starting again

TITLE: Starting Again pt 3
TYPE: RPHet
AUTHOR: Oliwiaroot@aol.com
RATING: NC17
PAIRING: EW/OFC DW/OFC OB/OFC DD/OFC
WARNING: None
DISCLAIMER: I do not know these people, I never have. This is just a figment of my imagination
BETA:
SUMMARY: Casey wanted to be rid of her old life in Britain and start again in USA with the guys. But could she.

When Casey got home, there was Old Bill in the garden, still looking proud but different somehow.
"I want to sit in the garden for a while and listen to some music, would you mind?" she said looking at Annie.
"It's your house, you can do what ever you like with who ever you like," she replied winking.
"I couldn't possibly do anything like that, I wouldn't know how," Casey blushed.
"You really mean it don't you," she said amazed. "When was the last time you had sex? You must be getting desperate by now."
"The last time! I've never done that at all." Casey said astonished, "Annie you are the worst sometimes."
"You've forgotten more than I realised," she replied.
"What do you mean?"
"Put it this way, you were up there with the best of them, when you saw someone that you really fancied, wild horses wouldn't stop you."
"You make me out to be a right slag."
"No, not a slag, definitely not, a tart having a good time and living life to the full." she corrected.
The days passed and Casey got stronger,
"What are you wearing tonight Casey?" Annie asked.
"I think I'll put the black number on, I think it'll look good with my new hairstyle."
"OOOO sexy!" she replied smirking, "Everyone is looking forward to seeing you again, and Peter's done a great job with the film, you'll be pleased, what time is the limo getting here?"
"About 7.30, I'm not sure how I'm going to take riding in a vehicle again, I'll be okay I suppose," Casey sighed
"You'll be fine, I'll be with you all the way." Annie said hugging her.

The lights were strong, the crowd was noisy, but the atmosphere was exhilerating. Everyone was hugging Casey, kissing her and the film was excellent.
"Someone wants to say hello!" Annie said nodding to the direction behind Casey, she turned to see a nice looking man coming towards her.
"Hi, how ya doin'?" he said.
"Fine thanks, and you?" Casey replied.
He looked at Annie a bit confused, "Do you remember me?"
"Um sorry no I don't, do I know you, well I know you from the film, but do I know you by some other fashion?"
"We use to be a couple," David said.
"We did!" she spluttered into her drink, she looked at Annie and she nodded.
"Oh god, sorry but I don't remember," she could see the hurt in his eyes as he tried to make out it didn't matter,
'How many more have I been with, how many other men have I 'COUPLED' with, then she remembered something Annie said, 'you were up there with the best of them', no wonder everyone's been so forward with me, I thought they were being friendly and making me part of the group,'
"Well it's been nice meeting you again, but I must be going home now, maybe I'll see you again sometime." Casey said politely and walked in the direction of the restroom. Casey sat on the chair with her head in her hands.
"Are you ok?" a voice said, she looked up and saw Miranda.
"It's getting a bit much in there, I thought I could handle it, I thought I was ready, but I was wrong," she poured out.
"It hasn't been long since the accident has it and I bet you're starting to remember a few things."
"No, I'm not, that's the problem, people are telling me things I've done that I wouldn't dream of doing now, I think I need to go home." she stood up, gave Miranda a hug, "Thanks for listening."
"Anytime love." she replied.
Annie said she'd go home with Orlando and Casey called for the limo. she left quietly and was driven home.

Casey changed into jeans and jumper, took the keys to Old Bill and went to the barn.
She stood and stared at the truck like it was some alien just arrived on earth and they were assessing the danger of each other, she strode slowly but purposely over to it, walking around it, taking in every detail, then climbed in and sat behind the wheel.
"BANG!" Casey closed her eyes,"Go away and leave me alone, (flashbacks) God I needed this man inside me, BANG! those big blue eyes, BANG! I love you David, Go away and leave me alone, BANG! I need you so much Elijah, BANG! the tree , I'm going to hit it, leave me alone, I love you, David, Elijah, BANG! BANG! BANG!"
she opened her eyes, took a big long intake of breath and started the engine, she could do this, she crunched it into gear and slowly drove the truck down the drive, stopping half way, looking ahead all she could see was two faces in front of her vision, David, go away and leave me alone, Elijah, god I need you so much, then the tears started and wouldn't stopped, it was all coming back to her now, she rolled forward and left the gateway, at least she hadn't forgotten how to drive, the open road was ahead of her and she pushed Old Bill on.

Casey returned home a few hours later to find the lights on, people everywhere and the music blaring loudly. Annie came running over.
"Are you ok now?" she asked.
"Yeah, I know what I'm doing now, did Elijah come back with you?"
"He did, but he didn't come alone."
"So is he going serious with anyone at the moment?" Casey asked.
"No, he's not going with anyone."
she looked at her and smiled, "he is now." Casey winked.
Annies mouth fell open, then she jumped into the air and clapped her hands.
"Go get him girl!"
Casey climbed out of Old Bill, took a deep breath and walked into the house, she found him in the kitchen, talking to Orlando, he had some girl draping herself over him like a drawn curtain, they all looked at Casey, she walked towards him.
"I don't know babe, what are yoke? ke? I go out for a while and I come back to find one of your fans holding you up." she looked at her, "If you wouldn't mind letting go of my other half, I'd like him back." Casey looked him straight in the eyes, "after all I recall saying not so long ago, 'look after the key, I love you." He let go of the girl so quick she staggered backwards almost falling over and grabbed Casey, and pulled her in for the most amazing kiss ever.
"What the hell happened?" Orlando asked Annie.
"I think driving Old Bill has brought it all back to her." She said and then turning to the girl,
"Single men are that way," pointing towards the living room, "this is the couples lounge,"
The girl blushed and left.
"Would you leave cattcatty remarks to Casey from now on, it doesn't suit you." Orlando said.
"Take me now!" Casey whispered into Elijahs ear, he went to walk towards her bedroom,
"No, not there, in Old Bill, I want you to chase all the nightmares and bad memories away, I want to love you in that bed where we very first made love, I want to make us so strong within each other that nothing will come beween us ever again."
He slipped an arm round her waist and led her to the barn.
It was quiet and dark and the only light that was on was a small cab light.
They stood looking at each other, the atmosphere was electrifying, he kissed her gently, she wanted more, so much more but he purposely denied her it.
"Easy girl, we're going to take it long and slow, we've got all night."
"I'm not going to last all night," she panted.
"Wanna bet, I want you begging for me, needing me, wanting me and I'm going to make you wait, just like you have done to me and then, and only when I can't wait any longer, I will take you and make you mine , forever."
she groaned, then said," Do what you want loverboy, but I warn you, I get dangerous if I'm kept waiting to long."
He raised an eyebrow and smiled, "Sounds interesting." he smirked. He lifted her jumper over her head but kept her arms in the sleeves above her head and held her there, kissing her lips, nose, cheeks, neck, it was so erotic, so full of tease and yet so full of promise at the same time. He released her arms, she went to undo his shirt, he caught her hands.
"No you don't!" he demanded.
He kissed her long and slow, exploring her mouth with his tongue, she bit his bottom lip.
"Ouch! you little vixon, you'll pay for that." He said checking his lip for blood.
"I told you I get dangerous if I'm kept waiting to long." she replied cheekily.
"Looks like we got a battle on our hands!"
"I don't beg for no-one," Casey whispered in his ear, nibbling it, kissing it and running her tongue around it, he started groaning then froze.
"What's wrong?" she asked as she stopped.
He grabbed her arms, "Fooled you."
"You swine!"
"You are going to beg for me, especially if you want what I know you want."
"The thing is you want it too, don't you babe?" she said grabbing his arousal through his jeans with her one free hand. He started to move against her and she kissed him, exploring his mouth, he tried to nip her lip, but she was fully aware of what he was trying to do.
"You'll have to be quicker than that babe." she mumbled in his ear, nibbling it, holding him at the point of no return, while he was there she flicked his button, let his zip down and grabbed him, then started stroking him, moving her fingers, using his pre-come to make her hands slip over over him. He was putty in her hands, beg indeed she thought, I'll show him. she moved slowly down his chest, playing with his nipples, teasing them with her tongue, she moved down more and took the whole of him to the back of her throat in one go, he threw his head back and held her head, moving in and out, she relaxed her throat to allow him a bit more leverage space.
"Oh god, I can't hold on much longer, I'm going to explode, please stop."
"Pardon!" Casey teased, then sucking again.
"If you.... don't....stop...I'll!" to late, he shuddered and her mouth was full of the sweetest juice a woman could want.
She made her way up his body and met him face to face, eyes to eyes.
"Who's gonna beg?" she whispered in his ear, followed by a little giggle. she looked at him.
"Round one to you!" he said, then he pushed her backwards and she fell on the bed and he landed on top of her.
Do I retaliate or do I not, she thought, hell no I don't. Let him do what he wants.
she stays there, he's running his tongue along that streak in her neck, making her move her body beneath him, his kiss so gentle, his tongue is urging her to permit him entry, she opens, one of her hands is on the back of his neck the other gently running the length of his back with her nails, he lets out a small growl and shivers.
"You always know how to melt me." he whispers
"Love she she said moving her leg.
"Oh I will, but not yet, first I want to taste you, to remind myself of every bit of you."
He starts to move down, sucking, licking, teasing her nipples, then moving down her stomach to her navel, Casey arches her back and he moves further down. she moans.
BANG! Casey jumps, her vision is filled with the truck flipping over and hitting the tree.
"NO!" she shout, Elijah stops and looks.
"What's wrong?" he says.
she moves away from his grasp, fold her legs to her chest and buries her head in her knees.
"What's wrong?" he repeats as he touches her arm.
BANG! she jumps again, the truck flips again and again and again like a stuck record. BANG!.she sees Elijah, his arms outstretched open wide, beckoning her.
"It's ok." she hears a distant voice. "I'm here."
Casey lifts her head and looked at Elijahs concerned face through red tear strained eyes.
she moves into his arms and hugs him tight.
"It's ok." he says holding her as she wept.
He held her until she had no more tears left and then they laid under the quilt together, just hugging and ordsords were spoken for a long time.
Casey drifted off into a troubled sleep, visions of David, Elijah and Old Bill running through her head, often she would wake with a start and then she would feel someone stroking her cheek, her hair and hugging her and she would drift off into another troubled dream.
She woke and look around trying to get her bearings, Elijah laid next to her.
"Have you awake all night." she asked him.
He nodded "just getting you through your nighmares."
she leant to him and kissed him.
He responded by putting his arms around her and Casey moved on top, she brought her knees up to straddle him and moved in a sensual way, waking his arousal, they moved against each other, she shifted a little and he entered.
"Clever!" he said in a hoarse voice, they move together, her body responding to the feeling of him moving within her, occassionally she would jump, but she ignored the flashbacks.
"Are you ok?" Elijah asked.
"Shut up and keep going!" Casey said abruptly. "Sorry babe, please don't stop, I want to love you, I want you to love me, I need this, I need you," she lowered her head and kissed him with urgency.
He rammed her hard and she arched her back, Casey rode him like there was no tomorrow, chasing all her fears, all her nightmaresy uny until there was only love left.
He shuddered, arched his back pushing himself deeper, he came filling her which in turn made her lurch forward, she bit his neck to stop herself screaming and the nightmares were gone.