Incomplete

Author: Spanishgoddess86
Email: Spanishgoddess86@gmail.com
Pairing: Viggo/Orlando
Warnings: Angst, Slightly AU
Disclaimer: There is no way I could possibly own two people. So don’t sue I’m just killing some time while having fun with them.
Feedback: Yes please, How am I suppose to know how well I did if no one reviews? Besides I really would like reviews on this story because I don’t really like it all that much so again please tell me what you think.
A/N: I got the idea for this story from Backstreet Boy’s new song called Incomplete. Also I believe I might have some of the dates wrong when it comes to how long it was between the ROTK premier and the TROY premier, and so on, but this is fanfiction so just bare with me. Also this story isn’t beta’d because I really don’t want to go through the hassle to try and find one again.

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For the past couple of days I’ve been sitting on the couch in front the TV and watching all the coverage of the premiers for TROY that starred Sean and Orlando and a couple other big named stars. However the only reason I cared about this movie was because one my best friend was in the movie and two because I’ve never gotten over Orlando and most nights when I was just thinking with my heart I had eyes only for Orlando, and never thought twice about Sean.

However after watching whatever show Orlando was on. I would most likely find myself succumbing to self-pity. So then I would find myself in the kitchen reaching into the drawers for a bottle of whiskey. I would then go into my studio and drag out all the pictures I had of Orlando and lay them on the floor and stare at them while I would drank until I pass out.

I was hurting so badly those first couple of days that I would only briefly see the sadness in Orlando’s eyes when he would greet the reporters, but I was pitying myself and I never thought about what the sadness meant. Besides it was him that ended our relationship just as we were finishing promoting Return of the King (which was just a little over a year ago.) He told me that day that we couldn’t be together anymore because he was going to be big and his new manager didn’t think it would help his blooming career if he was still seeing me. So I did the only thing I could of done and told him to go that I understood, and I watched him leave, and the feeling of incompleteness settled over me.

Well after the break up I returned to LA and separated myself from everything and everyone and regrettably even Henry. However Henry is resourceful and called Sean to see if he knew why I was being the way I was being. The next thing I knew Sean was on my doorstep letting himself into the house and told me basically that I was a fool to separate myself like I had, and scorning me for scaring Henry like I had. Mostly though he aloud me to cry on his shoulder letting me know that although I had lost a lover, I hadn’t lost a friend.

Since then my life pretty much went back to normal with the exception that every once in a while (on anniversary dates.) I would again separate myself from everything and everyone and would come back to the living for maybe hours or even a couple of days at the worst. During these times I would do pretty much what I’m doing right now stare at pictures of Orlando and drink until I pass out.

However one morning I woke up to the ringing of a phone. Hung over I blindly went to go retrieve the fucking thing.

“Hello” I grumbled into the phone.
“Hey Vig! I’m in LA for the premier and I’m coming at noon to pick up for some lunch. Be ready.” Sean said hanging up before giving me a chance to answer.

Hours later after I’ve showered and gotten dressed I was standing outside waiting for Sean to show up. I didn’t have to wait long, and the moment he stopped the car I walked around to the passenger side and got in. We filled the time talking about random things and soon Sean parked the car at a nice looking small restaurant and together we walked inside.

Inside the restaurant was the last person I had expected to see although I should have figured Sean would do something like this because sitting in a corner booth was Orlando. Once I spotted Orlando I whispered slowly “I can’t do this” but Sean grabbed my arm and pulled me towards the table. I looked up just into time as Orlando had just spotted up and had gone pale, and was starting to get up from the table, but Sean stopped him to and commanded him to sit.

“I am tired of seeing two of my best friends hurting like you two are.” Sean growled at us in a low voice, and both Orlando and I just started at Sean like he was crazy.

“Don’t you two look at me like that and try to deny it cause you two know it’s true that you’re both miserable without each other. Besides I’ve seen you both depressed and I’m tired of seeing you two depressed… not when you were the perfect couple… and don’t even try to use the your manager said bull shit Orlando because what your manager said shouldn’t impact your personal life. So now you two are going to sit here and talk, and don’t think about escaping I’m already paying the staff here to make sure you two don’t leave without talking and I mean really talking.” With that Sean left us sitting at the table.

“Well…what do we talk about first?” Orlando asked me nervously.
“Well…I guess you can explain to me why you really broke up with me…unless it really was because of your manager.” I spoke low struggling to keep the emotions out of my voice.
“Your right somewhat…my manager did have some say in it…but she wanted me to get a beard. I thought about it for awhile and I just couldn’t live a lie…sneaking around to be with you while in public I was with this girl. So I thought that ending it then would be less cruel, when you really get into the matter at hand.” Orlando said a tear running down his cheek. “I want you to know though that I’ve never loved anyone like I’ve loved you.” He said finishing in a whisper suddenly finding the table very fascination.

I was now crying silently myself now, and with a shaky arm I reached out to Orlando and gently grabbed his face making him look at me. “First I need to say that I’ve never stopped loving you Orlando and at least now I understand what you tried to do, but you should of talked to me before you made that decision for the both of us. “

Orlando was now sobbing, and I couldn’t take it anymore and quickly moved to where I was now next to him. I then hesitated just for a second and then I pulled him into my arms, and admittedly he threw his arms around my neck and started chanting he was “So Sorry.” We both just sat together then just crying into each other arms.

We both eventually calmed down, regrettably when Orlando manage to pull himself together he pulled away from my arms. I figured now was when he would ask if we could be friends now so I was surprised when he said, “Viggo do I have any hope that you would give me another chance. I mean I know I hurt you…and I can’t begin to tell you how sorry I am because of that…but please say there’s a chance you’ll take me back.” Orlando finished whispering the last part.

I sat there shocked for several seconds, and the spent the next minute asking myself if I should put myself again into the position to be possible hurt again. Although I was slightly afraid I knew I would never forgive myself if I told him no. Because even though I feared being hurt again I was still in love with him and if this worked out right then we would be together and we would be happy for the most part.

“Orlando I still love you like I’ve already stated. So yes I would like to get back together, but I think we should take it slow and we need to talk about everything if we do get back together. Because to be honest I’m slightly afraid that you’ll just break up with me again and I’ll tell you now…I don’t think I’ll survive another break up with you.” I said looking Orlando straight in the eye.

Orlando started crying again and instantly Orlando was in my arms again holding me tightly against him. Several minutes later Orlando looked up and looked me in the eye. “I want to try Vig though I can’t promise you that we won’t break up again, but I’ll tell you now that I love you and I want to be with you for as long as you can stand me. Besides one of the thing I’ve learned from all this is: that I can’t live without you.” Orlando then leaned in close to me and gently touched his lips to mine and kissed me pouring all his feelings into me and I returned his kiss pouring all my feelings into him.

Years Later

It has been years now since we’ve gotten back together and we’re happier now, then we ever were before.

Well after we got back together Orlando left for a month to finish promoting TROY, but once that was done he came back to LA and moved into my house which soon became our house, and never left. We’ve even eventually invited Sean to the house to thank him for everything he done for us. He just laughed at first and then turned to both of us telling us in a serious voice, “If you ever hurt each other like you did before, I’m going to kill the both of you, just so I can live in peace.” WE just nodded our understanding and we eventually found ourselves in the living room watching all three LOTR movies back to back making commentaries throughout the whole movie about this and that.

After a year of making our relationship strong Orlando and I eventually decided it was time we went back to filming movies. During that time we would call each other or when we could find the time between the filming schedule we would visit each other on set or we would both go home.

Also I think I should add that Orlando and I manage to keep out relationship a secret until the kingdom of heaven premier. So to make a long story short were now out and for the most part we’re left alone, and as I mentioned earlier we’re happier now then we ever were before, and I feel complete with that knowledge.

The End