Captured by the rules of the book
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-Multi-Age › Slash - Male/Male
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-Multi-Age › Slash - Male/Male
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
11
Views:
2,195
Reviews:
33
Recommended:
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Currently Reading:
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I do not own the Lord of the Rings (and associated) book series, nor any of the characters from it. I do not make any money from the writing of this story.
Admittance
Legolas nodded. He felt strange, he could feel warmth spreading through his entire body, he felt…complete. But he was still afraid, afraid of intimate contact, afraid of what his father will do to them if he finds out.
Haldir watched Legolas and softly stroked his face. He didn’t want to push Legolas into doing things he wasn’t ready for yet, but he needed to feel those soft warm lips upon his own. Slowly he leaned forward, placing a kiss upon his lips and pulling back again.
Legolas gasped softly as Haldir pulled back, it was just like he’d expected before Celeborn stole his innocence. He was happy that it wasn’t always that mean and painful, Haldir had shown him that.
Haldir smiled and whispered, “I love you”
Legolas blushed slightly, smiling he said, “I love you too”
Rumil came into the talan again, walking passed Celeborn with a wide berth and said, “Are we leaving now?”
Haldir nodded and said, “Yes, we’re ready”
Legolas smiled a bit and took the stuff and followed Rumil to the horses. Haldir soon followed none to gently with Celeborn.
Soon they set off on their journey to Rivendell.
Haldir rode close to Legolas and whispered, “Whatever happens to me, don’t forget our goal, lord Celeborn has to pay”
Legolas looked at him, confused and said softly, “Why? What could happen to you? What are you not telling me?”
Haldir looked at him and whispered, “I have no friends left in Rivendell, I…had a relationship with Elrohir, one of lord Elrond’s sons, but soon I realized I felt no true love for him and I thought he did neither…so I suggested to him to part, as friends, but he would not accept, he said…he told me that if I’d ever come back I would be killed, he did love me, but I could not live a life in lies, I knew he would get over it in time”
Legolas gasped in shock. He quickly composed himself and said, “Why didn’t you tell me sooner? I wouldn’t have allowed you to come if I knew. I don’t want to lose you, I just found you”
Haldir smiled a bit and whispered, “I knew you wouldn’t that’s why I didn’t tell you, I didn’t want to let you two travel alone, specially you, I love you so much, I wouldn’t forgive myself if something happened to you…perhaps Elrohir has forgotten it, perhaps he isn’t upset, maybe it was just a thing he said in his anger. He may not mean it”
~~~ Flashback, written in Haldir’s P.O.V~~~
“Perhaps…it is better if we split up…that we continue to be just friends. You and I both know this isn’t right, we do not love each other, we desire, we lust, but we do not love, you know that as well” I tell him, I had to. He knows it is the truth. It is nothing but lust for one another, there is no love involved, we just have sex, we don’t make love, just sex.
Elrohir looks at me, his deep ocean blue eyes are filled with tears, I reach out to him, wanting to comfort him but he pulls away. I looked at him, wondering why he did that. He looked at me, I could see the hatred in his eyes but heard the sadness in his voice as he spoke, “How can you say that what we have isn’t right? I don’t want to see you ever again. Do not return to Rivendell *marchwarden*” He spoke that word as if it was foul, “If you do, I will have you killed. I can’t believe you think that what he have is only physical! I have given myself to you, you were my first, I allowed you, and only you to take my virginity which I kept for so long, no matter how many temptations got in my way and you say I don’t love you?! That you don’t love me?! I guess I thought wrong then. In that case…leave and never come back, I swear I’ll kill you if you do”
I look down, feeling tears in my eyes. I never knew he felt this strongly t met me. I feel guilty, but what can I do? Should I live a lie my entire life, knowing that I don’t love him like he loves me? Knowing he’s not the one? I can’t. I pack my stuff and leave, his silhouette remaining, watching me, as I ride further away from him. Away from the realm he lives. Away from a mistake I should never have made.
~End flashback~
Legolas saw the hurt in Haldir’s eyes, he knew how difficult it must have been for Haldir to do it. Even though it was the right thing to do. He looked at Haldir and said softly, “I won’t let anyone harm you, nor kill you”
Haldir looked at him and smiled a bit, whispering, “I love you, you hold my heart as I hope I do yours”
Legolas smiled and whispered, “Don’t ever doubt that, you have my love, my life, my soul…and perhaps in time, perhaps sooner than we know, you’ll have my body”
TBC
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Anyone still with me?
Haldir watched Legolas and softly stroked his face. He didn’t want to push Legolas into doing things he wasn’t ready for yet, but he needed to feel those soft warm lips upon his own. Slowly he leaned forward, placing a kiss upon his lips and pulling back again.
Legolas gasped softly as Haldir pulled back, it was just like he’d expected before Celeborn stole his innocence. He was happy that it wasn’t always that mean and painful, Haldir had shown him that.
Haldir smiled and whispered, “I love you”
Legolas blushed slightly, smiling he said, “I love you too”
Rumil came into the talan again, walking passed Celeborn with a wide berth and said, “Are we leaving now?”
Haldir nodded and said, “Yes, we’re ready”
Legolas smiled a bit and took the stuff and followed Rumil to the horses. Haldir soon followed none to gently with Celeborn.
Soon they set off on their journey to Rivendell.
Haldir rode close to Legolas and whispered, “Whatever happens to me, don’t forget our goal, lord Celeborn has to pay”
Legolas looked at him, confused and said softly, “Why? What could happen to you? What are you not telling me?”
Haldir looked at him and whispered, “I have no friends left in Rivendell, I…had a relationship with Elrohir, one of lord Elrond’s sons, but soon I realized I felt no true love for him and I thought he did neither…so I suggested to him to part, as friends, but he would not accept, he said…he told me that if I’d ever come back I would be killed, he did love me, but I could not live a life in lies, I knew he would get over it in time”
Legolas gasped in shock. He quickly composed himself and said, “Why didn’t you tell me sooner? I wouldn’t have allowed you to come if I knew. I don’t want to lose you, I just found you”
Haldir smiled a bit and whispered, “I knew you wouldn’t that’s why I didn’t tell you, I didn’t want to let you two travel alone, specially you, I love you so much, I wouldn’t forgive myself if something happened to you…perhaps Elrohir has forgotten it, perhaps he isn’t upset, maybe it was just a thing he said in his anger. He may not mean it”
~~~ Flashback, written in Haldir’s P.O.V~~~
“Perhaps…it is better if we split up…that we continue to be just friends. You and I both know this isn’t right, we do not love each other, we desire, we lust, but we do not love, you know that as well” I tell him, I had to. He knows it is the truth. It is nothing but lust for one another, there is no love involved, we just have sex, we don’t make love, just sex.
Elrohir looks at me, his deep ocean blue eyes are filled with tears, I reach out to him, wanting to comfort him but he pulls away. I looked at him, wondering why he did that. He looked at me, I could see the hatred in his eyes but heard the sadness in his voice as he spoke, “How can you say that what we have isn’t right? I don’t want to see you ever again. Do not return to Rivendell *marchwarden*” He spoke that word as if it was foul, “If you do, I will have you killed. I can’t believe you think that what he have is only physical! I have given myself to you, you were my first, I allowed you, and only you to take my virginity which I kept for so long, no matter how many temptations got in my way and you say I don’t love you?! That you don’t love me?! I guess I thought wrong then. In that case…leave and never come back, I swear I’ll kill you if you do”
I look down, feeling tears in my eyes. I never knew he felt this strongly t met me. I feel guilty, but what can I do? Should I live a lie my entire life, knowing that I don’t love him like he loves me? Knowing he’s not the one? I can’t. I pack my stuff and leave, his silhouette remaining, watching me, as I ride further away from him. Away from the realm he lives. Away from a mistake I should never have made.
~End flashback~
Legolas saw the hurt in Haldir’s eyes, he knew how difficult it must have been for Haldir to do it. Even though it was the right thing to do. He looked at Haldir and said softly, “I won’t let anyone harm you, nor kill you”
Haldir looked at him and smiled a bit, whispering, “I love you, you hold my heart as I hope I do yours”
Legolas smiled and whispered, “Don’t ever doubt that, you have my love, my life, my soul…and perhaps in time, perhaps sooner than we know, you’ll have my body”
TBC
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Anyone still with me?