean with Viggo following him seconds later. So now they were standing directly in front of me.

Viggo took another step towards me kneeling down placing his hand on my shoulder and asking, “What’s wrong Orli?” I shrugged his hand off me, and quickly stood up, wincing as my back protested the sudden change of positions. “Nothing is wrong.” I said hoping that they didn’t catch me wincing. Just my luck though Viggo did see it and I saw him glance quickly at Sean who quickly made up an excuse to leave, saying that he needed to go and check in with PJ about something.

Once Sean left, Viggo again turned back to me, and again attempted to place his hand on my shoulder, but I saw his hand coming and side stepped him turning to leave. However, Viggo grabbed my upper arm, and gently but firmly, turned me around to face him.

“Orlando, please don’t lie to me, I can tell that something is wrong… and I can tell that it’s something more then just your back… You know you can tell me anything.” Viggo said, looking me straight in the eye.
“It’s nothing Viggo, just drop it…will you.” I said, breaking eye contact with him, turning my body to look at anything, but him.

“Orlando please…please tell me what’s wrong, because seeing you like this, is breaking my heart.”

I heard the concern in his voice and I just snapped turning, to face Vig, so quickly that my back screamed in protest, but I didn’t care, as tears started to gather in my eyes, making it hard to see, and I yelled, “Fine you want to know what is wrong with me so badly… Well I’m fucking in love with you and I know you don’t care about me in the way I want you to…and I know I don’t stand a fucking chance because you are already together with fucking Sean.” I finally finished in a whisper, furiously I wiped my face with my hands, and I was finally able to see the shock that was written all over Viggo’s face.

Finally Viggo seemed to snap out of it somewhat and opened his mouth several times until finally he stuttered, “O…Orlando…I…I don’t know what to say…but…but…you can’t love me…” When he said that, I just couldn’t stick around anymore and I found myself pushed past him and running away from the Cuntebago running blindly with no destination in mind. I finally ended up at the Hobbits trailer where upon looking at me, they decided to drag me to the club so I could get drunk. I then realized later the next morning, when I was finally able to open my eyes without my head feeling like it was going to explode. That one, I had probably told the Hobbits everything. Then I would have to face Viggo again the next day.

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After I left Viggo and Orlando alone yesterday to go find Peter to discuss what he wanted to do with my character since I was already dead. I soon found myself standing around waiting for Peter, The Crew members and other people of high importance to finish their emergency meetings over the weather situation. Eventually, it was decided that filming was going to get called off for the rest of the day yesterday, and for all day today.

By the time, I finally got back to the trailer yesterday I was surprise that 3 hours had gone by and that there were no sign of Orlando and Viggo. I then quickly changed into my street clothes and made my way to my house were I expected Viggo to call me later tonight to either talk or to get together. I went upstairs and got ready for bed, and tried to stay awake, but I was soon fast asleep.

The next morning, I checked my Caller ID and answering machine to see if I missed Vig’s call. I found I didn’t have any messages from Viggo, but I did find a strange one from Dom going on and on about how Viggo did this to Orlando and something else which I didn’t understand because most of the message was slurred. So after I realized that Vig never called, I dialed Vig’s number and waited for Viggo to answer, and when he did he didn’t sound good at all, although he told me he was fine. After I got off the phone with him, I admittedly knew that something was wrong and I had a hunch that it had something to do with whatever happened with Orlando. Looking at the clock on the wall and seeing it was 9AM I went to my bathroom and took a quick shower and quickly got dressed. I walked in to the kitchen minutes later and grabbed myself an apple and my keys and left to go get into my car, because I’d decided I was going to go check on Viggo now.

Once I got to Viggo’s house. I quickly ran to the door, to prevent getting to soaked, knocking repeatedly hoping that Viggo would come and answer the door soon, but when he never came to answer it. I sighed and then knelt, lifting the door mat, and picking up the spare key so I could let myself in. Once I was inside, I called for Viggo several times walking slowly through the house and checking all the rooms until I finally found him sitting on the balcony staring out into the open, watching the rain come down.

“Vig… are you alright?” I asked, reaching out and placing my hand on his shoulder, which caused him to jump and look quickly behind him. Once he saw it was me I watched him relax again and turn back to face the falling rain while he mumbled, “Yea… I’m alright, don’t worry about me Sean.”

I frowned asking him softly, “Are you upset about what happened between Orlando and you?” Viggo tensed and slowly turned to look at me saying, “What do you know about that?”

I shrugged, “The Hobbits talk Vig…from what I gathered, The Hobbits, ended up taking Orlando to the club last night so he could get wasted, since he ended up in their trailer upset about something. When again we all know how much Orlando babbles when he drunk…need I say more?” I said, while keeping a watch on Viggo the attire time seeing his body lose some of the tension, his shoulder drop and finally him moving his arms rest to where they rested on his knees so he could cradle his head in them.

Once I noticed his shoulder begin to shake, I gently wrapped my arms around him as best as I could given his position until eventually he calmed down and said, “I was so shocked…when he told me his loved me… that…that I said something stupid…I out of all people should know that you can’t help who you love…but how can I be with him… he so much younger then I am… I just don’t want to be alone when he decides that I’m to much older then him and he then decides to leave me.” He finishes, and looks up at me making eye contact, tears still in his eyes.

Sighing, “Viggo, you know as well as I do that some things you just have to take your chances with…Besides judging what happened yesterday I’m confident that Orlando is just as much in love with you, as you are in love with him.” I smiled at him, running my fingers through his hair.

“You know Vig, what I think you need to do now is decide if you want to take the risk of your heart, and ask yourself if you can see yourself living the rest of your life with him. Then if you do you need to go find him and tell him how you feel.” I finished in a stern serious voice.

I stayed at Viggo’s house for another hour, and then decided that it was time to go home. Viggo walked me to the door and just as I was going to enter the pouring rain. Viggo grabbed me and pulled me against him and into a huge hug; while he thanked me for coming over and helping him gather his thoughts.

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After, Sean left I spent the rest of the day thinking about my feelings for Orlando. I finally decided around 3AM that I couldn’t live without him. Being unable to sleep I drove over to Orlando’s house in the pouring rain and ran to the door and knocked for what seemed like hours, which, in actuality, was only 10 minutes.

When Orlando opened the door dressed in just a pair of sweat pants I wanted to throw myself at him, but I somehow managed to refrain myself from doing so. As Orlando leaned against the door, and looked at the ground asking, “What do you want? Don’t you know what time it is?”

I looked at my watched and seeing it was only 4AM, I sighed, and finally said, “I sorry for coming so earlier I was really hoping you’ll let me in so I could speak with you, and then if you don’t like what I have to say I’ll leave and never bother you again.”

Orlando stepped aside letting me past, and slowly closed the door so he could lean against it. I was about to talk when he interrupted my line of thinking by saying,”Look Vig…I’m sorry for the way I acted yesterday…I had no right to say the thing I did. I didn’t mean to make you feel bad or anything like that.” I really wished he would look at me, but he didn’t he continue saying, “You don’t have to worry about me Vig…I’ll be OK…I’m fine with us just being friends…I know that Sean is important to you.” He finally finished his voice starting to crack.

I couldn’t stand the fact that he was avoiding me and the fact he was upset about this. So I walked and closed the space that was separating us, then placed on my hand under his chin and gently lifted his head so I could look into his eyes. I then opened my mouth and prepared to make the most important speech of my life.

Making sure Orlando was looking into my eyes I began telling him, “Orlando I didn’t come here for you to apologies to me but so I could apologies to you. You surprised the hell out of me the other day and instead of me telling you that I love you back… I fucked up because I was scared… So here I am hoping that you’ll except my apology and give me a second chance to be what you want me to be.” Orlando eyes just lit up with hope as my speech continued and I almost missed his gasp when I told him I loved him. For now as I look into his eyes I can see him staring back at me with shock and wonder reflected in his eyes.

I watch Orlando opened and closed his mouth several time until finally he said, “Do you really love me? Please tell me you’re just not saying that.” He eyes now searching me.

I smiled and at him shaking my head yes, indicating that I did indeed love him, and I watched his lips form a huge smile and then he jumped at me, which caused me to have to take a step back to maintain my balance, as he throwing his arms around my neck, and once I was sure we weren’t going to fall, I quickly wrapped my arms around his waist, holding him close to me. Right then I knew I did the right thing in telling him my feeling because holding him felt so right, liking nothing else before has. “So does this mean I get that second chance, to being able to have you in my life as more than friends?” I asked, not letting go even as he laughed and leaned closer to me and kissed me passionately.

The kissed seemed to last forever as it kept getting deeper and deeper and we explored each others mouths, and our hands explored each other chest. During this I could feel myself getting hard and I knew I had to stop this now before I wouldn’t be able to. “Orlando we need to stop” I said backing away slightly and breaking the kiss. Dazed Orlando frowned, saying “What…why?” “Because, I’m getting too excited, and I don’t want our first time together to be in front of the front door.” I replied, smiling at Orlando who is now smiling back at me.

Orlando grabs my hand and leads me into his room, and soon I find myself back into his arms and kissing him in the same way as we were before expect this time I knew we wouldn’t stop until after we were both spent from making love because that’s what we would be doing.

We continued kissing, only to break it when Orlando took my shirt off. Both of our hands were exploring each other chest and eventually I found myself toying with the edge of Orlando’s sweats. Suddenly I was uneasy because I wasn’t really sure how far we were going sure I was hoping we were going to make love, but then again we haven’t really discussed it. However, Orlando solved my little problem, by looking me in the eyes and telling me with his eyes that yes he wanted to go further and also by placing his hands on mine and together we sled off his sweats slowly revealing his glorious flesh.

Once Orlando was naked wasted no time in making sure I was in the same state, by unbutton my jeans and sliding his hands underneath my underwear and slid the rest of my clothes off. Grabbing my hands, he stepped back to sit on the edge of the bed, then pulled me against him causing both of us to moan as our cocks rubbed against each other. Orlando then pulled me even closer, kissing me again this time with lust, love, and passion evident in the kiss, as we rubbed our arousals against one another moaning the entire time.

Orlando broke the kiss after several minutes, and stretched his upper body and arms to get into the night table. He rummaged around for a couple seconds, and then pulled out a couple of condoms and lube. Orlando moved up slight more on the bed and passed me the lube saying, “Please I want to feel you in me, I want you to make this real to me. Please!” he finished saying and spread his legs.

I smile at him and took the lube. Then with my free hand I began to stroke his head while kissing his lips. Opening the lube with one hand I quickly put some on my fingers and moved my hand in-between his legs first teasing his opening for several seconds, giving Orlando a chance to stop me. When he didn’t I slowly slid one finger into his opening moving it in and out. Once my one finger, moved easily in and out of his body I gently slid another finger into him. When his body tensed I moved my free hand to his cock teasing the tip of it with my thumb while never breaking the kiss. Once I was sure that he was alright, I slid a third finger into him this time searching for his sweet spot. I knew I finally found it seconds later then he gasped. I continued to thrust my fingers into his body for what seemed like hours hitting his sweet spot every time. “STOP…p…please… I want you in me.” Orlando moaned.
I withdrew my fingers and was about to reach for the condom, until Orlando batted my hand away and picked up the condom, ripping it open with his teeth, then reaching for my cock gently and rolling the condom on me. I passed him the lube and he quickly put some on hand and rubbed the lube on me. Once he was done preparing me he laid back down, and spread his legs again. “Take me Viggo. I need you.” He said, in a deep lusty voice.

“You’re so beautiful.” I said, leaning down to kiss him, and moving into position. Once I had him distracted with the kiss, I slowly started to enter him. When I felt his body tensed I paused until he relaxed some, and then started to go deeper into his body until I was buried deep inside him. I paused for awhile allowing Orlando to get use to my size and didn’t start thrusting until he started to move his hips, in an attempt to get more friction.

Taking my cue from Orlando, I slowly started thrusting into his body, looking for his sweet stop which I found seconds later. We both moaned and cursed as our passion soared, and I soon found myself picking up the speed of our love making, thrusting into him quicker and quicker, as he met me thrust for thrust. As I found myself getting close to cuming, I could tell that Orlando was close to so I reached in-between out bodies and wrapped my hand around his cock jerking it in time with out thrusts.

Seconds later I felt Orlando’s whole body tense and warm fluid squirt from his cock as he screamed my name as he came. I soon followed close after as I screamed his name as I shot my load, into the condom I wore that was incased in Orlando clutching body.

Exiting from Orlando body causing us both to groan at the lost, I rolled to the side of Orlando taking off the condom and tied it and tossed it on the floor. Rolling back to face Orlando I wrapped one arm around him and placed tiny kisses on his face and shoulder telling him that I loved him. Orlando would smile at me and return some of the kisses when I near his lips. He would also tell me that he loved me to causing me to smile.

We eventually got tired, and Orlando grabbed the sheet and pulled it up to cover us and the last I remember before going to sleep is just seeing his smile of happiness as he snuggled up next to me.

Hours Later, we were woken up rudely when a couple of Hobbits and one Human from Gondor decided that filling up a couple of large drinking cups, with freezing water, would be a good thing to dump on us. Both Orlando and I jumped out of bed squealing when the water hit our sleeping bodies. We quickly jumped back into bed when we remembered we were both naked and wrapped the sheet around us glaring daggers at the retreating back of our temporary enemies. Just when we thought we were alone again The Lowly Human from Gondor yelled through the house that Legolas and Aragorn would be needed on set within the hour, which was soon followed by the sound of the door slamming. Both of us groaned at the prospect of getting up seeing how it was already 9AM and they had only been able to sleep for a totally of two and a half hours.

After sitting on the bed for several minutes just to insure that the Hobbits and Human were truly gone. Orlando got out of the bed, and held out his hand to me saying, “Well Filthy Human, do you care to share a shower with me.”

Laughing, I nodded my head, and reached out to grab his hand as he led me to the bathroom. We took a quick shower with a lot of laughter exchanged between us about how bad Aragorn’s hygiene is and how it’s horrible that Legolas has to teach him all of this, since he’s suppose to be King. While I’ll tell him that at least I have a life and able to do thing other then seating around all day and make sure my hair and nails are perfect.

We eventually go to the set with 15 minutes to spare, and then got through make up and wardrobe in record time. We were able to stay together all day today seeing how all our scenes were together and all. When filming wrapped for the day it was announced that there was going to be a cast dinner/get together tonight around 10PM. So once we got back to the trailer we changed quickly and cleaned up, and then hopped into my car driving to the restaurant/club.

Dinner was nice and many people asked us if we were together yet because we both seemed so happy. The first time we were asked surprised us, but we later learned that we were horrible at hiding our feels from everyone and that everyone knew we were in love with each other except for us.

We got back to my house around midnight, and seeing that we were both tired we both went into my room and got ready to bed both of us wearing boxers. Once we were in the bed I pulled Orlando closer to me wrapping my arm around him as he snuggled closer to me, and before I knew it we were both to sleep, and we were both happier then we’ve been in our lives.

THE END

AN2: Well please let me know what you think. This story was really difficult for me to write because I’m use to writing only one POV, and this story has three. Then when you think about it I’ve written less then 10 stories and most of them are really short. Also I know that I’ll benefit from having a beta, but all I can say is look up top where I actually explained why I don’t have one. Well I guess the last thing to say is that pyleanelf I hope you and everyone else that reads this story likes it.

Now for some background story just to clear up the story more. Everything as far as casting is the same Viggo came later and so on. However during filming Sean and Viggo became best friends. Well since they have such a long filming schedule they decide to have sex together which they already agreed would be just everyone once in an awhile and wouldn’t last after filming was over, although, they would stay best friends. Well during all this Orlando finds himself falling in love with Viggo, but for some reason he think Sean and Viggo are in love with each other and decides to keep his feelings to himself. Viggo also finds himself in love with Orlando, but he scared because Orlando is so much younger than him and he doesn’t wants to take a chance and convinces himself that Orlando is off limits. Eventually Sean finishes all his main scenes and leaves which causes Orlando and Viggo to hang out more, but they are still hiding their feels. So when Sean comes back for pick ups for Two Towers Viggo and Sean go back to their routine and Orlando finally snaps and tells Viggo what he feels.