My Dreams, My Heaven
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chapter four
Author note: alright I’m on a roll here! woot woot! Hoping to get this chappie uploaded before the night is through so I can make y’all happy.
Email: lena_of_the_wood@yahoo.com
Italic = indicates thoughts
- Twins are yummy- = indicates the twins mind speaking to each other
'Elves' = means elvish being spoken
* Action * = indicates something being done physically by a character
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story other than my own characters and their lives; I do this simply for my own enjoyment and get nor want any money from doing this.
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Ven: well I hope you continue reading this story so happy you like! I am writing this chappie so you can read it!
And to all you who are reading this thank you for reading!
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My Dreams, My Heaven
Chapter four
Las huffed in frustration and sorrow. He couldn’t sleep, he didn’t want to sleep nightmares of his former life plagued him. But it wasn't only nightmares that plagued him, he was having dreams of his friends and those scared him. They were having sex but they were all enjoying it, and that confused him, even he was enjoying!
He didn’t understand, sex hurt there was nothing to enjoy about it. unless there was something he didn’t know about it…he shook his head, no sex was not enjoyable it hurt and made you feel worthless nothing about sex was fun or enjoyable.
He groaned then why was he having these dreams and why was he waking up to wet thighs and white liquid all over his sheets!? Everything was so new to him, he didn’t know if that was because of his dreams but he knew those things came out of a person when sex was involved and he wasn't having sex! He would never do it again in his life If he had anything to say about it.
He heard thunder rumbling, great now he would never get to sleep. He hated thunder it scared him, especially lightning it made him think of times when customers would take pictures of him.
The rain began to come down in sheets pelting the window with fat raindrops and the wind rattled the window making the branches outside sway giving them an eerie look. He pulled the blankets up a little more trembling and telling himself over and over again it was just a storm. He didn’t want to bother Erestor and Glorfindel again, but when lightning flashed he couldn’t stand it anymore. He jumped from his bed and rushed out his room and down the hall the Erestors and Glorfindels rooms. Once he got there he hesitated, they had told him he could come to them whenever he needed them, but he couldn’t help but feel he was bothering them.
A crack of thunder and a flash of lighting and he was in their rooms slamming the door and leaning against it facing their bed terror flashing across his face. Erestor looked up from his place on Glorfindels chest and saw Las standing at the door looking terrified, he smiles nudging his mate.
‘Findel my love we have a visitor’
Glorfindel eyes cleared of sleep and he looked at his love then to the door seeing Las there trembling. He pulls the cover off and gets out so Las can come lay between them.
“come little Las you may sleep with us”
just then lightning flashed and Las jumped into bed clinging to
Erestor. Glorfindel slid in next to them pulling the covers up and smiles seeing Las cling to Erestor, but he frowned noticing that Las looked more distressed than usual, Erestor has noticed it too.
“Little Las what is wrong? What is bothering you?”
But Las only shook his head he wasn't willing to tell them, he was too embarrassed. Glorfindel stroked his back comforting him.
“are you having nightmares again Little Las is that what is bothering you?” Las was hesitant to answer them
“y…yes” he didn’t have to tell them about the dreams, not yet at least.
Erestor sighed he knew that wasn't all that was bothering him, but it was all they would get from him for now. He wondered is Las was upset about not knowing what or who he was. When Las had first come to them, he could barely speak, couldn’t even write and while he was better at reading than any of the skills he had he hadn’t been great at it.
They had learned that Las had no idea what a elf was let alone a hermaphrodite so he had been completely befuddled when they had told him he was an hermaphrodite elf. When they had asked his age he didn’t know how old he was leaving them to guess how old he was all his physical development led Elrond to believe he was in his late teen years like a human and would guess him to be at least 50 as an elf. But Las after learning his numbers knew he had not lived that long and said he must be nineteen or eighteen.
That’s confused everyone because Las looked like and elf and behaved like one too and even took to the language much faster than any of the human languages Erestor was teaching him. So now they had no idea was exactly Las was. He looked and behaved like an elf, yet he grew at the rate human child, even had to one characteristic that only men had which was the hermaphrodite. But he wasn't matured like a man he was maturing like an elf.
So Elrond and Erestor had been going over every document they had on elves, men, and hermaphrodites and still they could find nothing to explain what Las was. They had asked Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel yet they did not have any answers and were looking for answers themselves.
Thranduil hadn’t been very helpful; ever since Legolas had bonded to the twins he had been unhelpful in anything that didn’t have to do with the welfare of his realm.
Erestor looked at his mate and Las. Both had fallen back asleep another thing Las did was sleep with his eyes open, Yet another elf characteristic.
Erestor looked at Las, he was growing that was for sure but he was simply filling out. He had grown a little more and he arms and legs no longer looked awkward on him and his shoulders had broadened but not by much.
His cheeks were no longer as chubby, he had a beautiful face. His cheekbones were high, his lips were full and red, his eyes had a lovely almond shape to them and his eyebrows arched high. His lashes were longer than males but added an exotic quality to him. That was what his was an exotic beauty. His hair was no longer matted and reached below his shoulders. Now It lay across his face looking silky, just begging to be petted.
Yes Erestor thought Las was maturing now. A thought occurred to him, If Las was maturing like this now instead on in his early teens like humans. Then that meant Las was coming to sexual maturity! He mentally smacked himself. Why hadn’t he realized this!? Las was giving all the signs of reaching sexual maturity too. That had to be the reason Las was so bothered lately. Las had taken to his room more often and had seemed more withdrawn.
I bet he is having dreams… gods the poor thing must be terrified of what happening, he doesn’t understand, I will have to speak with him in the morning…
With that thought he went back to sleep planning on confronting Las after he woke up.
~~~
Glorfindel and Erestor were enjoying their morning meal having decided to eat in their room so they could be there when Las woke because they knew it disturbed them when he woke without them there. Erestor had spoken to him about what he had thought of last night as to why Las had seemed so bothered. He had agreed that that may be why Las was so distant.
Glorfindel and Erestor loved Las dearly and even thought of him as a son. Las seemed to look to them more than anything for his problems leading them to think that perhaps Las thought of them as parents.
They were in the middle of discussing how they would go about asking Las what Erestor thought was wrong when they heard a blood curdling scream from the bedroom. Glorfindel was the first one into the room, finding Las leaning against the bed post trembling. Blood was running down his legs.
He looked at Glorfindel tears running down his face. Glorfindel had no idea what was going on, but Erestor did and he pushed his mate out of the way and pulled Las into the bathing room and slammed the door.
After Glorfindel came out of his shock he went and pounded on the door demanding to be let in.
“Erestor let me in I can help!”
“Stop pounding the door and stop yelling your scaring Las!”
“he is already scared! Now let me in!”
“Glorfindel for love of Arda! Stop! Yelling! If you want to help go get Elrond we need him!”
“but...”
“no buts do as I say!”
Glorfindel huffed but went to find Elrond.
~~~
Inside the Bathroom Erestor was starting bath for Las and helping him remove his nightshirt.
Las was whimpering looking at Erestor
“what is happening to me!?”
“Las calm down sweetie everything will be alright Elrond will be here soon and he will help you, are you in any pain?”
*sniff*
“a little bit”
“Elrond will have something to help the pain”
“you still haven’t told me what happening to me!?”
“here get in the bath Las and get you cleaned up”
Las sighed getting into the bath. Erestor was the only person he felt comfortable being naked around.
Erestor handed his a cloth and some soap so he could clean himself of the blood. Then he sat down next to the tub and wetted Las’ hair knowing that it comforted him.
“now Las there is nothing wrong with you, you know that don’t you darling?”
Las nodded
“what happening is normal for you, you are starting your woman cycle and females of all species go through it monthly, so you have nothing to worry about”
Las stared at him with his mouth open
“how long does this last then?”
“about a week though the pain does not last all week just the first day”
“A WEEK!!! I BLEED FOR A WEEK AND DON’T DIE! THAT’S SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL!? ”
Erestor rubbed his ears when Las shrieked in his ear
“aye Las a week and it is normal”
Las hiccupped and slumped against the tub. Erestor rubbed his back
“come Las lets get you dried and into new clothes”
“but I will bleed all over them”
Erestor smiled “don’t worry I will take care of that”
~~~
Once Erestor had taken care of Las and Elrond had examined him and given him some tea for his pain. They had moved him back to his own chambers and put him to bed. Legolas and the twins were sitting on the bed with him trying to make him feel better. Erestor had given Las bandages to put between his legs while he went through his cycle and to change them every so often.
Las was completely embarrassed and didn’t want to talk to any body. So the twins and Legolas were busy trying to get Las to Laughs and talk to them at least. Now Elrond, Erestor, and Glorfindel were in Elrond’s study speaking about what was happening to Las.
Erestor was the first to speak
“we need to talk to Las about what is happening to his body he is confused he needs guidance”
Glorfindel nodded
“yes he does need guidance Erestor and I have both noticed he had been acting strangely, and last night Erestor suspected This was why Las was acting to strange, he was right obviously”
Elrond sighed
“then you two must talk to him he seems to view you two as his parents, or rather he seems to have adopted you two as his parents. Learning things from you two would make him more comfortable”
Glorfindel nodded agreeing with their friend, but Erestor shook his head
“Nay, we should not confront him on this matter; while he would be comfortable with some things he would not be comfortable with other things. Stuff he would be more inclined to speak of with friends.”
Elrond leaned back in his chair
“you mean the twins and Legolas don’t you?”
Erestor nodded
“despite the fact the Las runs from them sometimes he is very close to them and constantly seeks their company, and have you not noticed that Las is only uncomfortable around them when they kiss. Yet as of late it does not seem to bother him as much. Either he has realized that they will not hurt them which he most likely has or he has become curious as to why they kiss…he knows kissing can lead to sex, he is even having wet dreams for he had one last night in our bed. He is curious that’s for sure and I am almost positive those three are the center of his dreams”
Glorfindel looked at his mate
“he had a wet dream in our bed last night?”
Erestor laughed
“aye he did but I did not tell him the poor thing was already mortified that he was bleeding”
Elrond shook his head laughing
“Erestor I think your right we shall ask the twins and Legolas if the will speak with Las about it and help put his curiosity at rest…to a certain point at least”
TBC…
Ah I’m so proud of myself for getting this one done in a couple of hours…my fingers hurt so much! ypu guys better like this chapter! ;)
Email: lena_of_the_wood@yahoo.com
Italic = indicates thoughts
- Twins are yummy- = indicates the twins mind speaking to each other
'Elves' = means elvish being spoken
* Action * = indicates something being done physically by a character
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story other than my own characters and their lives; I do this simply for my own enjoyment and get nor want any money from doing this.
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Reviews
----------------------
Ven: well I hope you continue reading this story so happy you like! I am writing this chappie so you can read it!
And to all you who are reading this thank you for reading!
~~~
My Dreams, My Heaven
Chapter four
Las huffed in frustration and sorrow. He couldn’t sleep, he didn’t want to sleep nightmares of his former life plagued him. But it wasn't only nightmares that plagued him, he was having dreams of his friends and those scared him. They were having sex but they were all enjoying it, and that confused him, even he was enjoying!
He didn’t understand, sex hurt there was nothing to enjoy about it. unless there was something he didn’t know about it…he shook his head, no sex was not enjoyable it hurt and made you feel worthless nothing about sex was fun or enjoyable.
He groaned then why was he having these dreams and why was he waking up to wet thighs and white liquid all over his sheets!? Everything was so new to him, he didn’t know if that was because of his dreams but he knew those things came out of a person when sex was involved and he wasn't having sex! He would never do it again in his life If he had anything to say about it.
He heard thunder rumbling, great now he would never get to sleep. He hated thunder it scared him, especially lightning it made him think of times when customers would take pictures of him.
The rain began to come down in sheets pelting the window with fat raindrops and the wind rattled the window making the branches outside sway giving them an eerie look. He pulled the blankets up a little more trembling and telling himself over and over again it was just a storm. He didn’t want to bother Erestor and Glorfindel again, but when lightning flashed he couldn’t stand it anymore. He jumped from his bed and rushed out his room and down the hall the Erestors and Glorfindels rooms. Once he got there he hesitated, they had told him he could come to them whenever he needed them, but he couldn’t help but feel he was bothering them.
A crack of thunder and a flash of lighting and he was in their rooms slamming the door and leaning against it facing their bed terror flashing across his face. Erestor looked up from his place on Glorfindels chest and saw Las standing at the door looking terrified, he smiles nudging his mate.
‘Findel my love we have a visitor’
Glorfindel eyes cleared of sleep and he looked at his love then to the door seeing Las there trembling. He pulls the cover off and gets out so Las can come lay between them.
“come little Las you may sleep with us”
just then lightning flashed and Las jumped into bed clinging to
Erestor. Glorfindel slid in next to them pulling the covers up and smiles seeing Las cling to Erestor, but he frowned noticing that Las looked more distressed than usual, Erestor has noticed it too.
“Little Las what is wrong? What is bothering you?”
But Las only shook his head he wasn't willing to tell them, he was too embarrassed. Glorfindel stroked his back comforting him.
“are you having nightmares again Little Las is that what is bothering you?” Las was hesitant to answer them
“y…yes” he didn’t have to tell them about the dreams, not yet at least.
Erestor sighed he knew that wasn't all that was bothering him, but it was all they would get from him for now. He wondered is Las was upset about not knowing what or who he was. When Las had first come to them, he could barely speak, couldn’t even write and while he was better at reading than any of the skills he had he hadn’t been great at it.
They had learned that Las had no idea what a elf was let alone a hermaphrodite so he had been completely befuddled when they had told him he was an hermaphrodite elf. When they had asked his age he didn’t know how old he was leaving them to guess how old he was all his physical development led Elrond to believe he was in his late teen years like a human and would guess him to be at least 50 as an elf. But Las after learning his numbers knew he had not lived that long and said he must be nineteen or eighteen.
That’s confused everyone because Las looked like and elf and behaved like one too and even took to the language much faster than any of the human languages Erestor was teaching him. So now they had no idea was exactly Las was. He looked and behaved like an elf, yet he grew at the rate human child, even had to one characteristic that only men had which was the hermaphrodite. But he wasn't matured like a man he was maturing like an elf.
So Elrond and Erestor had been going over every document they had on elves, men, and hermaphrodites and still they could find nothing to explain what Las was. They had asked Lord Celeborn and Lady Galadriel yet they did not have any answers and were looking for answers themselves.
Thranduil hadn’t been very helpful; ever since Legolas had bonded to the twins he had been unhelpful in anything that didn’t have to do with the welfare of his realm.
Erestor looked at his mate and Las. Both had fallen back asleep another thing Las did was sleep with his eyes open, Yet another elf characteristic.
Erestor looked at Las, he was growing that was for sure but he was simply filling out. He had grown a little more and he arms and legs no longer looked awkward on him and his shoulders had broadened but not by much.
His cheeks were no longer as chubby, he had a beautiful face. His cheekbones were high, his lips were full and red, his eyes had a lovely almond shape to them and his eyebrows arched high. His lashes were longer than males but added an exotic quality to him. That was what his was an exotic beauty. His hair was no longer matted and reached below his shoulders. Now It lay across his face looking silky, just begging to be petted.
Yes Erestor thought Las was maturing now. A thought occurred to him, If Las was maturing like this now instead on in his early teens like humans. Then that meant Las was coming to sexual maturity! He mentally smacked himself. Why hadn’t he realized this!? Las was giving all the signs of reaching sexual maturity too. That had to be the reason Las was so bothered lately. Las had taken to his room more often and had seemed more withdrawn.
I bet he is having dreams… gods the poor thing must be terrified of what happening, he doesn’t understand, I will have to speak with him in the morning…
With that thought he went back to sleep planning on confronting Las after he woke up.
~~~
Glorfindel and Erestor were enjoying their morning meal having decided to eat in their room so they could be there when Las woke because they knew it disturbed them when he woke without them there. Erestor had spoken to him about what he had thought of last night as to why Las had seemed so bothered. He had agreed that that may be why Las was so distant.
Glorfindel and Erestor loved Las dearly and even thought of him as a son. Las seemed to look to them more than anything for his problems leading them to think that perhaps Las thought of them as parents.
They were in the middle of discussing how they would go about asking Las what Erestor thought was wrong when they heard a blood curdling scream from the bedroom. Glorfindel was the first one into the room, finding Las leaning against the bed post trembling. Blood was running down his legs.
He looked at Glorfindel tears running down his face. Glorfindel had no idea what was going on, but Erestor did and he pushed his mate out of the way and pulled Las into the bathing room and slammed the door.
After Glorfindel came out of his shock he went and pounded on the door demanding to be let in.
“Erestor let me in I can help!”
“Stop pounding the door and stop yelling your scaring Las!”
“he is already scared! Now let me in!”
“Glorfindel for love of Arda! Stop! Yelling! If you want to help go get Elrond we need him!”
“but...”
“no buts do as I say!”
Glorfindel huffed but went to find Elrond.
~~~
Inside the Bathroom Erestor was starting bath for Las and helping him remove his nightshirt.
Las was whimpering looking at Erestor
“what is happening to me!?”
“Las calm down sweetie everything will be alright Elrond will be here soon and he will help you, are you in any pain?”
*sniff*
“a little bit”
“Elrond will have something to help the pain”
“you still haven’t told me what happening to me!?”
“here get in the bath Las and get you cleaned up”
Las sighed getting into the bath. Erestor was the only person he felt comfortable being naked around.
Erestor handed his a cloth and some soap so he could clean himself of the blood. Then he sat down next to the tub and wetted Las’ hair knowing that it comforted him.
“now Las there is nothing wrong with you, you know that don’t you darling?”
Las nodded
“what happening is normal for you, you are starting your woman cycle and females of all species go through it monthly, so you have nothing to worry about”
Las stared at him with his mouth open
“how long does this last then?”
“about a week though the pain does not last all week just the first day”
“A WEEK!!! I BLEED FOR A WEEK AND DON’T DIE! THAT’S SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL!? ”
Erestor rubbed his ears when Las shrieked in his ear
“aye Las a week and it is normal”
Las hiccupped and slumped against the tub. Erestor rubbed his back
“come Las lets get you dried and into new clothes”
“but I will bleed all over them”
Erestor smiled “don’t worry I will take care of that”
~~~
Once Erestor had taken care of Las and Elrond had examined him and given him some tea for his pain. They had moved him back to his own chambers and put him to bed. Legolas and the twins were sitting on the bed with him trying to make him feel better. Erestor had given Las bandages to put between his legs while he went through his cycle and to change them every so often.
Las was completely embarrassed and didn’t want to talk to any body. So the twins and Legolas were busy trying to get Las to Laughs and talk to them at least. Now Elrond, Erestor, and Glorfindel were in Elrond’s study speaking about what was happening to Las.
Erestor was the first to speak
“we need to talk to Las about what is happening to his body he is confused he needs guidance”
Glorfindel nodded
“yes he does need guidance Erestor and I have both noticed he had been acting strangely, and last night Erestor suspected This was why Las was acting to strange, he was right obviously”
Elrond sighed
“then you two must talk to him he seems to view you two as his parents, or rather he seems to have adopted you two as his parents. Learning things from you two would make him more comfortable”
Glorfindel nodded agreeing with their friend, but Erestor shook his head
“Nay, we should not confront him on this matter; while he would be comfortable with some things he would not be comfortable with other things. Stuff he would be more inclined to speak of with friends.”
Elrond leaned back in his chair
“you mean the twins and Legolas don’t you?”
Erestor nodded
“despite the fact the Las runs from them sometimes he is very close to them and constantly seeks their company, and have you not noticed that Las is only uncomfortable around them when they kiss. Yet as of late it does not seem to bother him as much. Either he has realized that they will not hurt them which he most likely has or he has become curious as to why they kiss…he knows kissing can lead to sex, he is even having wet dreams for he had one last night in our bed. He is curious that’s for sure and I am almost positive those three are the center of his dreams”
Glorfindel looked at his mate
“he had a wet dream in our bed last night?”
Erestor laughed
“aye he did but I did not tell him the poor thing was already mortified that he was bleeding”
Elrond shook his head laughing
“Erestor I think your right we shall ask the twins and Legolas if the will speak with Las about it and help put his curiosity at rest…to a certain point at least”
TBC…
Ah I’m so proud of myself for getting this one done in a couple of hours…my fingers hurt so much! ypu guys better like this chapter! ;)