Slash Me Twice
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Category:
Lord of the Rings Movies › General › Lord of the Ring Stars
Rating:
Adult ++
Chapters:
25
Views:
1,552
Reviews:
1
Recommended:
0
Currently Reading:
0
Disclaimer:
This is work of fiction! I do not know the celebrity(ies) I am writing about, and I do not profit from these writings.
Blood
Blood
I have been watching him for almost a month now and I know I'm starting to give him the creeps. He's always giving me these strange looks. Like he wants to say something but doesn't know how to put it.
I've got to do something. I cannot watch him openly any more and I don't know if I'll be able to strike up a real conversation with him and I now I'll go nuts if I don't do something about this situation. I can't stop.
I need him too much.
Exene always told me that I was too jealous, too possessive but I can't help it. It's just the way I am. But at least I know what to do now. I know it's wrong; I know it's black but I have to do it. All I have to do now is wait for the right Friday.
~***~
I've been pacing around all day and missed my cue more times than I care to remember. I'm sure Peter would have killed me if he had been forced to shoot another scene with me.
It doesn't exactly help that I'm pacing through my living room like a lunatic now, either. Today's Friday and I have everything I need. Except for one thing. There's one single thing I still need. So small a thing.
I rake my hand through my hair, biting back a bitter laugh. Sean's blood. That's all I need. His blood.
~***~
"Viggo!" I force my smile to remain relaxed as Orlando hugs me and drags me in.
"It's good to see you."
He takes my jacket and leads me inside, happily showing off what will be his home for the next three years. I zone out and nod only now and then. Orlando's babbling may be endearing but it is also quite tiring if you're the sole recipient of it.
But I gladly put up with it, even manage to smile from time to time. Sean will be here later. Today is my day. The only chance I am going to have in the next few months.
~***~
Oh my God! I can't believe that I am here, doing this. No, wait. That I am going to do this. I think I managed not to make a complete fool of myself when Sean suddenly asked me how I liked New Zealand so far. I'm talking to him. And I'm not stuttering yet either! Maybe there still is hope for me. I don't even know who else is at this party of Orlando's and frankly, I don't care. I'm way too occupied with Sean. And with what he's doing. Namely talking to me. I don't want to hurt him. But I have to.
Everything happens too fast, one second he's taking a step, the next he's rushing to the floor after I tripped him, glass of Brandy still in his hands. The glass shatters, broken pieces everywhere, some of them burying themselves in his hands. Would he ever forgive me if he knew?
Screams, Orlando screaming, someone taking Sean to the hospital and I stay behind, cradling a broken piece of glass as though it were the most precious thing in the world. Just a few drops. A few drops of Sean's blood are caught on the glass and I have to take it home while the others are still too preoccupied to notice what I am doing.
Tonight is the night and I finally have everything I need. Even Sean's blood.
I have been watching him for almost a month now and I know I'm starting to give him the creeps. He's always giving me these strange looks. Like he wants to say something but doesn't know how to put it.
I've got to do something. I cannot watch him openly any more and I don't know if I'll be able to strike up a real conversation with him and I now I'll go nuts if I don't do something about this situation. I can't stop.
I need him too much.
Exene always told me that I was too jealous, too possessive but I can't help it. It's just the way I am. But at least I know what to do now. I know it's wrong; I know it's black but I have to do it. All I have to do now is wait for the right Friday.
~***~
I've been pacing around all day and missed my cue more times than I care to remember. I'm sure Peter would have killed me if he had been forced to shoot another scene with me.
It doesn't exactly help that I'm pacing through my living room like a lunatic now, either. Today's Friday and I have everything I need. Except for one thing. There's one single thing I still need. So small a thing.
I rake my hand through my hair, biting back a bitter laugh. Sean's blood. That's all I need. His blood.
~***~
"Viggo!" I force my smile to remain relaxed as Orlando hugs me and drags me in.
"It's good to see you."
He takes my jacket and leads me inside, happily showing off what will be his home for the next three years. I zone out and nod only now and then. Orlando's babbling may be endearing but it is also quite tiring if you're the sole recipient of it.
But I gladly put up with it, even manage to smile from time to time. Sean will be here later. Today is my day. The only chance I am going to have in the next few months.
~***~
Oh my God! I can't believe that I am here, doing this. No, wait. That I am going to do this. I think I managed not to make a complete fool of myself when Sean suddenly asked me how I liked New Zealand so far. I'm talking to him. And I'm not stuttering yet either! Maybe there still is hope for me. I don't even know who else is at this party of Orlando's and frankly, I don't care. I'm way too occupied with Sean. And with what he's doing. Namely talking to me. I don't want to hurt him. But I have to.
Everything happens too fast, one second he's taking a step, the next he's rushing to the floor after I tripped him, glass of Brandy still in his hands. The glass shatters, broken pieces everywhere, some of them burying themselves in his hands. Would he ever forgive me if he knew?
Screams, Orlando screaming, someone taking Sean to the hospital and I stay behind, cradling a broken piece of glass as though it were the most precious thing in the world. Just a few drops. A few drops of Sean's blood are caught on the glass and I have to take it home while the others are still too preoccupied to notice what I am doing.
Tonight is the night and I finally have everything I need. Even Sean's blood.