You May Never Know…

Title: You May Never Know… 7/?
Type: FPS
Author: Sivan Shemesh sivan325@walla.co.il
Beta: Manon.
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Elrond/Legolas,
Warning: Angst. Slash. Are you still hanging on a cliffy?
Disclaimer: Characters belong to Tolkien. I just borrowed them. Lines from the film belong to New Line Cinema, and only have been borrowed for this story.
Timeline/Spoiler: Book+Movie Verse. AU.
Summary: The council is open. Elrond must make a decision which could mean he might not see his love again.
Note: The sequel of “Sacrifice Myself for You”.

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7.

Legolas moved towards the trunk of the tree and curled up next to it, his face in his hands, crying quietly.

Elrond noticed that his lover had left his side and looked up to see where he was.

'What have I done?' Elrond thought sadly as he moved towards the curled-up body of his lover. Legolas raised his head, and Elrond could see the tears running down his lover’s cheeks.

"Shh… my sweet love…" Elrond tried to comfort him, and put his arms around Legolas, hoping it would calm him a little.

"You… do… not… want… me… with you… forever…" Legolas said, his words broken by sobs.

Elrond looked sadly at his lover and said softly, "I never thought about the meaning of forever, my love… I thought of…" Elrond’s voice trailed off, trying to think of what else he should say.

He moved his hand to stroke Legolas’ hair. "I never thought about the meaning of 'forever', my love," Elrond said again, his hand moving down to gently stroke his lover’s pale cheek. "I thought of me and you, sharing our love for each other. I am thinking of now and not of the future…" Elrond tried to explain. He leaned in to kiss Legolas on his lips, but Legolas turned his head away from him.

Legolas swallowed, trying to understand what Elrond was saying to him.

"Why do not you want me forever, my lord?" Legolas asked. His voice was low, formal. He was no longer sobbing, but the tears were still falling silently down his cheeks.

Elrond sighed heavily, and answered, "I do not know what will happen tomorrow or the next day… Greenleaf, my love."

"Then, make love to me today; show me that you still love me…" Legolas pleaded. He needed to be comforted; he wanted to stop his heart from breaking.

Elrond moved his hands over Legolas’ cheeks to wipe the tears away, feeling as his own tears fell. He carefully pushed Legolas down to the ground and began kissing him all over his body.

"Make me yours only for today, as if forever is already lost…" Legolas said, and there was no joy in his voice.

Elrond pretended he did not hear the change in his lover’s tone. "I will give you what ever I can give, my love… everything…" he said. He leaned down and kissed Legolas, letting his lover feel the love he had for him.

Legolas moaned as he felt warm kisses upon his cold body. He began to move his hands over his chest as Elrond continued to kiss him. Soon Elrond had made his way down Legolas’ legs and started to suck and lick his lover’s toes.

Legolas moaned loudly as he felt a wave of pleasure coursing through his body. "Please… do not stop…" Legolas whispered.

Elrond stopped and smirked at him. "I do not wish to stop, my love, you deserve it…" before returning to what he was doing.

"… Only for today…"Legolas murmured in despair, while his body responded to what Elrond was doing to him.

"Legolas…" Elrond said softly, sensing the pain within his lover.

"I will leave after the council, as my heart will be free, and I am gone," Legolas whispered with a heavy heart.

"Legolas?" Elrond asked worriedly, moving up to stroke Legolas’ pale cheek again.

"Make love to me before I regret… please…" Legolas said, staring at Elrond. His eyes looked like glass, showing no emotion.

Elrond did not know what to do. He knew his words might break Legolas’ heart.

End of chapter 7.

R/R