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Adult ++
Chapters:
17
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8,490
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41
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When darkness comes
Title; Feel so different (8/?)
Author; Az (ElladanadoresElrohir@gmx.net)
Parings; Legolas/Elrohir (Glorfindel/Elladan Haldir/Erestor implied)
Warnings; MPREG, AU, Angst if you’re squeaky.
Rating; R
Summary; after Legolas’ child is born, he finds that there are still loose ends that needs to be fixed.
Disclaimer; don’t own them, don't sue me
Authors note; this is the sequel to Underneath it all, I want to thank all of you who gave me such sweet fb when I really, really needed it. And I want FB as always (I live for it you know :P )
- Please visit my homepage http://www.nad-nnasnnas.net
This is betaed by Lisbet Karlsdottir – thanks sweetie.
-Az
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When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
I'm on your side. When times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Simon & Garfunkel – Bridge over troubled water
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Chapter 8 - when darkness comes
Elladan walked down to the stables after he had gathered the food for the galadhrims’ journey. “Haldir, Orophin, are you here?” he yelled as he entered the large double doors in the stable.
“Yes,” Orophin answered and stepped out of a stall. “Prince Elladan?”
“Orophin,” Elladan mumbled and walked on until he stood next to the little galadhrim. “My father asked me to bring you and your party this,” he said and handed Orophin the saddlebag with food and the parcel.
“Give him my thanks,” Orophin said in a rather strained tone.
“What is wrong?” Elladan said. “Why are you and Haldir leaving?”
“Why?” Orophin chuckled, but it sounded most like an animal in pain. “We should return to the Golden Woods, nothing more, Prince Elladan.”
“But I thought that Haldir was happy here with Erestor,” Elladan said and raised a brow.
“You think a lot of things, my friend,” Orophin said, and instantly clasped a hand over his mouth.
“And what do you mean by that?” Elladan asked, crossing his arms over his chest, and squinting his eyes.
Orophin sighed. “You are also the one that thinks that your lover is happy, when in fact he is heartbroken.”
“What?” Elladan gasped and paled. “What did you do, Orophin?”
“I-i... spoke to Lord Glorfindel,” Orophin admitted.
Elladan groaned. “Oh no, please tell me you just paid him a pleasant visit!”
Orophin looked away. “I did the right thing, Prince Elladan. He said so.”
“He said so?” Elladan yelled and threw his arms up in the air. “He also said he killed 5 Balrogs and an army of wargs!” The prince grabbed Orophin’s shoulders and shook him hard. “You little idiot,” he hissed, and let go of the elf, walking quickly towards the training halls.
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Legolas was packing Amcar’s clothes and bottles while he was wiping tears from his face with his sleeve. He could not believe Elrohir had talked him into this. Or maybe was it because he knew that Elrohir was right?
“When are they leaving?” Legolas said to the room, aware that Elrohir would hear him.
“Some time in the afternoon,” Elrohir said and gently pulled the cover up to Amcar’s chin, before he turned and walked over to his mate. “Don’t cry, my beloved, it will all work out just fine.”
Legolas turned and rested his head on Elrohir’s shoulder. “But I am scared,” he admitted. “Scared something will happen to Amcar, and scared something will happen to me.”
“You will see your son again, I promise,” Elrohir said and kissed Legolas' brow tenderly. “I will make sure of that.”
“We will not be gone for long, right?” Legolas whispered.
“No, just as long as necessary, my love,” Elrohir whispered back.
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Elladan reached the training s ans and slowly opened the door, watching Glorfindel sorting out training swords, talking to himself. Elladan tiptoed to him, and squatted down beside him. “What are you up to, my love?” he asked softly.
“Sorting,” Glorfindel, answered flatly.
“I see that, but *why* are you sorting out training swords?” Elladan said and rested his hand on Glorfindel’s in order to make him stop and look at him.
“I-i..” Glorfindel whispered and looked at Elladan. Just to look at the fair face tore his heart, knowing that this would never be his; he could borrow it, but never own it. “I wanted to make it easier for you, wyou you are to take over my duties,” he admitted.
“Don’t speak such folly,” Elladan said and caressed Glorfindel’s cheek.
“It is not folly, Elan,” Glorfindel said and sighed. “I have decided to go home, too.”
“Home?” Elladan repeated. “As in...”
“Valinor,” Glorfindel stated. “Yes Elladan, my time here is at an end. It should never have been my time in the first place.”
“Then I will go with you,” Elladan said and blinked, trying to comprehend what it was his lover said to him, trying to get it past his lips to say that this was the end then.
“No,” Glorfindel said, “you will not.”
“But...” Elladan said “T-then..” he squeezed Glorfindel’s hand tightly and looked up at the golden elf, “forgive me, punish me, yell at me – do what you want, but please do not leave me!”
Glorfindel looked down at the floor. “No more Elladan, no more,” he whispered.
“I love you, Glorfindel,” Elladan said with a high-pitched tone. “No more what? – No more you and me? What is it you are saying?”
“I am trying to say – it’s over Elladan, I can take no more. I no longer want a part of your masquerade and lies.”
Elladan paled. “I never lied to you,” he whispered in a barely audible voice.
“You just did,” Glorfindel said and looked pained before he got free of Elladan’s grasp.
“Glorfindel, precious – I never lied to you!” Elladan said in a slightly defensivee.
e.
“Stop,” Glorfindel sneered. “This neither the time nor the place for games.”
“B-but.. But” Elladan stuttered before he hung his head and whispered “then what will it take for you to believe me?”
“Don’t even bother,” Glorfindel hissed. “It is not like Orophin was the first, now was he?” Elladan stayed quiet and Glorfindel roared, “Answer me! – Now was he?”
“No,” Elladan said with a disappearing little voice.
“Then all is said and done,” the golden elf whispered and swept past Elladan as he stood in the middle of the floor.
“Wait,” Elladan suddenly yelled and turned to face Glorfindel once more, as tears threatened to roll out under his lashes, and he bit his lip. “I know I have been a fool, but Glorfindel – my heart, I never lied when I told you I loved you.”
“I’m sure,” Glorfindel said with a thick voice. He had to get out of here, had to run from this place, he could reside here no longer. “And you didn’t lie to theers ers that passed your bedchamber either, am I right?”
“No, I didn’t lie, for I never said 'I love you' to anyone other than you,” Elladan admitted and silently cursed himself as he felt the first tear fall.
“I do not care if you promised them marriage,” Glorfindel said coolly and turned once more and darted out of the large door into the courtyard.
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-tbc-
Author; Az (ElladanadoresElrohir@gmx.net)
Parings; Legolas/Elrohir (Glorfindel/Elladan Haldir/Erestor implied)
Warnings; MPREG, AU, Angst if you’re squeaky.
Rating; R
Summary; after Legolas’ child is born, he finds that there are still loose ends that needs to be fixed.
Disclaimer; don’t own them, don't sue me
Authors note; this is the sequel to Underneath it all, I want to thank all of you who gave me such sweet fb when I really, really needed it. And I want FB as always (I live for it you know :P )
- Please visit my homepage http://www.nad-nnasnnas.net
This is betaed by Lisbet Karlsdottir – thanks sweetie.
-Az
********************************************************************’’
When you're weary, feeling small,
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all;
I'm on your side. When times get rough
And friends just can't be found,
When you're down and out,
When you're on the street,
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you.
I'll take your part.
When darkness comes
And pains is all around,
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down.
Simon & Garfunkel – Bridge over troubled water
*******************************
Chapter 8 - when darkness comes
Elladan walked down to the stables after he had gathered the food for the galadhrims’ journey. “Haldir, Orophin, are you here?” he yelled as he entered the large double doors in the stable.
“Yes,” Orophin answered and stepped out of a stall. “Prince Elladan?”
“Orophin,” Elladan mumbled and walked on until he stood next to the little galadhrim. “My father asked me to bring you and your party this,” he said and handed Orophin the saddlebag with food and the parcel.
“Give him my thanks,” Orophin said in a rather strained tone.
“What is wrong?” Elladan said. “Why are you and Haldir leaving?”
“Why?” Orophin chuckled, but it sounded most like an animal in pain. “We should return to the Golden Woods, nothing more, Prince Elladan.”
“But I thought that Haldir was happy here with Erestor,” Elladan said and raised a brow.
“You think a lot of things, my friend,” Orophin said, and instantly clasped a hand over his mouth.
“And what do you mean by that?” Elladan asked, crossing his arms over his chest, and squinting his eyes.
Orophin sighed. “You are also the one that thinks that your lover is happy, when in fact he is heartbroken.”
“What?” Elladan gasped and paled. “What did you do, Orophin?”
“I-i... spoke to Lord Glorfindel,” Orophin admitted.
Elladan groaned. “Oh no, please tell me you just paid him a pleasant visit!”
Orophin looked away. “I did the right thing, Prince Elladan. He said so.”
“He said so?” Elladan yelled and threw his arms up in the air. “He also said he killed 5 Balrogs and an army of wargs!” The prince grabbed Orophin’s shoulders and shook him hard. “You little idiot,” he hissed, and let go of the elf, walking quickly towards the training halls.
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Legolas was packing Amcar’s clothes and bottles while he was wiping tears from his face with his sleeve. He could not believe Elrohir had talked him into this. Or maybe was it because he knew that Elrohir was right?
“When are they leaving?” Legolas said to the room, aware that Elrohir would hear him.
“Some time in the afternoon,” Elrohir said and gently pulled the cover up to Amcar’s chin, before he turned and walked over to his mate. “Don’t cry, my beloved, it will all work out just fine.”
Legolas turned and rested his head on Elrohir’s shoulder. “But I am scared,” he admitted. “Scared something will happen to Amcar, and scared something will happen to me.”
“You will see your son again, I promise,” Elrohir said and kissed Legolas' brow tenderly. “I will make sure of that.”
“We will not be gone for long, right?” Legolas whispered.
“No, just as long as necessary, my love,” Elrohir whispered back.
*****************************************************
Elladan reached the training s ans and slowly opened the door, watching Glorfindel sorting out training swords, talking to himself. Elladan tiptoed to him, and squatted down beside him. “What are you up to, my love?” he asked softly.
“Sorting,” Glorfindel, answered flatly.
“I see that, but *why* are you sorting out training swords?” Elladan said and rested his hand on Glorfindel’s in order to make him stop and look at him.
“I-i..” Glorfindel whispered and looked at Elladan. Just to look at the fair face tore his heart, knowing that this would never be his; he could borrow it, but never own it. “I wanted to make it easier for you, wyou you are to take over my duties,” he admitted.
“Don’t speak such folly,” Elladan said and caressed Glorfindel’s cheek.
“It is not folly, Elan,” Glorfindel said and sighed. “I have decided to go home, too.”
“Home?” Elladan repeated. “As in...”
“Valinor,” Glorfindel stated. “Yes Elladan, my time here is at an end. It should never have been my time in the first place.”
“Then I will go with you,” Elladan said and blinked, trying to comprehend what it was his lover said to him, trying to get it past his lips to say that this was the end then.
“No,” Glorfindel said, “you will not.”
“But...” Elladan said “T-then..” he squeezed Glorfindel’s hand tightly and looked up at the golden elf, “forgive me, punish me, yell at me – do what you want, but please do not leave me!”
Glorfindel looked down at the floor. “No more Elladan, no more,” he whispered.
“I love you, Glorfindel,” Elladan said with a high-pitched tone. “No more what? – No more you and me? What is it you are saying?”
“I am trying to say – it’s over Elladan, I can take no more. I no longer want a part of your masquerade and lies.”
Elladan paled. “I never lied to you,” he whispered in a barely audible voice.
“You just did,” Glorfindel said and looked pained before he got free of Elladan’s grasp.
“Glorfindel, precious – I never lied to you!” Elladan said in a slightly defensivee.
e.
“Stop,” Glorfindel sneered. “This neither the time nor the place for games.”
“B-but.. But” Elladan stuttered before he hung his head and whispered “then what will it take for you to believe me?”
“Don’t even bother,” Glorfindel hissed. “It is not like Orophin was the first, now was he?” Elladan stayed quiet and Glorfindel roared, “Answer me! – Now was he?”
“No,” Elladan said with a disappearing little voice.
“Then all is said and done,” the golden elf whispered and swept past Elladan as he stood in the middle of the floor.
“Wait,” Elladan suddenly yelled and turned to face Glorfindel once more, as tears threatened to roll out under his lashes, and he bit his lip. “I know I have been a fool, but Glorfindel – my heart, I never lied when I told you I loved you.”
“I’m sure,” Glorfindel said with a thick voice. He had to get out of here, had to run from this place, he could reside here no longer. “And you didn’t lie to theers ers that passed your bedchamber either, am I right?”
“No, I didn’t lie, for I never said 'I love you' to anyone other than you,” Elladan admitted and silently cursed himself as he felt the first tear fall.
“I do not care if you promised them marriage,” Glorfindel said coolly and turned once more and darted out of the large door into the courtyard.
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-tbc-