Longing

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Longing
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E-mail: undomiel@undomiels-haven.net

Type: Romance

Pairing: Haldir/Celeborn

Warning: Slash, PWP

Rating: NC-17

Beta: Eowyn; I don?t know what I?d do without you :-)

Disclaimer: The characters are not mine, they belong to Tolkien. I make no profit of them

Archive: lists: yes; other: please ask

Feedback: Very much appreciated

Summary/Notes: Just a bit of mush between the Lord of Lorien and his Guardian.;-) Will be part of a longer series, so anything that may still be unclear will be explained later. Enjoy


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As the last rays of the sun bathed Lothlórien in a glorious golden light, the lord of the Golden Wood entered the talan that had been his home for as many years as he had dwelled in this place. And for the first time since the early morning hours he felt the tension leave his body.

It had been a long and tiring day full of negotiations and discussions. But although he normally enjoyed his duty and always cared for his people and their problems, he had to admit that he had shown little patience today. He had been unusually short tempered concerning a quarrel between three parties, which had been going on for over two years now, and he had only half listened to what his faithful secretary tried to lay out before him.

However, as much as he wanted to put the blame for his wandering mind on the especially boring participants of today?s meeting, the honesty he had always shown towards others as well as himself made him admit that they were not to blame alone. His irritation was strengthened and his resolve weakened by the absenc the the one who held his heart, who completed his mind, soul and body.

A deep sigh escaped Celeborn?s lips at the thought of his love, who once again was gone to the borders of Lorien to ensure their safety. To protect the people who had entrusted their safety to the faithful guardians of the wood. And as their leader Haldir took his duty extremely serious, even at the expense of his personal life.

Fortunately these inspections, where they were apart for several weeks, only took place about once every year. But that did not make it less painful for them. Their respective duties made it impossible to spend the whole day at each other?s side, and they were occasionally separated for several days due to Haldir?s position. But usually they kept a mental connection, which allowed them to feel the other?s presence and even communicate if the need arose.

This time, however, Haldir would need all his concentration while patrolling the borders, and being distracted by his lover in a critical moment could lead to unforeseeable consequences. And as much as Celeborn wished to feel the mind of the one who meant everything to him, he was unwilling to risk the life of his beloved. Therefore they had agreed to shield the bond they shared.

How could he have imagined what the result of this shielding might be? He had not considered that he would miss his lover more with every day he was away. That he would grow more uncomfortable and impatient as time went on. And now, almost three weeks after Haldir?s departure, he found himself filled with a longing for every part of his lover, that threatened to consume him.

A deep sigh escaped Celeborn?s lips as he looked at the home he had shared with his love for some time now, a home that seemed empty without Haldir?s presence in it. Before the longing inside him could completely take possession of him, the Lord of the Wood pushed his shoulders back and took a few steps into the talan. There was nothing to be done now about the situation, so he could as well try to make himself a bit more comfortable.

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After luxuriating for some time in a hot, pleasantly scented bath, which had relaxed his tired and aching body, Celeborn decided that the best course of action would be to simply go to bed. He hoped that sleep would bring consolation for his troubled soul as well. So stepping out of the cooling water and drying himself with a large soft towel, he left his used garments on a bench beside the tub and walked back into the sleeping area.

After a couple of steps he suddenly felt two strong arms wrap themselves around his waist from behind and pull him back into a warm embrace. His body immediately recognized the beloved presence and the longed-for touch and relaxed almost instantly. He closed his eyes and another deep sigh escaped his lips, only this time from contentment. He inhaled the sweet scent, felt the familiar touch, and for the first time in many days he felt utterly complete.

He sighed once more as he felt full lips caress the sensitive tip of his ear and long, silken hair tickle his neck. Only when talented hands started roaming across the bare skin of his chest did he realize that he, in contrast to his lover, was still naked.
The eroticism this notion created made his breath catch in his throat ais bis body sprang to attention in astanstant.

The low, throaty chuckle he felt rumbling through the chest he was held against told him that the change in his condition had not gone unnoticed. But before he had time to wonder about his lovers intentions, he felt soft lips at his throat and sharp teeth nip at the sensitive flesh there. Automatically he arched his head to the side to give his lover more room. He felt soft kisses being trailed along the line of his jaw and up to his agaiagain, where those wicked lips closed around the tip of his ear again and started sucking in earnest.

Celeborn shut his eyes tightly as pleasure that had been denied to him for so long coursed through his body. But before he could lose himself in the delicious sensation, the caress stopped and a low moan of disappointment escaped his slightly parted lips. He was about to voice his protest as he was suddenly whirled around and his mouth was captured in a passionate, urgent and incredibly sensual kiss.

His mind went blank as need started to rise within him, a need that was not to be denied. He wrapped his arms around the muscular shoulders of his beloved and returned the kiss with every bit of frustrated passion that had been built up within him over the past weeks. His hands then started gliding down the chest of his lover to the fastenings of his tunic. There they proceeded to remove the clothing, which still separated their bodies, only to be stopped by Haldir?s hands. Celeborn broke the kiss and looked questioningly at the guardian, who only smiled in an enigmatic way and slowly shook his head, his eyes glittering wickedly.

Before Celeborn could voice a question his mouth was possessed again and Haldir started walking them slowly in the direction of the sleeping space. There he carefully pushed his lover onto the bedding and stretched out over him, still fully garbed. Celeborn, understanding Haldir?s need for dominance, went willingly and sighed contentedly as he felt the beloved body pressing him into the soft cushions.

However, his lover still wore too many clothes in his opinion, so his hand went again to the fastenings of Haldir?s tunic. But before he could remove the offending garments, he was stopped once more by the hands of the guardian, who interlaced their fingers and raised them above their heads. Then he resumed the kiss, which had been broken only mts bts before, and he started to slowly rub his body over that of his lord. Celeborn moaned into Haldir?s mouth as he felt the delicious friction created by the other?s rough clothing on his sensitive skin.

He could feel his lover?s arousal through the layers of clothing and he longed to touch his skin, but the hands that held him were unrelenting. Then Haldir started grinding his hips against Celeborn?s and he groaned, pleasure racing through his body. The fact that his lover was still fully robed and he lay naked underneath him seemed to heighten his arousal even more and he finally broke the kiss, gasping for breath.

The movements of Haldir?s hips became faster and his thrusts stronger. He raised himself up a bit so he could watch Celeborn?s face, which was glowing with rapture. When he felt his lover?s movements becoming more frantic, he bent down and ran his tongue teasingly over one erect nipple. Celeborn jerked as he felt a tongue lapping at his chest, so oversensitive was his body. And as he felt a hand slowly sliding downwards over his muscular stomach, firmly encircling his throbbing shaft, the sensation became too much and he spend himself violently.
Arching his back and throwing his head from side to side as waves upon waves of sheer pleasure raced through his body.

Finally, after what seemed like an eternity, he slumped back into the bedding, exhausted. After another moment he opened his eyes to see his lover watching him, a self-satisfied smile on his lips and with the wicked glint still in his eyes. Then a hungry expression appeared on Haldir?s face and Celeborn realized for the first time that his lover had not found fulfilment.

Even though he had just spend himself the expression on Haldir?s face as well as the fact that he was still fully aroused caused a reaction in his body. All of a sudden he seemed not so exhausted anymore. Haldir must have realized that as well, as the smirk on his face became even wider and the sparkle in his eyes more pronounced. Slowly Celeborn?s hands were released and Haldir got up from the bedding. Before a protest could be voiced he started unfastening the lacings of his tunic with agonizing slowness, eyes never leaving his lover?s face.

Bit by bit the muscular body underneath the guardian?s clothing was exposed to Celeborn?s hungry gaze, and he swallowed convulsively as he watched the muscles ripple with every sensual movement. After what seemed like an eternity Haldir finally dropped the last piece of garment to the floor and gracefully crawled back onto the bedding and over to Celeborn, like a panther stalking its prey.

As he was on top of his lover again, Haldir slowly sat up, straddling Celeborn?s lap. Then he reached out and drew his love?s body towards himself, kissing him passionately while he supported the other?s whole weight with his arms. When Celeborn was breathless once again, he shifted his grip slightly and freed one arm to reach behind himself for the sweetly scented oil, which was kept at the foot of the bedding.

Celeborn?s heart started beating even faster when he realized what his lover had in mind. Haldir smiled sweetly at him and guided him gently down onto the bedding again. Then he shifted his position so he was kneeling beside the beloved body and touched Celeborn?s hip gently, never breaking eye contact. Celeborn understood instantly and rolled over onto his stomach willingly.

A moment later he smelled the intoxicating scent of the oil and felt Haldir?s fingers at his entrance. He relaxed in anticipation and let his lover prepare him with loving and tender touches. He sighed softly in disappointment when he felt the wonderful fingers leave him, only to moan in pleasure when he felt his lover stretch out above him. He felt Haldir?s lips at the nape of his neck and his lover?s hands sliding along his arms again until they reached his hands. They interlaced their fingers and after only a moment he felt Haldir entering his body with infinite care and gentleness.

Celeborn closed his eyes in bliss as he felt his lover so close to him, completing him in a way no other ever had. Soon Haldir was fully sheathed inside him and they both lay still, simply enjoying the feeling of being united. Then Haldir started to move and Celeborn felt pleasure growing within him, flowing through his veins. After a few thrusts Haldir suddenly sat back on his heels, taking Celeborn with him so he was sitting on his lap. Celeborn groaned when he felt his lover sliding even deeper inside him, and he let his head fall back against Haldir?s shoulder.

The guardian?s thrusts soon became more forceful and as he shifted his position slightly, Celeborn felt his lover?s arousal rubbing over his sweet spot and he cried out as pleasure raced through him. He felt himself nearing completion once again as Haldir brought their interlaced hands down and started stroking Celeborn in time with his thrusts.

The dual stimulation soon sent the older elf into rapture and he arched his back as he climaxed. The contractions within his body brought his lover to his climax as well, and Celeborn felt Haldir bite his shoulder to stifle his scream of completion. They clung to each other for some time, both trembling slightly and breathing heavily. After a few minutes they collapsed together onto the soft bedding, still joined intimately. A moment later Haldir slowly separated from his lover and pulled him into his arms, sighing contentedly.

After Celeborn had regained some of his breath, he raised himself and looked down into his lover?s face, which seemed to glow with happiness. He kissed the swollen lips gently and affectionately before drawing back again and looking into his love?s midnight blue eyes. He smiled softly at he being in front of him, the being who held his heart. ?I missed you?, he whispered hoarsely.

At this the smirk reappeared on Haldir?s face. ?I noticed?, he replied smugly. Celeborn laughed at that, truly happy for the first time in weeks. He lay back into the arms of his beloved and closed his eyes. Everything was as it should be.

Fin