Subconscious Memories, Longing Realities

Authors Note: So...yeah. Fili's shirt does a vanishing act. That's all you need to know.

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~~Fili's POV~~

Kili has me pinned to the couch, one hand on my neck tilting my head back and the other on my waist. My own hands are somewhere clinging to his back and I couldn't care where. He's devouring my mouth, and I can't seem to get enough.

The hand on my waist inches up and starts to undo my shirt, my own hand falls down to push up his t-shirt and splay across his abs. Apparently this makes him happy as he suddenly tears my shirt off, ignoring the buttons flying, pushing it down to trap my arms right where they are and I'm groaning. I feel myself whine when he grinds down into me and he pulls his mouth away, only to bring it down to my neck and I'm lifting my legs up to wrap around his waist.

"Oh, FUCK! Kili!" He growls and lifts his mouth to my ear, to whisper huskily, and oh so seductively.

"That's the plan." I nearly lose myself right there, barely managing to hold on.

~~Kili's POV~~

Fili looks thoroughly gone. I don't know what's possessing me to do this, I never sleep with people on the first date (Or...really ANY time lately) but this doesn't feel like the first time with him.

I claim his mouth again, hand going down to his waist, fighting with the belt around his waist. Once I conquer that, however, it's sent in a random direction. Fili groans something that sounds like 'bed', so I lift him up, still wrapped around my waist (Hey, I'm not weak.) and carry him through the double doors to drop him on my bed. He seems to come to his senses a bit and jokily grins to me, sliding back to lay fully on it and spreads his arms. I'm on him instantly, yanking his pants off.

"Fuckin' tease." I growl in his ear.

And Fili just writhes against me and groans.

~~Fili's POV~~

I can't get his shirt off fast enough after that. Holy shit when Kili loses control of his accent! I undo his pants and shove my hand in there, trying to push it down at the same time and catch Kili in a kiss, but he evades, staring down at my hand in awe for a moment.

And then my boxers are gone. And I couldn't give a fuck.

I roll us over, looking at him questioningly as Kili nods towards the dresser drawer, and it takes me a moment to lean over and pull out...an unopened bottle of lube. I look at it then at Kili, who's face is red again, and I smile, coating my fingers and reaching down.

And Kili takes a deep breath as I press one inside me. He reaches over and coats his own fingers, and for the first time I look down and see him as he pushes one inside me.

Kili looks like a god, and that finger moving along with my own is perfect.

~~Kili's POV~~

With the two of us working together, Fili is soon crying for more, grinding down and trying to get more fingers inside him. So I do the only logical thing, I pull them all out. His and mine. And Fili fucking whines.

I coat myself and Fili looks me in the eye before he just drops down onto me and both our heads fall back. Our groans are simultaneous.

And then we're moving, I'm getting a beautiful view of him rising and falling from where I'm laying, and I reach up and run my hands along his stomach and chest, and he's just staring at me. Maintaining eye-contact.

And then I realize that through his moans, he's speaking.

"Fucking beautiful...so perfect...Kili...amazing...MORE..."

So I give it to him, echoing his praises.

Doing all I can to make this last...

And then his body tightens, his mouth open in a silent oh and he's cumming, eyes wide. And I'm following.

~~Fili's POV~~

I collapse onto Kili, we're both panting and he pulls the blankets up. I make a face.

"We're dirty..." He just shrugs and kisses me.

"I'll get it later." "...Kili...do you feel like we've..." "Done this before? Yeah...And I wouldn't have it any other way."

I feel myself smile, and drift to sleep.

"Hey Fili...I love you." I turn to look at my brother. We're in the hotsprings and he's only wearing a towel. Our armor and weapons are under a bush. I feel myself smile.

"I love you too, Kili...forever."