Indulgence

Title: Indulgence.
Author: Fishy
Rating: NC17
Pairing: Erestor/Glorfindel.
Disclaimer: I own nothing.
Notes: Un-beta’d, slash M/M. PWP.
Summary: Two elves overindulge.
Feedback: fishyz9@yahoo.com


Indulgence.

“What do you think of him Elrond?” Glorfindel asked his lord and long time friend as he looked down at Erestor who was leaning upon his shoulder unconscious.
“Who, Erestor?”
“Aye.”
“What sort of question is that?” Elrond asked amused.
“I was just wondering, how much do we actually know about him?” As he spoke Glorfindel gently moved his arm that Erestor had slumped against, careful so as not to wake the dark elf that had slipped into reverie due to too much wine, and moved so that Erestor laid his head upon the warriors broad chest. Glorfindel grinned and raised an eyebrow to Elrond when Erestor mumbled and actually snuggled closer to Glorfindel in his sleep.

“We know that he is the quiet reserved type, he is quick to temper, he has a passion for knowledge, he has a sharp tongue that scare most, but he is also very gentle, he is sensitive, he is the best advisor I could ever ask for, he adores elfling’s, particularly my sons, and he would be mortified if he were to wake now and find that he was holding onto his nemesis so. Why do you ask?”
“I was just wondering.” Glorfindel continued to gaze down at the elf that had always perplexed and fascinated him. Gently he moved a dark strand of hair behind a delicately pointed ear and smiled at the soft sigh it earned him.

“Why does he intrigue you so Glorfindel?” Elrond asked with a knowing smile as he watched the blond take advantage of his advisors unconscious state to fawn over his delicate features with a small smile.

“He is a living contradiction Elrond, he is so…so, uptight. He can be so aloof, yet…” Glorfindel stopped to stroke dark silky strands of hair. “Yet he can be so, attentive, also. He is utterly incorrigible yet delightful, he can infuriate me yet I find myself deliberately encouraging his anger. He perplexes me like no other.”
“You are so very transparent my friend.” Elrond had said with a chuckle.
“Apparently not to him, or if I am he does a fine job at ignoring it.” The blond said remorsefully.

Elrond rose from his seat unsteadily and patted Glorfindel on the shoulder.
“Perhaps if you did not taunt him so, he would see the affection beneath the ego?”
“Oh Elrond, it is our way.”
“Fine, be stubborn. But wouldn’t you prefer to see him look upon you with warmth, or at least look upon you fondly when your back is not turned?” Elrond had grinned at the warrior when Glorfindel turned his attention back to his lord with a frown.
“Do not tease me Elrond, he barely tolerates me.”
“Ai you are both so blind, look how he curls himself around you, conscious or no he is ever in control of himself. You think he would snuggle up to me in such a fashion?”
“Elrond, he is asleep! Rest assured that if he were to wake now he would have a witty jibe to make at me ready, and would jump to other side of the room.”
“You are both hopeless.”
“Quite possibly.”
“You both infuriate me, and thus, I take my leave now, before I throttle you. Goodnight my friend.”
“Goodnight.”

Elrond left the small sitting room teetering slightly, leaving both Glorfindel and Erestor alone, huddled closely together on one couch. The blond smiling elf staring down at the sleeping dark elf.

“I wish his words were true, I wish you would look upon me with warmth.” Glorfindel sighed and gently moved Erestor so that he could stand. He gently lowered the slumbering elf down on the coach, placing a cushion beneath his head. “Elrond is right, you would be mortified to wake up in my arms…” He had quietly spoken looking for all the world like a love sick elfling. “I wish it were not so…” Glorfindel took a moment to look over the petite elf’s features, he smiled seeing the advisors hand balled in a small fist, and he looked longingly at the slightly opened and pouting pink lips. “Ai me, you are such a temptation and tease to me yet you know none of it.”

Glorfindel, acting much younger than his years looked about the room to check that no one was near. He then nuzzled into Erestor’s neck to breath in his scent, sighing wantonly. He snickered quietly to himself when Erestor seemed to smile gently and sigh in his sleep. Licking his lips and looking once more about the room he slowly inching closer to the sleeping elf’s lips. Ever so softly he touched his lips to those of Erestor, and sighed in bliss at the softness of them. He gently cupped Erestor’s face as he attempted to engage Erestor in a soft kiss, but soft enough not to wake the elf who was sleeping off his eight glasses of wine.

“Glorfindel I…” Elrond had re-entered the room but stood still in his tracks seeing Glorfindel kissing Erestor who had been asleep. Unfortunately, Elrond had surprised Glorfindel and the warrior had accidentally pressed down on the soft lips a little too hard and had awoken Erestor. Glorfindel had pulled back immediately, his cheeks blazing red.

“Never mind.” Elrond had said with a most satisfied grin before again leaving the room, and consequently, leaving Erestor and Glorfindel alone.

“Glorfindel?” Erestor had begun croakily as he sat up.
“I ah…”
“Were you kissing me?” Erestor asked indignantly.
“I…you, you started it, you were laying on me, and, and smelling like you do, and…” Glorfindel then tried to laugh and wave off the situation “I have had so much wine to drink, if you will excuse me I think I will take my leave whilst I am able to stand.” And with that Glorfindel had rushed out of the room and had practically ran to his quarters. Leaving A very confused Erestor alone in the sitting room.

Once Glorfindel had closed the door behind him he had covered his blushing face with his hands.

“Valar! I am going to kill Elrond! Oh how embarrassing!” Glorfindel had thrown himself onto his bed, burying his face in a pillow. He rolled onto his back and stared at the ceiling, trying to think of a plausible excuse as to why he would of been kissing Erestor whilst he was unconscious. Coming up with nothing he soon slipped into reverie, wearing a worried expression upon his face.

Erestor knocked softly on the door, intent on chastising Glorfindel about taking advantage of him in such a way, and unknowingly playing with his feelings also. When no answer came he decided to let himself in, he opened the door which lead straight into the warriors bedroom and stopped just before the bed. A sly smile spread across his lips.

“My dear Glorfindel, I think it time for a little revenge.” Stealthily Erestor crawled atop of the bed to where Glorfindel lay in the centre. Leaning over he smiled down at the beautiful blond in reverie whilst thinking of a way to justify his actions. If Glorfindel did not enjoy being kissed by him, and at this thought Erestor bit his lip, than he would simply say he was teaching his friend a lesson. But if Glorfindel were to perhaps participate in the kiss, then he would be the happiest elf alive.

He leaned down and brushed his lips against Glorfindel’s, something he had longed to do for as long as he could remember. He smiled contently and closed his eyes as he licked his own lips, licking every last residue of Glorfindel from them. Noting Glorfindel was still asleep he swept down for another kiss, adding more pressure with intent of waking the elf laying beneath him.

Glorfindel woke and thought that perhaps he was still dreaming, dreaming of the soft lips he had assaulted earlier. He pulled back with a gasp however when he realised it was not so.

“Erestor?” He said in clear shock in finding the elf he had been fantasising and dreaming of poised above him, kissing him.

Erestor had licked his lips nervously, all before plans forgotten and mind blank, so it was that he blurted out the first thing he could think of.

“I…I am very drunk right now.” Which was an obvious complete and utter lie. But this seemed to please Glorfindel as he smiled up at the advisor.

“Aye, I find that I too am completely rendered inebriated.”

Erestor had smiled, feeling such joy he had not felt before and leaned down to kiss Glorfindel deeply, sliding his tongue against Glorfindel’s own. He gasped however when Glorfindel rolled him onto his back and was upon him. He moaned aloud when he felt the blond kiss and suckle his neck as his robe was unbuttoned.

“Ai Erestor, I think I may of overindulged, I am so very drunk right now…” which was a lie and they both knew it, “…that I believe that if you wish for me to not ravish and take you on this bed you will have to push me away, now.” Glorfindel had said breathlessly while pulling away to look Erestor in the eye. If Erestor did not really want this then he wanted to be pushed away now while he still had some restraint left. He was surprised though when Erestor clutched the front of his tunic and pulled him down until they close enough to feel each others breath upon their faces.

“Enough Glorfindel, drop the charade. Do you want me or not? And please do not play with my feelings.”

Glorfindel’s answer was to kiss Erestor, and to kiss him hard, when he pulled away it was to nuzzle into the advisors neck, leaving passionate marks in his wake as he continued to rip open the dark robe. Between kisses and nips he spoke.
“I want you, Ai Erestor I want you so much you have no idea!”
“Not as much as I want you” Erestor breathed as he clutched at Glorfindel’s tunic, forcing the blond to lift his lips from his skin so that he could pull the tunic over his head, and groaned as the perfectly sculptured and muscular chest came into view.

Glorfindel gasped in surprise when Erestor unexpectedly rolled atop of him and began to kiss his bare chest, moaning as he did so. He could only watch with his mouth agape as Erestor sat astride his thighs pulling at the blonds breeches. Glorfindel could not suppress the shiver that ran through him at seeing such passion in the advisors eyes when looking down at his now bare body. Erestor had looked so seductive as he had pulled back the warriors leggings just over his raging erection, that being the only moment in the lustful haze that he slowed his actions enough to view and savour his prize as it came into view.

Glorfindel looked from his own groin to Erestor and had cried out when Erestor had dipped his head and licked the underside of the blonds cock from root to tip. He allowed Erestor a few laps at the head of his throbbing length before he lost all restraint and propelled Erestor onto his back and ripped the very clothing from the beautiful body beneath him, petite and delicate yet not lacking in masculinity. The sound of material ripping was heard throughout the bedchamber. He latched onto one of the pert nipples, Erestor’s chest rapidly rising and falling as he did so. As he at the same time pulled at the advisors leggings.

Both naked now Erestor pulled Glorfindel upon him and kissed the warrior soundly. He arched up to thrust his hips against Glorfindel’s pelvis and own hard length making the warrior growl with lust that was on the brink of spiralling out of control.

Glorfindel thrust both of his hands into Erestor’s dark hair, pulling in clear away from his face almost painfully as he whispered against the others lips, grinding against him sensually as he did so.

“Are you sure Erestor?! I wont have you angry with me in the morning, I will not make love to you tonight only to have you shun and hate me in the morn, I would rather admire you from afar, answer carefully and truthfully!”
“I will take whatever you will give me Glorfindel, be it for one night or more.”

That was all the encouragement Glorfindel needed as he set about making Erestor scream. He had praised and abused Erestor’s once creamy body that now sported harsh passion marks and was flushed from the heat radiating from within him.

Glorfindel had lunged to his bedside draw and pulled out a vile, only willing to leave his partner for the necessary moment and moaned at the whimper that came from Erestor at his momentary abandon. When he returned he ripped the cap of the small vile open with his teeth and quickly coated his fingers, Erestor looked up panting hard and stopped Glorfindel when he felt a single finger brush his entrance.

“No, two!”

Glorfindel hesitated for only a moment before sliding two fingers into hot and clenching channel. He watched, his mouth open and completely dry as Erestor moaned and cried out, slowly letting his head loll from side to side and he pushed down on the fingers inside of him. He soon added a third finger and rotated them making sure Erestor was well prepared no matter how achingly hard he was. Glorfindel brushed his lips against Erestor’s as his fingers stretched the advisors entrance, their mouths gaping open in a loose kiss.

When he deemed Erestor ready he quickly coated his own length and positioned himself between Erestor’s legs laying atop of him so that they were face to face. Glorfindel had had many lovers before, but hey had all been merely lustful encounters and were usually in a position where they rarely faced each other. This was different however, this was Erestor, Erestor!

Slowly but clumsy due to his desperate state he raised Erestor’s legs around him and as with much care as possible pushed inside. His eyes widened at the sensation that enveloped him. So tight. So warm. His mouth fell open and he found himself barely able to speak, it had never, in all his long life, felt like this before.

“Ai…you, what…Valar!” He panted when finally buried all the way inside of Erestor. He stilled, trying to gain some composure but found himself on the very brink of orgasm before he had even delivered the first thrust.

“Glorfindel, please…” Erestor moaned. Noticing that Glorfindel was still not moving and was simply panting into his ear, Erestor decided to take it into his own hands and began to clench around the cock inside of him. What happened next however shocked him.

Feeling the hot tightness about his member clench and move Glorfindel’s eyes went wide.

“Erestor no wait!” But it was too late, Erestor felt too good. Silently and with his mouth open he came inside of Erestor, and came hard.

“I…that’s never happened before I swear!” His cheeks had flushed dark red in embarrassment as he looked down at Erestor’s shocked face.

“You mean you…” Feeling the length inside of him soften Erestor couldn’t help the snort of laughter he made in his disbelief. He immediately regretted it though when seeing Glorfindel’s look of utter hurt and humiliation.

“Of course you would laugh at me.” He whispered with his eyes actually stinging in his shame. He pulled out of Erestor carefully, biting his bottom lip and unable to look Erestor in the eye. As soon as he had pulled out he leaped off of the bed and as quickly as he could without actually running dashed into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

“Oh Glorfindel, no wait I’m sorry I didn’t…”
“Please leave.” Came the quiet reply.

Erestor was saddened at how small and sad Glorfindel’s voice sounded, how could he be so stupid and cruel?!

“Glorfindel I’m so sorry I…I didn’t mean to laugh at you I was just surprised is all, it’s alright honestly.” Erestor had stood and was now standing outside of the bathroom door. “Please come out Glorfindel.”

Glorfindel sat on the bathroom floor with a towel about his waist and with his arms wrapped around his knees. He wiped away unbidden tears angrily, annoyed that he had let himself be so humiliated, again!

“Erestor please, just go.” He wanted to sound angry and aggressive but all that would come out was a sad little voice that seemed to get smaller and smaller.

It wouldn’t of been so bad if this had happened with someone else, but then again, had he been with someone else he knew this wouldn’t of happened at all. Erestor had ever been his weakness. At first he did not know why he poured so much of his effort into aggravating the advisor, striving to get his attention. But after catching himself often following the dark elf’s form it became apparent to him that he harboured feeling for Erestor. But for some reason he found that he could not approach Erestor as he would of anyone else without hesitation and with a cool confidence that he was usually known for. Instead he would make fun and say the first stupid thing that came to him, and thus he and Erestor had built a relationship made of jibes and taunts to each other, never in a cruel way, not until now of course.

He had never felt so embarrassed in his entire life, what made it so embarrassing was that he had taken a chance in unveiling some of his true feelings. Leaving himself completely open and vulnerable to Erestor who he had always considered both his nemesis and secret love. And he had instead of showing Erestor what it was he was offering him, which was love, passion, and everything he was….he had instead made a complete fool of himself. And Erestor, who he had always feared embarrassing himself in front of…had laughed at him for spilling himself before he could even thrust once. He had laughed.

“I’m not leaving until you let me in or come out and talk to me.”
“Erestor just go!”
“Glorfindel…” Erestor sighed and leaned his brow against the cool surface of the door and trailed his fingers along the grain of the wood, “…I, please I didn’t mean to embarrass you, I don’t care, really…”

“Well I do! That has never happened before, and it is just so typically me to make a mess of this and humiliate myself the one time it matters!” Glorfindel was at this point pacing around the bathroom hunched, with his arms wrapped tightly around his chest.

“The one time it matters?” Erestor asked quietly through the door.

Glorfindel stopped and resisted the urge to bang his head against the stone wall. Why had he just said that?! He sighed dejectedly, it hardly mattered anymore, any chance in wooing Erestor or gaining any remote amount of respect had long passed.

“The one thing I have wanted for so long….and I ruin it, I don’t know what is wrong with me.” Glorfindel had said quietly while sitting on the cool floor with his back leaning on the door.

“The one thing you want?…you mean me?” Erestor had asked almost afraid of the answer. When Glorfindel did not answer Erestor repeated his question.

“Glorfindel, did you mean me?”
“Haven’t I been obvious Erestor?” Glorfindel had said so quietly that Erestor had strained to hear him.

“Well, in all honesty, no. You haven’t.”
“How can you say that? I follow you all the time, every time I speak to you I say something stupid…” Glorfindel emphasised this word before continuing, “I am not like that around anyone else, the one person I try to impress I make a complete fool of myself in front of, tonight being a prime example. How could you not know?”

This time it was Erestor who sighed and slid down until he also sat upon the floor with his back to the door, wearing a small shawl around his shoulders that he had plucked from a chair for warmth.

“Insults came so easily between us did they not?” The advisor asked in a soft voice. Glorfindel nodded his head but spoke when he realised Erestor could not see him.

“Aye, they did.”
“I always hated that.” Erestor admitted, only a few inches of wood standing between them in their seated positions.

“You did?”
“Yes, I would…want to ask you how your day was, or just be at least friendly with you, but all I could come up with would be our banter that we are so used to.”
“Why did you do that?” The warrior asked, “I know I would do it out of nerves, and because I could think of nothing else to say to you, my mind going blank any time I was around you. But you are so witty, so articulate. I thought you genuinely thought me a fool, or think me a fool, whichever.”
“I…you made me angry, jealous, and I do not think you a fool.” Erestor had admitted in a whisper.

“But why?”
“You make me angry because you are so sweet and friendly to others, but have nothing but insults for me!”
“I told you why…”
“I know.”
“And jealous? What would you have to be jealous about, what is there to envy from me?”
“I did not envy you Glorfindel! I…” His voice faltered slightly and took a moment to compose himself, leaning his head back on the door. “I envied your bed partners.” He finished quietly, pulling the shawl close around his naked form. There was a long pause before Glorfindel spoke.

“You did?” He whispered.
“Yes, I had often seen you in a romantic embrace with another, and…and I would feel as if my heart would break. You would give yourself so freely, yet…yet you could not, you wouldn’t even speak kindly to me.”
“I don’t know what to say.” Glorfindel had said after a long pause.
“I had thought that perhaps you, not only found me unattractive but simply did not enjoy my presence.”
“Erestor no I…” Glorfindel had begun but was interrupted by Erestor.
“But then when I woke and you, you were kissing me. I knew not what to make of that but, I thought that perhaps you had, I don’t know, changed your mind?” Erestor had said with a humourless laugh. “Or perhaps you were just curious, either way I knew I wanted you to kiss me again.”
“Is that what you meant by you would take whatever I would give you?”
“Aye, if it were one night, or more, I just wanted you to want me.”
“I do! I have wanted you!”
“I didn’t know, if that is true you have hidden it well from me.“

Glorfindel grinned sadly for a brief moment as his earlier conversation with Elrond began to ring true.

“I am confused Glorfindel, I don’t know how to act around you now, or how you feel about me.”

Erestor fell back slightly when the door opened behind him, he quickly stood to face Glorfindel who was leaning on the door, hiding half of his face shyly behind it.

“Erestor, I…I climaxed inside of without even having to move, what does that tell you about my feelings for you?”

Erestor moved forwards with a small smile, placing one hand on the bathroom door handle as Glorfindel had. With his other hand he pulled Glorfindel forward by the hem of the towel wrapped around the warrior’s waist.

“I don’t know, why don’t you tell me?” He said in a low husky tone as he sweetly brushed the side of his nose against Glorfindel’s, earning him a sweet smile.

“My feelings, for you..”
“Yes, tell me, tell me what it is you honestly think of me.” The advisor said as he skimmed his fingers over Glorfindel’s bare chest, smiling when the warriors flanks trembled slightly. Apparently Glorfindel was ticklish.

“I think often of you, I think of your beauty, your sweet coyness at times, your mind, you have such an amazing mind Erestor. Your gentleness, which contradicts your sharp tongue. Your lips, your smile, your eyes, oh your beautiful eyes …” Glorfindel paused to gently touch a high cheekbone causing Erestor to blush slightly which he found most endearing. “…and I doubt that I’d be the first to point out that, you have the loveliest behind I have ever seen.”

Erestor laughed at this, inching his body closer to Glorfindel’s who was steadily growing less embarrassed and shy.

“Actually you would be the first to admit that to my face.”
“Well you can me most formidable, lord councillor.”
“Oh but fare Glorfindel, I can be the gentlest of creatures when treated right.” Erestor had purred whilst running his hands up the blonds chest slowly to rest upon his shoulders.
“Glorfindel, can we go to bed now?” He whispered whilst removing the towel from Glorfindel’s waist. Glorfindel bowed his head slightly, a blush returning to his cheeks. Erestor bit his lip and looked pleadingly to blond.

“Glorfindel, I feel terrible that I hurt you so, please forgive me?”
“I forgive you.” He whispered in reply.
“Come…” And with no room for argument Erestor pulled Glorfindel towards the bed.

Erestor pulled back the sheets, and moved for Glorfindel to climb in first. When Glorfindel had climbed in Erestor followed and laid himself down next to Glorfindel, placing himself in the blonds arms as he brought Glorfindel’s arm around own waist in obvious want. Glorfindel gently pulled Erestor close by the waist whilst licking his lips nervously.

“You already came once Glorfindel, I don’t think it will happen again, not for a while at least.” Erestor smiled when Glorfindel blushed ever so slightly. Moving blond strands of hair aside Erestor kissed the warriors neck sweetly, speaking between soft kisses.

“If you would like, we could always…” Erestor looked up to meet dark blue eyes, “…reverse roles?” He finished in a low voice whilst letting his hand slip to gently grope Glorfindel’s behind.

“But you are already prepared.” Came the gruff reply.

Erestor’s heart beat rapidly in his chest as Glorfindel pushed him onto his back and settled himself above him, his confidence visibly returning to the warrior. Who had again become aroused, judging by the hard length laying against Erestor’s lower abdomen.

“A-a valid point…”

From that point on until hours later the only words to be spoken where words of passion, accompanied by many a moan and the occasional scream.

~~~~~~~~~

His hair was wringing wet, his voice hoarse from his cries. What was this…the sixth, seventh time Glorfindel had taken him that night? He was insatiable! Glorfindel, after his first false start had proven himself to be quite the lover. Not only in that he had been brought to orgasm countless times but that Glorfindel had been so ruthless about it. The warrior had read his body, brought him to the brink and then denied him satisfaction. And just when Erestor thought he would die from need Glorfindel would give him sweet mind blowing satisfaction , before starting all over again.

He lay now, his hands poised above his head clinging to the headboard desperately, his knuckles turning white. As Glorfindel, held onto Erestor’s waist tightly whilst resting his head on Erestor’s sweaty chest as he thrust again and again and again, ripping a strained cry from Erestor with every upwards motion.

Finally they both reached their climaxes, for what seemed the hundredth time that night whilst screaming each others names with what little of their voices remained. Erestor released the headboard and brought shaky hands down to rest across Glorfindel’s sweat soaked back.

Glorfindel still lay atop of Erestor, his head resting on the rising and falling chest. With little strength he had remaining he gently pulled out of Erestor but did not move from atop of him.

“I’m not crushing you am I?” Glorfindel asked once he had steadied his breathing some, hoping that he would not have to move from his sticky yet comfortable position.

“Nay, you are not.” Was his answer, the captain smiled when he felt the arms close around his broad shoulders and a hand wipe away damp locks from his face.

“That was…oh my.” Erestor had praised breathlessly with an extremely satisfied smile upon his face.

“I must say, I to rather enjoyed this…over indulgence.” Glorfindel had smiled when hearing the small chuckles emit from inside of the chest he laid upon.
“What do you say to over indulging again in the morning, possibly during the day, and most certainly again at night?” He had asked as he trailed his hands up and down Erestor’s sides.

“I’d say…would I…be the only one to overindulge in, I mean with you?” Erestor had asked hesitantly.

Glorfindel finally looked up to the sated elf he lay upon, a sweet smile slowly crossed his lips at how hesitant and unsure Erestor looked.

“Why would I indulge with anyone else when I finally have you?”

Erestor could not help the small sigh of relief that left his lips and even blushed when Glorfindel chuckled. He stroked a damp smooth cheek and ran his thumb across Glorfindel’s lip when the blond returned his previous hesitant look.

“I do finally have you…don’t I?” He whispered.
“Yes, for as long as you want me.”
“Erestor, now that I have you, I will never release you, I’m afraid now you’re stuck with me.”
“Quite literally it would seem.”

Glorfindel had chuckled before moving from atop of Erestor to lay beside him, wiping away any evidence of their multiple joining with the corner of the bed cover and pulled Erestor against him.

“No others?” Erestor had whispered, Glorfindel smiled adoringly at Erestor’s already possessive way and nodded.
“No others.”
“Then I thoroughly look forward to over indulging with you in the morn.” Erestor had murmured before snuggling closer to Glorfindel.

There was a long pause before Glorfindel spoke, “Erestor?” He had asked in such a tone that reminded Erestor of the twins when asking for some treat they new they would not be allowed.

Erestor had giggled in disbelief, there was no misinterpreting what it was Glorfindel wanted. “You are insatiable!”

“Would you have me any other way?” He asked huskily as he began to nuzzle into Erestor’s neck.

“Not for a second, indulge away.”

The end.