Camping in Mirkwood

i scanned the hall. I could feel my stomach turn as I felt greylin’s eyes upon me. His eyes where always on me. I sickened me. I could feel him,all the pain He, Legolas and the others had inflicted on me.
“How fair you Awein?” Thranduil asked glancing up from his food. I smiled back at him. He had been kind to me. That’s more than what I expect from anyone who called Mirkwood home. He had to know what Legolas had done, who knows, maybe they had planned it tighter. At least he respected me to some point.
“Well my lord.” I tried to sound convincing. Legolas glared at me from across the table. Apparently I hadn’t sounded very convincing. “I went for a walk this afternoon in your beautiful gardens.”
“Yes, I myself enjoy the gardens. Perhaps I will join you for a walk tomorrow.” He smiled turning his attention to the elf at his side. I could feel Legolas’ glare burning a hole through me. I was about to look up at him when the heavy wooden doors leading into the grand hall flew open. I watched as my father followed by three guards walked into the hall. I stood ready to run to him. Before I could I felt Legolas’ grip on my arm holding me to him. I could feel the tears running down my face.
“I want my daughter returned to me Thranduil.” I saw the tear run down my fathers face when he spotted me. Then he saw Legolas. My father was a gentle man, never had I seen the hatred that I saw in his eyes for Legolas. “You! I will see your body hung from my towers for the birds to devour.”
“My friend.” Thranduil stood calmly joining my father.” Come we shall speak of these matters.”

I sat on the bed starring at the door. The childish side of me was waiting for my father to come busting through the doors and whisk me away from this nightmare. I knew Legolas would never let me go. I was crying now, I felt ashamed. Surely my father knew what had happened, what they had done to me. I hugged my knees to my chest. That’s when I heard footsteps coming to my room. They were Legolas’ I could always tell when he was in his mood.
“Daddy won’t save you.” He slammed the door behind him. I looked at it. Eventually, with all that slamming that stupid door would fall off. He knelt in front of me. “You are mine now.”
“My father will kill you Legolas.” I knew I’d pay for it later. I could care less. I knew he was right though. “I personally will enjoy every moment of it.”
“My, my, my.” He forced my legs apart. Shoving the fabric high on my thighs. “Your in a mood tonight. “
I looked away from him. I couldn’t stand looking at him. He was handsome, in fact he took my breath away quite often. I hated that fact but he did. I hated my body for reacting to his touch. As his fingers slowly made their way inside me I felt my clit swell. My nipple hardened against the silky fabric of my dress. I sighed as he moved them in and out of me.
“See,” He held his fingers in front of me. Smiling he licked them clean. “Your body betrays you little one.”
“You’re a bastard!” I pushed past him towards the door. He laughed heartily and stood in front of it. He pulled me hard against him. I sighed as he kissed me shoving his tongue into my mouth.

“You may enter now child.” I stood outside Thranduil’s study. My father was just beyond that door. ”Awien, come now.”
“Father!” I cried as I ran into his arms. I felt his gentle kisses on my head. I was safe. Going home. ”I want to leave now. We can go right now right?” He pulled back from me and I could see he was crying just as hard as I was. “Ada?”
“You need to sit daughter.” I pulled back from him. Daughter? He never just called me daughter.
“Ada? Bring me home!” I was screaming now. I didn’t care who heard me. This was insane! “Ada! Why won’t you look at me!?”
“I must leave Awien.” He stated looking to the floor.
“Yes, let’s go now this moment.” I sounded hysterical even to me. I grabbed my fathers hand. He pulled me into a hug. “You must stay here Awein. Legolas is your husband now. You may carry his child.”
“No father,” I held to him as if my very life depended on it. It probably did. I cursed myself for dinking that potion Legolas had given me that first night. If I had not ,if I did carry a child, Legolas could not prove who’s it was. But I had and I had not conceived that first day. My father was right though. I could very well be with child. The babe and I would belong to Legolas. That was Legolas’ plan all along. “Please Ada! Do not leave me here!”
“Oh Awein,” He hugged me once again. His eyes never meeting mine. ”I love you.”
I had no time to respond before he pulled my hands from him and walked from the study. I felt dizzy. I felt sick. I saw the floor coming closer then I felt gentle arms around me holding me. It was Thranduil.
“shhhh.” He was holding me wiping the tears from me face. ”Calm down little one. It will be okay I promise you. It will be okay.”
I stayed there for what seemed like hours until exhaustion overcame me and the world went black.