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Adult ++
Chapters:
3
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3,378
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Chapter 3.
Chapter 3.
Erestor woke up with a start and, to his dismay, he realized he was getting late. He made haste to get up, but stopped in his tracks after realizing that he wasn’t in his own room.
Suddenly, the strange dream he had seen at night, started to come back.
Or, had it really been a dream?
“What in Arda? I don’t sleep naked.” He thought and studied his body, which felt somehow… unfamiliar. His skin was flushed, and his lower body ached and felt somewhat sore. Erestor caressed his skin, confused. He felt… claimed, completely possessed, and he didn’t know what to think about it. He knew he was alone.
“But, if it had really happened, where was Lindir?” Erestor’s thoughts raced through his head and chilling fear made him shiver. Could it be possible that Lindir was gone, leaving him after having his way with him?
Erestor started to remember last night’s events and his confusion grew. Something exceptional had happened last night. He had never yielded to anyone so completely before… he couldn’t resist, nor could he deny anything to Lindir.
“For Valar’s sake! I love him so much but, what if… he doesn’t return my feelings, even if he said so? Why did he leave me like this?”
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Lindir stepped out from the bathroom, stretching enjoyably. Last night, in Erestor’s arms, had been the most wonderful one in his life. He had never known that such passion and pleasure could even exist. Lindir’s smile grew when he saw Erestor, his meleth. But his happiness faded when he noticed that Erestor had buried his face into his hands, and he could hear his sobbing. Silently, Lindir closed the distance between them and kneeled before Erestor, taking his hands.
“What is the matter, meleth? Tell me, saes (please). I truly hope you don’t regret last night.” Lindir said gently, trying to soothe Erestor. He flinched when the elf finally met his gaze and he saw bare pain blazing in those beautiful dark eyes.
“I… thought you had left me.”
“Oh… Erestor nín (my Erestor)! How in Arda could you think that I would leave you like that? I love you, with all my heart. Even a whole eternity with you wouldn’t be enough for me.”
“I didn’t know what to think when I woke up alone. At first, I almost thought it had been just a dream…”
“Our love is no dream and I’m going to prove it to you.” Lindir whispered and pulled Erestor onto bed with him. He sensed Erestor’s hesitation, but soon the fire between them burned, and they melted in each other’s arms.
Lindir pulled Erestor on top him and wrapped his legs around slender hips.
“Take me, meleth, I want you so much.” Lindir whispered, swaying his hips pleadingly. Erestor felt so good in his arms, making Lindir’s longing grow almost painfully. Gentle hands and lips wandered over his writhing body, but it wasn’t enough. Lindir needed to feel Erestor within him, right now.
He cried Erestor’s name when he finally pushed in, yielding completely to his meleth. Together, they drifted beyond all conception and the only thing left was the blinding rapture that shook their bodies. Lindir couldn’t turn his gaze away from Erestor’s face. Erestor’s beauty at the moment of his completion shook Lindir’s very core. He held Erestor tightly in his arms, soothing the violently trembling elf and whispering words of love. He would never let Erestor go, not as long as he lived.
“I love you so much, Erestor nín. I really want to be right here… forever…”
“I don’t know what I have done to deserve you, but I will never doubt your love again. I never knew that it was possible to be this happy.” Erestor whispered hoarsely, resting his head against Lindir’s shoulder.
“That’s good to know, because I will never let you go.” Lindir said, possessively.
Erestor chuckled, blushing.
“I’m content with that. I never thought that someday, someone would just come and claim me as his own, but I like the feeling.”
Both were languid and, furtively, they slipped into reverie; Erestor was still being tightly held in Lindir’s arms.
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Imladris’ people quickly noticed the new, happy couple. Many were astonished; they had considered the Chief- councilor cold and emotionless, but they had obviously been wrong. No one could not notice that Lindir and Erestor loved each other deeply. Both clearly shone with happiness and love and were rarely seen alone. But no one could have ever expected the incident that took place when they celebrated the first anniversary of their courting.
Lindir sat on his usual place in the Fire-hall, preparing for the evening’s performance. This time, Erestor sat beside his lover; a warm smile upon his face. Lindir stood up, but people were surprised, when he didn’t start singing the song, but began to speak instead.
“This last year has been the happiest in my whole life and many of you knows the reason. But, what you don’t know is that yesterday I and my beloved Erestor were bound to each other. And now we declare our vows in public. As some of you remember, a year ago I sang a song, which spoke of my feelings for Erestor. Now we will sing that song as it were was meant to be sung all along.
All the elves in the hall gasped with surprise when Erestor stood up and stepped beside his beloved hervenn (husband). Lindir started to play his harp and sang about his love, for all to hear. But, this time, Erestor’s rich and warm voice joined Lindir’s bright and beautiful singing.
* * * *
SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME
Together: No more darkness, no more shadows.
Lindir: I’m here and you’re not alone,
ever again.
My love is yours, till the end of Arda.
Erestor: As mine is yours, and has been so long.
My life is yours, till the end of times
and beyond.
Lindir: Let me be your shelter, your freedom.
Let me hold you, because in my arms
you belong:
Erestor: My shelter, my freedom you will be,
and I will never let you go. In my arms
you will stay.
Together: In my arms, forever.
Lindir: In my love you are free,
Free from fears and worries.
Say that you want to be mine,
till the end of times and beyond.
Erestor: So be it, and I’m yours,
Till the end of Arda
I will love you.
No more fears, no more solitude.
Only you and your love.
Lindir: Together we are free,
seeing shadows and night no more.
Say that we share this love,
This life, which was given to us.
Make me, us, our love reality
Say that you love me.
Erestor: I choose freedom. I choose joy.
With you I will share my whole life.
I choose love, I choose you,
My whole being will be yours.
Our love is real, and has always been.
I say that I love you.
Together: Together we are free,
seeing shadows and night no more.
We share this life, this love,
which was given to us.
I say that I love you,
and let our hearts to sing.
Till the end of Arda I will love you.
* * * *
FIN.
Erestor woke up with a start and, to his dismay, he realized he was getting late. He made haste to get up, but stopped in his tracks after realizing that he wasn’t in his own room.
Suddenly, the strange dream he had seen at night, started to come back.
Or, had it really been a dream?
“What in Arda? I don’t sleep naked.” He thought and studied his body, which felt somehow… unfamiliar. His skin was flushed, and his lower body ached and felt somewhat sore. Erestor caressed his skin, confused. He felt… claimed, completely possessed, and he didn’t know what to think about it. He knew he was alone.
“But, if it had really happened, where was Lindir?” Erestor’s thoughts raced through his head and chilling fear made him shiver. Could it be possible that Lindir was gone, leaving him after having his way with him?
Erestor started to remember last night’s events and his confusion grew. Something exceptional had happened last night. He had never yielded to anyone so completely before… he couldn’t resist, nor could he deny anything to Lindir.
“For Valar’s sake! I love him so much but, what if… he doesn’t return my feelings, even if he said so? Why did he leave me like this?”
**************************************************************************************
Lindir stepped out from the bathroom, stretching enjoyably. Last night, in Erestor’s arms, had been the most wonderful one in his life. He had never known that such passion and pleasure could even exist. Lindir’s smile grew when he saw Erestor, his meleth. But his happiness faded when he noticed that Erestor had buried his face into his hands, and he could hear his sobbing. Silently, Lindir closed the distance between them and kneeled before Erestor, taking his hands.
“What is the matter, meleth? Tell me, saes (please). I truly hope you don’t regret last night.” Lindir said gently, trying to soothe Erestor. He flinched when the elf finally met his gaze and he saw bare pain blazing in those beautiful dark eyes.
“I… thought you had left me.”
“Oh… Erestor nín (my Erestor)! How in Arda could you think that I would leave you like that? I love you, with all my heart. Even a whole eternity with you wouldn’t be enough for me.”
“I didn’t know what to think when I woke up alone. At first, I almost thought it had been just a dream…”
“Our love is no dream and I’m going to prove it to you.” Lindir whispered and pulled Erestor onto bed with him. He sensed Erestor’s hesitation, but soon the fire between them burned, and they melted in each other’s arms.
Lindir pulled Erestor on top him and wrapped his legs around slender hips.
“Take me, meleth, I want you so much.” Lindir whispered, swaying his hips pleadingly. Erestor felt so good in his arms, making Lindir’s longing grow almost painfully. Gentle hands and lips wandered over his writhing body, but it wasn’t enough. Lindir needed to feel Erestor within him, right now.
He cried Erestor’s name when he finally pushed in, yielding completely to his meleth. Together, they drifted beyond all conception and the only thing left was the blinding rapture that shook their bodies. Lindir couldn’t turn his gaze away from Erestor’s face. Erestor’s beauty at the moment of his completion shook Lindir’s very core. He held Erestor tightly in his arms, soothing the violently trembling elf and whispering words of love. He would never let Erestor go, not as long as he lived.
“I love you so much, Erestor nín. I really want to be right here… forever…”
“I don’t know what I have done to deserve you, but I will never doubt your love again. I never knew that it was possible to be this happy.” Erestor whispered hoarsely, resting his head against Lindir’s shoulder.
“That’s good to know, because I will never let you go.” Lindir said, possessively.
Erestor chuckled, blushing.
“I’m content with that. I never thought that someday, someone would just come and claim me as his own, but I like the feeling.”
Both were languid and, furtively, they slipped into reverie; Erestor was still being tightly held in Lindir’s arms.
**************************************************************************************
Imladris’ people quickly noticed the new, happy couple. Many were astonished; they had considered the Chief- councilor cold and emotionless, but they had obviously been wrong. No one could not notice that Lindir and Erestor loved each other deeply. Both clearly shone with happiness and love and were rarely seen alone. But no one could have ever expected the incident that took place when they celebrated the first anniversary of their courting.
Lindir sat on his usual place in the Fire-hall, preparing for the evening’s performance. This time, Erestor sat beside his lover; a warm smile upon his face. Lindir stood up, but people were surprised, when he didn’t start singing the song, but began to speak instead.
“This last year has been the happiest in my whole life and many of you knows the reason. But, what you don’t know is that yesterday I and my beloved Erestor were bound to each other. And now we declare our vows in public. As some of you remember, a year ago I sang a song, which spoke of my feelings for Erestor. Now we will sing that song as it were was meant to be sung all along.
All the elves in the hall gasped with surprise when Erestor stood up and stepped beside his beloved hervenn (husband). Lindir started to play his harp and sang about his love, for all to hear. But, this time, Erestor’s rich and warm voice joined Lindir’s bright and beautiful singing.
* * * *
SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME
Together: No more darkness, no more shadows.
Lindir: I’m here and you’re not alone,
ever again.
My love is yours, till the end of Arda.
Erestor: As mine is yours, and has been so long.
My life is yours, till the end of times
and beyond.
Lindir: Let me be your shelter, your freedom.
Let me hold you, because in my arms
you belong:
Erestor: My shelter, my freedom you will be,
and I will never let you go. In my arms
you will stay.
Together: In my arms, forever.
Lindir: In my love you are free,
Free from fears and worries.
Say that you want to be mine,
till the end of times and beyond.
Erestor: So be it, and I’m yours,
Till the end of Arda
I will love you.
No more fears, no more solitude.
Only you and your love.
Lindir: Together we are free,
seeing shadows and night no more.
Say that we share this love,
This life, which was given to us.
Make me, us, our love reality
Say that you love me.
Erestor: I choose freedom. I choose joy.
With you I will share my whole life.
I choose love, I choose you,
My whole being will be yours.
Our love is real, and has always been.
I say that I love you.
Together: Together we are free,
seeing shadows and night no more.
We share this life, this love,
which was given to us.
I say that I love you,
and let our hearts to sing.
Till the end of Arda I will love you.
* * * *
FIN.