My Dreams, My Heaven

Author note: I was slightly confused on how to continue on from the last chapter so hopefully this chappie flows nicely 0_o; I can’t believe I made it to chapter six!!! I honestly never thought to get this far hurray!!!!!


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Macheil: Glad you like it and here ya go sweetie! ;)

Jayn: yes poor Las he has a lot of stuff to deal with in his life. Its tuff to say if Las will ever be happy but with the twins and Legolas trying to help him I think he might just find a way…maybe… muwhahahaha!!!! how lovely it is to be a writer!

Lily: so happy you like it and I hope you will not get bored and stray from this story…you don’t wanna hurt Little Las’ feelings do ya? Lol and I hope my muse will stay will me as well it would be terrible is my lovely muse were to stray…


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Italic = indicates thoughts

- Twins are yummy- = indicates the twins mind speaking to each other

'Elves' = means elvish being spoken

* Action * = indicates something being done physically by a character

Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story other than my own characters and their lives; I do this simply for my own enjoyment and get nor want any money from doing this.

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My Dreams, My Heaven
Chapter Six


Legolas Pulled Las to him holding him tight, Las put up a mild struggle having not expected the current reaction he was getting.

*deep sigh*


“Oh Little Las…”

Las looked up at his friend curious as to why he was being held so tight, it was starting to become to breathe.

“Could you let...go…you…you’re…crushing…me!”

Legolas quickly let him go but grasped his arms forcing Las to stay were he was.

“Little Las Sex is not horrible, or painful…it is not done to make a person feel worthless…”

Tears threatened to fall from Las’ eyes. Why couldn’t life just be simple why did everything have to be so confusing!

“What in the world are you talking about? Have you never had sex do you have any idea what it is like!?”


Legolas sighed.

“Las I have had sex and two of the people I have had sex with are in this room, sex is a wonderful thing Little Las. It is meant to profess how deeply you love somebody. It is the most extreme of bodily contact…to literally be one with the one…”


He smiled at his two mates “or ones that you love”

Las turned to look at the twins then back to Legolas then back to the twins.

“If sex…is good…and feels good”

He looked down at his hands in his lap.

“Then what have I known?”


He looked to his friends hoping they would have the answers he sought.

Elladan rubbed small circles on his back trying to find the words to say, until finally he spoke

“We do not know anything of your life before Imladris Las…you never speak of it, but from the scars your body bears, and the nightmares that you have…you know you did not lead a happy one.”


He looked to his twin the back to Las

“When you first came to us…the worst of your wounds told us one thing about you that…for lack of a better word horrified us. you bore upon your lower body all the marking that point to rape…that is what you have know Las” when he noticed that furthered confused Las once again he went to try and better explain.

“Las rape is what you describe as sex, it is painful, demeaning, and a way to show hate towards another being…it is the exact opposite of what Real sex is, which people sometime refer to as love making because people that are in love usually do it”

Las seemed to look as if things were making a bit more sense to him now.
“So what they did to me was… another form of abuse then, yes?”

They all sighed in relief

Elrohir smiled “aye Las what they did was to hurt you and no one deserves that, especially not you…”

Elrohir smiled looking Las up in down in an almost predatory way.

Legolas saw the way his mate was eyeing Las and promptly smacked him on the head.

Las had noticed it as well, and while it had disturbed him, he found himself slightly curious as to why…


Legolas seemed to notice his curiosity, and couldn’t help but grin

“Would you like to try something new Little Las?”

That got Las’ attention; he loved to learn new things…he paused all three his friends were eyeing him strangely.
He suddenly wondered if he wanted to learn this new thing Legolas was suggesting.




TBC…

So…tired… must…sleep *snores* -__-