Such is life

What is it Dom wants so badly? Read and you will get the answer. :P

Disclaimer: Not true! If it was I’d want front row seats for this chapter!!!!!

Author’s notes: I could’ve stopped the whole fic after this chap, but I don’t feel like letting go yet and so there’ll be a 25th chapter as well. There were just some parts I couldn’t put into this one, but I felt I needed to say them. See you next time then!!!


24. All I want is...

Dom was nervous. Too fucking nervous and he was sweating like nothing good. It had cost him all of his willpower to go to Billy’s in the morning, but he had to get over and done with it before he made up his mind again and left. “I’ve come to tell you about my decision,” Dom said to Billy, surprised how easily the words came out.

Dom kept his eyes glued to Billy’s, the familiar gaze helping him to relax somewhat. It would all work out in the end, Dom was sure of that.

“Um...and what is your decision then?” Billy asked weakly, fearing Dom’s answer. He started backing away into the house when Dom began to walk towards him until Billy hit the wall of the hallway with his back.

Dom came to stand in front of Billy, examining his friend’s face closely with his grey eyes framed by black lashes. How could he have been blind to the beauty of the world so long, Dom asked himself as he finally pushed through the blueish grey veil that had been covering his thoughts for such a long time. Slowly he lifted his hands and put them onto Billy’s face, caressing the stubly skin of Billy’s jaw softly.

Billy opened his mouth as if to speak, but Dom silenced him by putting his index-finger onto Billy’s soft lips. “Ssshh...” he breathed. “Let me...” Dom smiled reassuringly at the confused look in Billy’s eyes and brought his hand down to Billy’s, clasping it firmly. “You have such delicate small hands,” he whispered, letting his thumb brush over Billy’s knuckles. “I never realised that...”

“Dominic?” Billy asked, the fear still showing in his green hands and Dom flinched.

“I don’t like it when you call me like that...” Dom mumbled, squeezing Billy’s hand one last time before he lifted his eyes to Billy’s level again. “As I said I’ve made up my mind,” Dom said, pausing a little before he continued to speak. “And I’ve decided that I want to be your Dommie again...”

Dom’s voice sounded hoarse as he was still beyond nervous, but he gathered all of his courage and lifted his head a little to let his lips brush over Billy’s in a tender caress. Dom pulled back and looked at Billy from tear-filled eyes. “I’m sick of being Dominic and I’m even more sick of being alone. All I want is to be your Dominic again...” Dom mumbled, anger showing in his words and when he now brought his lips to Billy’s again the kiss was more aggressive, rather a claim than a caress.

Billy moaned against Dom’s lips as he finally got what he had been dreaming of for so long, but still he pushed Dom away with all of his willpower, doubt still nagging at a little corner of his mind. “Are you sure, Dominic?” he asked quietly. “What is love if friendship is already a soul shared by two bodies?” Billy was shivering, praying for Dom to know the right answer.

All Billy had ever wanted was being presented to him on a silver-plate and all he had to do was reach out and take it, but Billy knew he would have to turn it down if Dom’s answer was wrong to protect his heart from being broken once again.

“This is love,” Dom replied softly and pressed his lips firmly against Billy’s. “The yearning to unite what has been separated, wanting that two becomes one...” Dom pressed Billy against the wall with his body-weight and this time when he kissed Billy tenderly the other man didn’t push him back. “I love you,” Dom breathed between kisses. “Say it!” He begged Billy. “Say that I’m your Dommie again!”

Billy moaned against Dom’s soft lips, finding the mixture of chewing gum and Dom totally addictive. “Dommie,” he whispered over and over again. “My Dommie.” His arms wrapped automatically around Dom’s neck pulling him closer to deepen their kiss and Billy parted his lips to taste Dom’s soft tongue for the first time of his life.

Dom’s heart was dancing with joy when he heard Billy say the affectionate pet name and he groaned at the sound of it, exploring Billy’s mouth with tender strokes of his tongue.

Billy and Dom were standing in the hallway for a long time, kissing, tasting and exploring for what seemed like forever, but they didn’t care as time seemed to have halted for them. Their kisses were slowly growing more passionate, feverish and muffled groans were filling the air.

“Dommie...” Billy panted after pulling back just enough to speak. “Make me yours...” he whispered hoarsely, his lips swollen from kissing as he started to steer Dom into the direction of his bedroom.

Dom laughed throatily as he fell backwards onto the bed, his beloved Scotsman landing on him. Dom cupped Billy’s ass through his faded jeans, starting to knead the firm muscles tenderly and opened his legs a little wider to allow their erections to meet through the cloth of their jeans.

Billy threw his head back with a moan at the unexpected sensation. “Want you...” he whimpered, starting to nibble at Dom’s throat. “Need you so badly...”

“Then have me...” Dom offered, squeezing Billy’s ass. “I’m yours...” he breathed, surprised when Billy rolled off him and looked at him thoughtfully. “What’s wrong?” Dom asked carefully. “Did I do something wrong?”

Billy shook his head. “No,” he replied firmly. “I want you to take control,” he explained and slowly lay himself flat on his back. “Make me yours...”

Dom’s face grew pale when he understood what Billy meant. Slowly he closed his eyes. “No, I can’t...I...” Dom didn’t want to be in charge. As much as he loved the other man, but he didn’t want to see Billy in this weaker position. “No,” he repeated, this time more firmly. “I’m a natural sub, a fucking doormat, I can’t just...”

“Never topped before?” Billy asked affectionately, but determined to do this his way. “Then it is time!” With a carnal smile on his face he let his right hand trail down his body, finally cupping his crotch. He moaned softly as his fingers started to caress his rock hard bulge. “As I said you have to learn to take control over your life. All this can be yours if you just take it...”

Dom was trembling with fear when he realised that there was no acceptable option, his face growing even more pale than before. Billy wanted him to take him and Dom would do it if it just made Billy stay with him. With unsure movements he crawled to Billy, lying down next to the other man and kissed Billy. This time Billy answered the kiss more than that he controlled Dom’s movements, making Dom dominate the kiss completely.

Dom frowned. It was strange to see Billy so submissive, giving himself totally to Dom. He pulled back and with trembling hands started to undo the buttons of Billy’s shirt, letting his warm hands trail over Billy’s chest. Looking deeply into Billy’s eyes as if he wanted to ask permission to touch, Dom bent down to caress tenderly Billy’s nipples with his lips and tongue.

Billy closed his eyes, taking in a shivering breath, a disappointed groan coming from his lips when Dom suddenly pulled back.

“Say something, Billy,” he whispered. “This feels so strange. I don’t know what to do...”

“It’s alright,” Billy breathed. “It was totally perfect the way you did it...” he said and opened his heavy lidded eyes gleaming with desire. “Do whatever you would like yourself...”

Dom nodded, hesitantly lying down in the opened V of Billy’s legs he lowered his head to tenderly trace Billy’s navel with his tongue. As much as Dom was nervous the thought of having sprawled on the bed in front of him was exciting Dom and his jeans were starting to feel more and more uncomfortably tight. His hand reached out to undo the fly of Billy’s jeans as Dom’s lips and tongue were drawing lazy patterns on the sensitive area under Billy’s navel.

“Dommie...” Billy gasped, arching his back when Dom finally freed him from his jeans, licking his way up Billy’s hard cock. “Hurry up, I need you...”

Dom’s whole body was trembling when he drew back to kiss Billy. He was already addicted by the other man’s taste, his very blood craving for it.

“You’re not nearly naked enough!” Billy complained, pulling at Dom’s shirt and Dom leant back, relieved that Billy took over control for a few moments as he stripped Dom of his clothes.

“Lemme see what you hide underneath your clothes,” Billy said as he pulled Dom’s shirt over his friend’s head. Tenderly he kissed Dom’s collarbone. “You’re so thin, so frail,” he whispered. “I’m afraid to hurt you if I touch you too hard...” The thoughtful expression on Billy’s face vanished as suddenly as it had come when his fingers moved towards Dom’s waist, tracing the area around Dom’s navel with his fingers, playing with the button of Dom’s jeans. “You’re wearing sexy underwear?” he teased Dom with a wolfish grin on his face and now even Dom had to laugh, his body shaking uncontrollably.

“No,” he smirked. “Just ordinary cheap boxers, three for the prize of one...”

Billy grimaced, pulling his fingers away from Dom as if he had burned them. “Then you may keep them,” he said playfully. Billy continued undoing Dom’s pants, his eyebrows finally shooting up. “Jesus, Dom!” he exclaimed. “I thought you were joking!”

Dom smiled warmly. “Only the very best for you, Bill.”

Moments later both of them were completely naked, staring at each other in wonder. “How did it come to this?” Dom breathed, amazement showing in his voice.

“Does it matter?” Billy sighed, breath catching in his throat when he pulled Dom tightly against his chest. “There’s some work you left unfinished,” he said quietly, grasping Dom’s hand and bringing it to lay on his ass. “Take control, Dommie. Make me yours...”

Dom opened his mouth as if to say something, but closed it again, hugging Billy closer. “Are you sure?” he asked shakily, tracing the curved line of Billy’s lips with his thumb. “I mean I’m practically a virgin in this respect. I have no idea what I’m doing and...” Dom took Billy’s face into his hands, losing himself in the depth s of the other man’s green eyes. “I don’t want to hurt you.”

Billy lifted his head slightly, brushing his lips over Dom’s. “I’ve never been that sure about anything else in my life before.” He reached out to the little desk next to his bed, producing lube and a condom from a drawer, handing both to Dom. “Here. Use them on me.”

Billy moaned deeply when Dom entered him first with one and then with two fingers, sliding them in and out of Billy’s body until Billy was writhing in front of him, unintelligible syllables mixed with whimpers coming from his lips.

Moments later Dom was with him, sliding slowly into Billy, all the time fearing that he might pass out, cause his brain felt as if it was overloaded with pleasure. It didn’t take long and the world exploded in a sea of dazzling white light and all Dom could do was cling to Billy’s shoulders to not drown in it.


Tbc...

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