My Dreams, My Heaven
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Adult ++
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chapter three
Author notes: just about finished packing! I’m so happy…still looking for someone…0_o oh and one more thing I forget to mention this story is AU so it will most definitely be different if you cant already tell. ;)
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memorietrail: thanks once again for your review it is so nice to know someone is following this story and actually reviewing! ;)
Jayn: yay!! So glad you’re following this story, and yes poor Las indeed…
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Italic = indicates thoughts
- Twins are yummy- = indicates the twins mind speaking to each other
'Elves' = means elvish being spoken
* Action * = indicates something being done physically by a character
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story other than my own characters and their lives; I do this simply for my own enjoyment and get nor want any money from doing this.
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My Dreams, My Heaven
Chapter three
Elrond stared at the young hermaphrodite that laid on one of the healing beds. His sons and Legolas had brought him in, all three in stunned silence when they handed the creature to him. He knew now why they had been so stunned.
He himself had never heard of an elf being a hermaphrodite or of any hermaphrodite being born seemingly whole. While the poor thing looked physically whole, he wasn't entirely sure about him being mentally whole.
He looked at his sons who were curled around Legolas on the bed next to the hermaphrodite. A smiled made it way to his face. The three had been stunned but also worried about the ‘child’ as they said that they had found in the woods. The three seem to be enchanted by him, he didn’t blame them either.
The ‘child’ seemed to posses a beauty he himself had never seen, it was odd almost but mostly because the creature himself was odd. Looking at him at first glance he looked completely male you would never think him to be female but the slight swell of his breasts gave him away. He doubted they would continue to grow like a female would. And if he wore a tunic you probably couldn’t tell he had any, well that all depended how tight the tunic was.
His sons did not know how old to ‘child’ was and he didn’t think he was as young as they thought he was. He had to be close to his majority or already past it but only by a year or two he would guess.
He snapped his head back to the hermaphrodite. He had stirred and his eyes were fluttering. He moved closer to him but not to close, he had treated his wounds and bandaged them as well as stitched the worst gashes. His wounds told him everything he needed to know about the source of them.
He had been raped and by to looks of old scares he bore all over his body he had been suffering from being raped often and well as regular beatings. The road to healing would not end when his body healed, the boy would only be healed once his mind was healed.
Elrond was positive the child would be extremely fearful of anyone near him. And he was correct for the moment the ‘child’ opened his eyes he had tried to move away, but had been stopped by the pain of his wounds and a gentle hand on his shoulder. The ‘child let small whimpers and stared up at Elrond with the most enchanting green eyes he had ever seen.
They were not the dark green would expect in green eyes, they were lighter like a new leaf just sprouted from the earth. but those eyes held sadness, fear, and a little curiosity, which Elrond found strange.
The Hermaphrodite was trembling, and Elrond sought to try and soothe him ‘tis alright you are safe here, you are in the halls of healing here in Imladris. I am lord Elrond ruler of this realm’ but the child looked at him in horror. Elrond realized the hermaphrodite hadn’t understood him. He doesn’t know the language of his own people! Elrond tried the language of men, but again the child did not understand him.
One of his sons came to his side and looked down at the hermaphrodite. Elladan looked at his father ‘ada try speaking the other language to new one that men have been speaking’
Elrond snorted ‘only a few men speak that language I doubt he will understand it.’
Elladan sighed ‘we can at least try the poor thing is terrified! We need to calm him’
Elrond nodded ‘we will try’
he looked to the hermaphrodite again looking him in the eye and found the ‘child’ could not hold eye contact for very long. He tried his speech again to the small child this time in the new language of men. “ it is alright you have nothing to fear here, you are safe with the hall of healing here in Imladris, I am lord Elrond and this is my son Elladan, you are safe you have nothing to fear” he reached out the ‘child’ again who had seemed to calm a little bit but was still wary of them.
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he stared at the dark haired man in front him. He has said so many things in words he did not understand until finally he spoke with words he did understand. Well not all of them but he had heard safe and you. So he had calmed hearing those words and he saw one of the identical men standing next to the man who was speaking to him.
The he heard the word food, and his stomach had rumbled loudly at that. He hadn’t had a piece of bread or cheese in days and wanted some. So he nodded his head and the two men smiled at him. This made him feel comfortable for the first time in a very long time. The older man walked away after saying something to the one standing next to him. Leaving to identical man with him he noticed the other men he had seen in that loud place. He was speaking to him again he tried hard to listen to what he was saying. All he got was name and Elladan.
Name…Elladan oh! His name is Elladan! Las smiled to himself for figuring out what he had said. But the man hadn’t stopped talking he was asking him something now.
A name again he likes names doesn’t he… why is he pointing at me! What does he want… oh he said you’re what’s that mean again ah! Your name! he wants to know my name! but how do I say my name again, oh yes…
“L...L…Laz…lazz, Las!” his eyes sparkled happy he had been able to say it he hadn’t spoken in such a long time…
Elladan smiled at the young boy
“Las is your name then huh little one, tis a nice name reminds of a certain elf I know” he grinned seeing Las trying to understand what he was saying.
“do you know how to speak?”
Las shook his head after a few minutes managing to get out a broken no for an answer. Just then his father returned with a tray of food, that he placed on the bed before he tried to help Las sit correctly. And while he smiled warmly and spoke soothing words, the boy still seemed wary of him. Elrond looked to his son who rolled his eyes and helped Las sit up.
Elrond could only gape at him
“how does stand you went cannot stand me?”
Elladan smiled taking a bowl of honeyed porridge from the tray and handing it to las, who looked at it with an odd look to his face.
“I am not sure he may feel safer because he has seen me before when we found him in the woods he seemed to look at us like he knew us…it was so odd, I felt like I had seen him before too Legolas and Elrohir said they felt the same way to…Las what are you doing?” he saw Las sniffing to porridge and then pulling his head back quickly.
“do you not like porridge Las?”
Las’ brow creased as he processed what Elladan had asked him he didn’t understand the word porridge.
“what…what…porridge…Eldan?”
Elladan eyes nearly bulged out of his head. The poor boy didn’t even know what porridge was, leading him to think that Las most likely did not know a lot of foods.
“porridge is what you’re holding, it hot oats. though I doubt you know what I am saying” he pointed to the bowl and said “porridge Las that is porridge” Las looked down at it wandering why he was holding it then.
“you’re supposed to eat it darling”
Las looked at him looking completely lost, it was some sort of food he understood that, but how was he supposed to put it in his mouth! It was mushy.
Elladan came to his rescue when he took the spoon from it and held it to his mouth. Las happily opened his mouth and ate the spoonful finding that he liked this porridge stuff and after a few mouthfuls from Elladan he took the spoon from him and started to feed himself.
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Legolas smiled as he and Elrohir watched Elladan chase Las around in the garden. It has been a couple of months since they had brought him to Imladris and Las had flourished under their care. Las was learning to read and write as well as speak under the ever watchful eye of Erestor who had taken to Las immediately and along with his mate Glorfindel the two kept a watchful eye on Las.
Las was having nightmares though and while he seemed happy they knew he was haunted by his former life. He never said anything about it though and they never pressured him to. They knew he would open up to them once he was ready.
Las ran up to them and hid behind Legolas
“save me golas he is after me!” Legolas sighed wrapping his arms around Las
“aye Little Las I will keep you safe from the big bad monster”
They had dubbed him little Las because of his strange likeness to Legolas though Las was not as tall as Legolas and had different eye color. Also he was Little Ls because he was small for his age. Elrond had been right when he had guessed Las’ age. He was around nineteen years of age and while they didn’t know his exact age they had pinned that as his age. There was still so much about him they did not know. Like where he was from? who were his parents were? and how he had ended up in the state they had found him in.
But his thought were broken when the twins doubled up on them and began to tickle them.
Las squirmed laughing wiggling his way out of the pile of elves, when he turned back to his three friends he found them holding each other and kissing. Memories cam rushing back to him, darker times back in the attic two lovers had paid his parents to have him. He had seen them kiss and hold each other like that right before they had their way with him.
He gasped closing his eyes, trembling he tried to make the images go away. Then he got the feeling that his friends would do that to him. He had seen them kiss before but not like this. This seemed like they would go at him just like in the attic. No! they are my friends they would not do that to me! But he couldn’t stop the fear it was consuming him.
Tears ran down his face and he ran away as fast as he could not hear his friends calling his name. he ran back into the main house, running through the halls into Elrond’s study and running into a very stunned Erestor who he immediately clung to sobbing.
Erestor pushed Las away looking at his face and seeing his tears he wiped them away with his thumb. More sobs came from Little Las and Erestor pulled him close moving to sit in the chair by the window, where he rocked Las while he cried. He looked up when he saw the twins and Legolas at the door to the study. Erestor shook his head telling them not to say anything. He stroked Las’ head; yes Elrond had been right the road to healing was going to be a long one, a very long one indeed.
TBC…
Goodness! This took me a while to get out! I hope you guys like this chapter! I knew what I wanted to say but I couldn’t find the words to describe it! anyways here it is and review please!!!
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memorietrail: thanks once again for your review it is so nice to know someone is following this story and actually reviewing! ;)
Jayn: yay!! So glad you’re following this story, and yes poor Las indeed…
~~~
Italic = indicates thoughts
- Twins are yummy- = indicates the twins mind speaking to each other
'Elves' = means elvish being spoken
* Action * = indicates something being done physically by a character
Disclaimer: I do not own anything in this story other than my own characters and their lives; I do this simply for my own enjoyment and get nor want any money from doing this.
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My Dreams, My Heaven
Chapter three
Elrond stared at the young hermaphrodite that laid on one of the healing beds. His sons and Legolas had brought him in, all three in stunned silence when they handed the creature to him. He knew now why they had been so stunned.
He himself had never heard of an elf being a hermaphrodite or of any hermaphrodite being born seemingly whole. While the poor thing looked physically whole, he wasn't entirely sure about him being mentally whole.
He looked at his sons who were curled around Legolas on the bed next to the hermaphrodite. A smiled made it way to his face. The three had been stunned but also worried about the ‘child’ as they said that they had found in the woods. The three seem to be enchanted by him, he didn’t blame them either.
The ‘child’ seemed to posses a beauty he himself had never seen, it was odd almost but mostly because the creature himself was odd. Looking at him at first glance he looked completely male you would never think him to be female but the slight swell of his breasts gave him away. He doubted they would continue to grow like a female would. And if he wore a tunic you probably couldn’t tell he had any, well that all depended how tight the tunic was.
His sons did not know how old to ‘child’ was and he didn’t think he was as young as they thought he was. He had to be close to his majority or already past it but only by a year or two he would guess.
He snapped his head back to the hermaphrodite. He had stirred and his eyes were fluttering. He moved closer to him but not to close, he had treated his wounds and bandaged them as well as stitched the worst gashes. His wounds told him everything he needed to know about the source of them.
He had been raped and by to looks of old scares he bore all over his body he had been suffering from being raped often and well as regular beatings. The road to healing would not end when his body healed, the boy would only be healed once his mind was healed.
Elrond was positive the child would be extremely fearful of anyone near him. And he was correct for the moment the ‘child’ opened his eyes he had tried to move away, but had been stopped by the pain of his wounds and a gentle hand on his shoulder. The ‘child let small whimpers and stared up at Elrond with the most enchanting green eyes he had ever seen.
They were not the dark green would expect in green eyes, they were lighter like a new leaf just sprouted from the earth. but those eyes held sadness, fear, and a little curiosity, which Elrond found strange.
The Hermaphrodite was trembling, and Elrond sought to try and soothe him ‘tis alright you are safe here, you are in the halls of healing here in Imladris. I am lord Elrond ruler of this realm’ but the child looked at him in horror. Elrond realized the hermaphrodite hadn’t understood him. He doesn’t know the language of his own people! Elrond tried the language of men, but again the child did not understand him.
One of his sons came to his side and looked down at the hermaphrodite. Elladan looked at his father ‘ada try speaking the other language to new one that men have been speaking’
Elrond snorted ‘only a few men speak that language I doubt he will understand it.’
Elladan sighed ‘we can at least try the poor thing is terrified! We need to calm him’
Elrond nodded ‘we will try’
he looked to the hermaphrodite again looking him in the eye and found the ‘child’ could not hold eye contact for very long. He tried his speech again to the small child this time in the new language of men. “ it is alright you have nothing to fear here, you are safe with the hall of healing here in Imladris, I am lord Elrond and this is my son Elladan, you are safe you have nothing to fear” he reached out the ‘child’ again who had seemed to calm a little bit but was still wary of them.
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he stared at the dark haired man in front him. He has said so many things in words he did not understand until finally he spoke with words he did understand. Well not all of them but he had heard safe and you. So he had calmed hearing those words and he saw one of the identical men standing next to the man who was speaking to him.
The he heard the word food, and his stomach had rumbled loudly at that. He hadn’t had a piece of bread or cheese in days and wanted some. So he nodded his head and the two men smiled at him. This made him feel comfortable for the first time in a very long time. The older man walked away after saying something to the one standing next to him. Leaving to identical man with him he noticed the other men he had seen in that loud place. He was speaking to him again he tried hard to listen to what he was saying. All he got was name and Elladan.
Name…Elladan oh! His name is Elladan! Las smiled to himself for figuring out what he had said. But the man hadn’t stopped talking he was asking him something now.
A name again he likes names doesn’t he… why is he pointing at me! What does he want… oh he said you’re what’s that mean again ah! Your name! he wants to know my name! but how do I say my name again, oh yes…
“L...L…Laz…lazz, Las!” his eyes sparkled happy he had been able to say it he hadn’t spoken in such a long time…
Elladan smiled at the young boy
“Las is your name then huh little one, tis a nice name reminds of a certain elf I know” he grinned seeing Las trying to understand what he was saying.
“do you know how to speak?”
Las shook his head after a few minutes managing to get out a broken no for an answer. Just then his father returned with a tray of food, that he placed on the bed before he tried to help Las sit correctly. And while he smiled warmly and spoke soothing words, the boy still seemed wary of him. Elrond looked to his son who rolled his eyes and helped Las sit up.
Elrond could only gape at him
“how does stand you went cannot stand me?”
Elladan smiled taking a bowl of honeyed porridge from the tray and handing it to las, who looked at it with an odd look to his face.
“I am not sure he may feel safer because he has seen me before when we found him in the woods he seemed to look at us like he knew us…it was so odd, I felt like I had seen him before too Legolas and Elrohir said they felt the same way to…Las what are you doing?” he saw Las sniffing to porridge and then pulling his head back quickly.
“do you not like porridge Las?”
Las’ brow creased as he processed what Elladan had asked him he didn’t understand the word porridge.
“what…what…porridge…Eldan?”
Elladan eyes nearly bulged out of his head. The poor boy didn’t even know what porridge was, leading him to think that Las most likely did not know a lot of foods.
“porridge is what you’re holding, it hot oats. though I doubt you know what I am saying” he pointed to the bowl and said “porridge Las that is porridge” Las looked down at it wandering why he was holding it then.
“you’re supposed to eat it darling”
Las looked at him looking completely lost, it was some sort of food he understood that, but how was he supposed to put it in his mouth! It was mushy.
Elladan came to his rescue when he took the spoon from it and held it to his mouth. Las happily opened his mouth and ate the spoonful finding that he liked this porridge stuff and after a few mouthfuls from Elladan he took the spoon from him and started to feed himself.
~~~
Legolas smiled as he and Elrohir watched Elladan chase Las around in the garden. It has been a couple of months since they had brought him to Imladris and Las had flourished under their care. Las was learning to read and write as well as speak under the ever watchful eye of Erestor who had taken to Las immediately and along with his mate Glorfindel the two kept a watchful eye on Las.
Las was having nightmares though and while he seemed happy they knew he was haunted by his former life. He never said anything about it though and they never pressured him to. They knew he would open up to them once he was ready.
Las ran up to them and hid behind Legolas
“save me golas he is after me!” Legolas sighed wrapping his arms around Las
“aye Little Las I will keep you safe from the big bad monster”
They had dubbed him little Las because of his strange likeness to Legolas though Las was not as tall as Legolas and had different eye color. Also he was Little Ls because he was small for his age. Elrond had been right when he had guessed Las’ age. He was around nineteen years of age and while they didn’t know his exact age they had pinned that as his age. There was still so much about him they did not know. Like where he was from? who were his parents were? and how he had ended up in the state they had found him in.
But his thought were broken when the twins doubled up on them and began to tickle them.
Las squirmed laughing wiggling his way out of the pile of elves, when he turned back to his three friends he found them holding each other and kissing. Memories cam rushing back to him, darker times back in the attic two lovers had paid his parents to have him. He had seen them kiss and hold each other like that right before they had their way with him.
He gasped closing his eyes, trembling he tried to make the images go away. Then he got the feeling that his friends would do that to him. He had seen them kiss before but not like this. This seemed like they would go at him just like in the attic. No! they are my friends they would not do that to me! But he couldn’t stop the fear it was consuming him.
Tears ran down his face and he ran away as fast as he could not hear his friends calling his name. he ran back into the main house, running through the halls into Elrond’s study and running into a very stunned Erestor who he immediately clung to sobbing.
Erestor pushed Las away looking at his face and seeing his tears he wiped them away with his thumb. More sobs came from Little Las and Erestor pulled him close moving to sit in the chair by the window, where he rocked Las while he cried. He looked up when he saw the twins and Legolas at the door to the study. Erestor shook his head telling them not to say anything. He stroked Las’ head; yes Elrond had been right the road to healing was going to be a long one, a very long one indeed.
TBC…
Goodness! This took me a while to get out! I hope you guys like this chapter! I knew what I wanted to say but I couldn’t find the words to describe it! anyways here it is and review please!!!