Pan ned annan (all in time)

Chapter 8 - Long lost words

Elrohir watched the elfs ride into his father's courtyard. He really should go greet them, but his courage failed him, he never wanted to see Legolas before his eyes again. Though he had to admit his heart yearned for the sinda's company. Elrohir was torn..
But in the end his longing won over his stubbornness. And his feet swiftly carried him away to the halls of fire.

Once there he saw Estel sitting by the fire smoking his pipe, he went over to his foster brother and wrapped his arms around him from behind, and Estel made a startled gasp. "what is this? - a ranger caught off guard?" Elrohir whispered amused. The man laughed and pulled the darkhaired elf to his lap. "Elrohir - I haven't seen you for a long time, it is good to see you up and around once more" he said. And Elrohir smiled "ehm, Estel my dear brother, you should not happen to know, where Legolas is hiding - should you?" he said. And Estel nodded "infact I do - he said he would go and sit in the rosegardens"

"thank you Estel" Elrohir whispered and made a move to rise from his foster brothers lap, but Estel pulled him back "don't be too harsh on him Elrohir" he whispered. And Elrohir blushed "I wont"

Elrohir then made his way to the rosegardens, he felt his heart thunder in his chest, he owed the fair-haired elf an apology for his injust behaviour.
He had been mad, he had even tried to hate Legolas, but when Erestor had given him the golden braid, that Legolas had left for him, he had found it impossible to hate the sinda.

And ever since he had carried it in the fold of his robe.

Suddenly his eye caught movement, and he turned his head.. there he was - Legolas

Elrohir walked over to the other elf, he felt his hands shake and he fought the urge to nervously clear his throat.
"Legolas?" he whispered, and held his breath as the golden haired elf turned around to look at him "Elrohir" he said and smiled a nervous smile.

Elrohir squatted down next to Legolas "forgive me" he whispered "I judged you unjust"

"My beloved Elrohir" Legolas whispered back, and the relief was almost audible "I never wanted to.." the fair haired prince started, but Elrohir cut him off with a long slender finger on his lips.

"hush, it don't matter now" the half-elf said softly and ran his finger over Legolas' lips.

And for the first time in years, Elrohir felt like he was doing the right thing, his ada had been right, he could not live in Elladan's shadow the rest of the time, he would dwell on middle earth. And right now, he felt his heart leap with a strange sadness, but also with love and excitement. He right there and then realised that his heart could hold both, that the one would not exclude the other.

Legolas looked at Elrohir in sheer wonder "what are you thinking?" he whispered when Elrohir had sat in silence for some time, just letting his fingers run over Legolas' face, and apparently looking at some point long behind him.

"I think I love you" Elrohir whispered, and closed his eyes, as if he was expecting the sky to fall on him. "I love you, this I know, as I know the stars will shine at night" Legolas said and grabbed Elrohir's hand, and kissed each finger just like Elladan had done in that terrible placere hre he dwelled. But instead of shunning the touch Elrohir felt even more sure in his newfound feelings. This felt real, soft and warm because Legolas was right here. Elladan's touch had been different it had been nonexistent, ghostly and sad.

Elrohir gently pushed Legolas backwards, and followed placing himself ontop of the Mirkwood prince. "I will pray the Valar you will return to me, once this quest is over" he whispered

"And I will call upon Elbereth to show mercy, to not let this be the last time I feel your kiss" Legolas said and raised his head to kiss Elrohir's lips tenderly.

"have me" Elrohir whispered while kissing Legolas ear, from the base to the top.

Legolas wrapped his arms around Elrohir, and turned his head to look directly into his lovers grey eyes "But I thought that.." Legolas whispered and looked puzzled. The last thing he wanted was to bring Elladan's ghost in to their lovelife, but he would always be there, lurking in the shadows of his mind.
Elrohir had once said that he would never let anyone but Elladan do this to him. Legolas remembered this clearly, as he had been greatly hurt by those words. He knew that Elrohir's heart would never be only his, but to be denied an act of love, to honour a entity.

"I changed my mind" Elrohir said and claimed Legolas lips in a passionate kiss.

Legolas could have cried of joy. But instead he just returned the kiss, closing his eyes when he felt Elrohir begin to pull down his leggings.

The blond did not even dare to open his eyes, perhaps it would end this wonderful enchantment, or perhaps he would wake alone once more in his bed in his chambers. Alone and heartbroken.

But as he felt Elrohir's hands stop straddling his body, he looked up, only to see the perhaps most beautiful sight he had ever seen.
The darkhaired elf hovered over his groin, about to lower himself upon Legolas rigid member. With his eyes closed and biting his lip.
And when the fist contact was made, Legolas couldn't help but let out a needy little moan, watching a thin layer of sweat forming on Elrohir.

Elrohir concentrated upon feeling the stinging pain, he had not prepared himself, or let his lover do so. He wanted to feel this union for days to come, wanted to remember.
He needed this pain, as a constant reminder on who he was. He found he did not feel guilty towards Elladan in this moment. He felt only love and pain, both originated from Legolas, who laid breathless underneath him.

Once he had lowed himself fully, he leaned over and kissed Legolas, tasting his own blood in their kiss, he had no idea that he had bit his lip. But he must have.
And then he began to move slowly, guiding his movements so Legolas would stoke his pleasure spot with every thrust.
And as he felt a hand wrap around his own shaft he, released Legolas' lips to sit up straight, determined to ride them both to oblivion.

Legolas opened his eyes once more he had not even been aware that he had closed them. He saw Elrohir lost in his own pleasure, moaning softly as he lifted and lowered himself upon Legolas, this sight and the feeling of the warm tightness had Legolas surrendering to the sweet burning he felt in his groin.

Elrohir spend himself on Legolas hand and stomach, before collapsing over his lover, kissing the soft lips tenderly. Slightly amazed that for just two seconds ago they were spilling the sweetest sounds he had heard in a long time.

"I love you" Elrohir panted as he rolled over, and down on the side of Legolas

"I love you more" Legolas whispered and wrapped an arm around Elrohir. "I wish I could stay here forever"

"You could" Elrohir said and kissed Legolas shoulder softly, knowing it was a lie - but he so desperately wanted to believe it.

"Please Elrohir" Legolas said and turned his head to look pleading on the half-elf

Elrohir smiled sadly "I know Legolas, please forgive me"

"Oh Elrohir" Legolas said and kissed his lovers nose playfully "do not seem so sad, I will be back here, and not leaving your side until the end of Arda itself!"

Elrohir stayed silent and just smiled back cuddling up to Legolas side, wishing they could stay like this for a long time, but he knew it was not so, in a short while, Legolas would need to attend the council, that his ada had called for.
But they had until the sun reached the top of the trees, and he intended to enjoy that.


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this chapter is not betaed, all faults are mine.
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-Az