Allassa and Haldir
You will not take her
Finally he is out in forest,Allassa let him go out to warm his skin on sun and its so strange to be out again after all days spent in cold and dark of cave.He can feel Allassa every move even when she is not near him....
She silently walk behind his back with two dead rabbits in her hand, she shifted this morning and was in wood hunting.
Allasa:"Mate..." She bows her head at him, nuzzling her cheek into his, breathing in his smell. "Here you are. I got fresh meat, better than that shit Glorfindel is providing us with..." She tosses rabbits to his legs.He took rabbits from the ground nuzzling back her cheek.
Haldir:"You have hunted them down like wolf,thank you ..."
Allassa:"I needed to relieve stress you gave me through bond about being caged and shifting helps it a lot." She sits before him, looking at him. "Are your mind more peaceful now, when you are out of that cave?"
Haldir:"I am sorry for letting all to you I must learn how to keep my feelings to myself, I feel better She shakes her head.
Allassa:"Actually it was me, who taken those feelings at myself to enlighten you. You have been better from day to day with controlling it. I think it wont be long and we can go back. Just need to test against others to see if you could take it."
Haldir:"Well we shall see that when Glorfindel come back again. I wonder how will Locien react on me and I to him?"
Allassa:"Well, I wonder too, I can feel it in him, but I don´t react to it, just recognize it as like fellow of mine." She shrugs her shoulders.
Haldir:"I'll skin off rabbits, so we can eat them." He take off knife from his belt and start to remove skin from them. "That is all you feel when you are close to him?"
Haldir:"I am just curious that is all you don't have to be alarmed I can feel that you're annoyed by my question" He looks at her then back at rabbit in his hand. "Can you start fire?"
Allassa:"Not annoyed, I was waiting another jealous fit actually." She stand up, preparing fireplace, lifting a fire after she is done, blowing into it so it can grow. "There, let it for few minutes and it will be okay."
Haldir:"O I am jealous just I keep it inside of me" He gives her cleaned up and ready for roasting a rabbit,then he start to remove skin from second one.
Allassa:"You are getting better at this, yes, I did not feel that" She prepare rabbit and give it above of fire. "Looks like you can shield against me, but I can´t against you, not that well as you." She scratches her neck, where is fading mark he did to her few days ago. "It is like this, I just can´t heal it with darkness because you did it to me as my mate."
Haldir:"I didn't know that you cant heal then remind me next time to not bite you. Here this one is ready too. I must learn everything what can I do with you and what not."
Allassa:"Oh please, you are proud that you marked me there, I felt it when you saw it form after you did it." She smirks at him. "And I can´t probably heal it because it is from my mate. I am speaking theoretically, I am not sure why is that or why it isn't. Where are wizards when you need them..."
Haldir:"That means that I can kill you and you cant heal yourself I don't like that" He sit next to her hugging her. "I love you" He kiss her jaw line.
Allassa:"I didn't think about it like this, that you can kill me..." She leans to his hug, cuddling to him. It is questionable, if you even could get yourself to kill me." She looks at him bewildered. "Why would you want to kill me, anyway??"
Haldir:"I don't wanna to kill you even when I was out of control I never wanted to hurt you but still I don't like to see you so powerless against me you never know what can come upon us" He continue to cuddle her face.
Allassa:"You know I can still fight you until you make me obey and submit to you, we tried that.. many times" She smirks. "It is... good feeling to look up at you like that, that you have some power over me. I thought I will be frustrated, when some male comes and make me obey, but it is different, I am happy to obey you in this."
Haldir:"And I am happy to have you completely when will be that rabbit ready or shall I eat that pretty neck of yours"
Allassa:"Just wait a little longer, it will be in few minutes, if you don't want to eat it half raw..." She pats his hand lightly. "Be patient mate."Haldir:"I cant be patient I am hungry" He kiss her neck going up to her lips. "And your smell and your presence only make me feel even more hunger"
Allassa:"If it would possible I shall tell you are in heat, because it seems like that for last days." She kisses him back. "But you can´t be, you are male. Haldir!" She squeal when he takes her down and attacks her neck again, shivering when he growl at her. "Rabbits should be good now, I thought you are hungry like hungry, satisfy at least that hunger before they burn down"
Haldir:"Yes I am hungry" He growl at her again,taking food from her. "Here you go take this other rabbit and turn yourself at me"
She looks at him curiously, but do what he told her, blowing at meat so it cools, before she start eating it.
Allassa:"Totally better than that dry meat Glorfindel gave us few days ago."
Haldir:"Don't touch rabbit let me feed you" He cut part of meat to feed her. "They are so good you catch young rabbits"
She takes meet from him, chewing it.
Allassa:"That is practice for ten years now, you know. I was hopeless when I hunted for first few times."
She is soothed with her mate feeding her.
Haldir:"Well as you can see you are now great hunter" He was pleased to see her happy,but his eyes turned yellow. "Don't move someone is coming stay by the fire I am going to climb the tree to see who is it" He left her fast.
She stays hidden by fire, patiently waiting for him, prepare to run back to hide or to help him, her eyes still blue and she takes all her darkness back to her, secure it within her mental shield.
Then horse without rider run toward her from the road and she recognize to whom horse belong and finally she saw them coming together fighting on elvish it was Glorfindel.
Allassa:"Oh Valar, what is it this time?" She stops horse, jumping before it and taking reins, calming it, when it goes on rampage. "Pssshhh.... good boy... good boy..." She pats side of his neck, looking at two elves coming to her. "You don´t look happy, any of you, what happened? Oh, hi Glorfindel" She smile at him.
Glorfindel:"Its his fault he attacked me like wild animal"
Haldir:"Me he was with hood on his head like bandit" He hissed on Glorfindel.
Allassa:"Stop it, both of you! Haldir, go back to cave, now. Don´t you dare to growl at me" She point at him, then at cave. "Go back, now, I need to speak with Glorfindel alone. And you" She turns on other warrior. "come with me." She starts walking away from them. Haldir went to cave angry looking back to them mumbling and cursing on elvish.
She waits till Glorfindel comes to her, walking next his side.Glorfindel:"When I look at you I have bad feeling. What is it, Allassa? Why is he still behaving like this? You told me he controls himself, but it doesn´t look like that to me."
Allassa:"To tell you truth? I have no idea what is happening."
Glorfindel:"You are kidding me right? You have this darkness in you too, you should know, for Valar!"
Allassa:"Stop shouting at me, it isn´t helping. His darkness is more raw, he is controlling it, yes, but you saw yourself, he is relying on it too much. I was always opposing it, he just.. embraced it. And I have no idea why he is so animistic, I just don´t know. I can feel his rage even now, when I have my darkness at hold from him." She sighs.
Glorfindel:"Then what should we do, we can´t let him go to Lorien like this, look how he attacked me even by first sight. And I see I was not first" He trails fingers on mark on her neck.
Allassa:"That was in different situation completely and it was pleasurable." She looks at him, then turning around and walking back to cave. "I just.. this his behavior is affecting mine too, when I let my shields down. And I need to have them down around him, to help him. Maybe he needs more time to overcome this. Let him be here for another week, we will see then." Glorfindel nods, following her silently, both looking at Haldir, who pace nervously near caves exit.
Glorfindel:"You should try to soothe him with darkness, he does not look happy."
Allassa:"I wont, I am keeping my darkness in me, I want to see his reaction without my interfering."
Haldir:"Finally why are you here? Did you saw my brothers?" He look at Glorfindel.
Glorfindel:"I come to check on you, of course, that is what friends do, you know." Allassa kicks his leg "Ouch....yes, I saw them, they are all wondering when you will return. And I mean by all, even your elves are wondering about their march warden." Allassa goes around them, to forest.
Allassa:"Don't try to kill each other, I am going to stop that fire and getting food back." She calls to them, letting them alone. Haldir look at him slowly calming down.
Haldir:"I am sorry for attacking you alright what you want me to do kneel and beg for forgiveness?"
Glorfindel:"What? I would never do to you something like that. I just want you to be like you were, to be you again." Glorfindel turns his head to direction from where is Allassa returning to them, following her every step with his gaze. "I just need Haldir, who I knew, I am not sure I like this one, who you become. You are even darker than her. And just between the two of us, Haldir..." He looks at him and back to elleth(female) nearing them. "Galadriel told me to take her away from you, if I see, that you are turning her to bad side and you get to isolation."
Haldir:"What? You cant be serious,I cant be without her not anymore if she do that I ...." He stops talking when Allassa come to them.
Glorfindel:"I had no choice in this, Haldir."
Allassa:"Choice in what?"
Glorfindel:"Nothing you need to know, kitten. Is that roasted rabbit? Its been weeks till I had one." She gives him one leg and he start eating it, she goes to Haldir, placing one hand on his arm as she goes next to him to cave. "You okay?"
Haldir:"Yes I am fine you have nothing to worry about I was just making peace with him" He close himself so she cant feel what is relay going on.
Allassa:"If you say so.. I will be right back, I need to get those inside.." She kiss his cheek, getting inside of cave.
He goes back to Glorfindel.
Haldir:"Did she said anything more is she angry at me what others know do they know truth?"
Glorfindel:"Galdariel isn't angry at you. She is worried. And others don't know anything about your current condition, they think you are away at some quest with Allassa. Haldir, what I said before.." He takes hold on his shoulder, looking him into eyes. "I promised Lady of Light, I can¨t go back on my words. If I see you don't have this under control and it is affecting Allassa too... I will take her away even with army if I must. Galadriel don't want battle another dark lord and lady than we have now, that crazy woman in Mordor is enough. Galadriel has plan, if it goes bad, she can put you to sleep until we reason with Mordor. And before you say anything, I don't know what she will do with kitten then."
He look at ground thinking fast then at him.
Haldir:"Why she don't let me to face that woman again? Maybe I can take her down and she can put Allassa to sleep because she will never agree to let me go alone and if I kill her our win if I die one less problem for all of you"
Glorfindel:"Haldir, you don't see one thing here. You are more dangerous than Allassa. Remember, she was more than hundred year in Saurons grasp and never once fall down. It is not about that Galadriel is afraid that her darkness overpower you. She is afraid you overpower her and she is half maia, you see that still in her, for Valar sake." He shouts, then looks back at cave, when he don't see Allassa, he continue with normal voice. "Yes, we can take you to that women, we will, but when you have control over this. You can say you have, but you don't. Even your mate doesn't know what to do with you, Haldir."
Haldir:"Wait what she said that? Don't shout at me like I don't know what I am talking about, I never wanted to be out of control you think that like this that I enjoy in this you think that is easy to feel like wild animal ha?"
Glorfindel:"Haldir..." He points at him. "your eyes. See what I am trying to tell you? I don't think you wanted this and you will be never in this shit, if you just never fall for Allassa and destroyed everything for your lust for her! Even when this is about you, it is still about her too, you have darkness in you because someone want to control her again! I am telling this to you as friend, Haldir, nothing of this will happen if you didn't try to purchase her. I know, you will not be happy like you are with her now. But you would not be like animalistic humanoid. I can see, why you love her, she is totally different from ellith(females) we are used to. But I just don't see that she is worth all this suffering." He turns back, to see Allassa in entrance, silently watching them. "I am sorry kitten, but it is true. Nothing of this will not happen if two of you didn't fall in love."
"Don't you dare say that I am warning you" He close his eyes hard to bring them back in blue. "You know that war is part of our life and sooner or later that woman would attack us with or without Allassa. And if you care for Luthien go and comfort her youre good at that"
Allassa:"Haldir... " Allassa look at him. "No one was speaking about her. Why are you mentioning her every time it is problem like this?"
Glorfindel:"So you noticed this too." She nods at him, walking to his side oppose Allassa:"Glorfindel, I want truth. What are your orders about us?" She is still looking at her mate.
Glorfindel:"To take you away, when I see he is not controlling himself like he should."
Allassa:"Did Galadriel thought about what he can do when you make us go apart? What then? Glorfindel, I am asking you something..." He looks at her. "You have to kill me, don¨t you?"
Glorfindel:"No. Not that."
Haldir:"Yes you are when you say that I destroy everything in that everything you speak about her. I cant control myself when you constantly ..." He fall on his kneels holding his head.
Allassa:"Haldir!" She wants to run to him, but Glorfindel takes her, to his side, holding her.
Glorfindel:"Sorry kitten, but I am not sure it is safe."
Allassa:"Just let me go to him, to see what is wrong... Haldir, what is wrong? Haldir..." Glorfindel drags her a little away from kneeling elf.
Glorfindel:"Ssssh, calm yourself, Allassa, your panic and fighting can make it only worse and no I am not letting you go. Don't make me to hurt you, kitten."
Halldir grab Glorfindel by his hand.
Haldir:"I am fine its over" He looked at him his eyes were blue again.
He slowly let Allassa go to Haldir, eyeing them.
Allassa:"You were testing him?" Glorfindel nods.
Glorfindel:"I am linked to Galadriel now, she withnessed everything, telling me what to do. Haldir did good, yes. But what I said about taking you two apart, that was all true."
Haldir:"Then you better tell her to rise elven army up because it isnt you that made me go crazy" He stand up looking at Glorfindel.
Glorfindel:"Elven army? Why? What happened, I don´t understand. Kitten?" Allassa shakes her head
Allassa:"I am not checking on him with darkness from time you came, and he is shielding from our bond, so I have no idea whats going on."
Haldir:"You remember Glorfindel every time you come I go crazy and I attack you well that isn't because of you she was in forest and she use you as shield against me now I feel her stronger then ever and I saw her plans she want to destroy Rivendell" He grabbed Allassa by her hand showing her what he saw.
She looks horified, quickly leting go of his hand, like she burned herself.
Allassa:"Thats... terrible, I don´t want to see more!" She backs from him. "What will we do?"
Haldir:"All of this anger I feel is from her,she try to overpower me and use you" He point at Glorfindel. "To distract me and you are good shield horny shield,let us go I know where she was I will show you both" He turned on his bond with his mate.
She looks at him questionably, when she feel pull on bond.
Allassa:"I am not sure this is reasonable to go after her."
Glorfindel:"And you will let him go to her alone?"
Allassa:"Of course not. Come on..." She walks after Haldir. "When did you get horny, for Valar?"
Glorfindel:"I cant help it around you. Even when you restored your elf side, it is still appealing to me. Galadriel told me, that you are like this to every man who have some power. And I am not even speaking of time when you were maia... it is only worse."
Allassa:"I heard that my father was like tihs too, I have it probably from him. Haldir, wait for us, you are going too fast!"
Haldir:"Come on why you are so slow she is no longer in forest I can only show you spot where she was with some men"
Allassa and Glorfindel looks at each other, shrugging their shoulders, following him silently.
Allassa:"I just hope this is not some trap..." She mumbles to golden haired warrior.
Haldir:"I can still hear you and its not I cant feel her any more she rally give me big shock back there He stands still looking around. "This way he lead them deeper in forest" He points at spot near big oak tree. "She was here"
Allassa:"What in Mordor was she doing here?" Allassa goes around them to spot he is pointing at. "I don´t see anything specific..." She let her barrier fall, searching with her darkness. "There are prints of another dark presence... but not something concrete."
Glorfindel:"Maybe she was trying to take him or make him kill me he is unstable like hornet nest"
Haldir:"Will you stop you tell me that I am like animal when you normal cant control yourself"
She rolls her eyes at them,shaking hair.
Allassa:"Oh Eru, give me strenght to not kill them when they are like this..." she mumbles, titling her head to side, when she senses something deeper in woods, going towards it, letting them argue.
Haldir:"Shut up Glorfindel I feel something trough my mate" He left him following Allassa.
She walks quickly to source of pulling in her.
Allassa:"What do we have here?" She mumbles, getting down, looking into grass, where is big hole. "There was something sacred... " She looks over her shoulder to her mate. "She took something from here, it is like when we first met her. Look at it, Haldir."
Haldir:"What in the Mordor they taking from ground what ever it is I can still feel its power and this is bigger hole then that first we saw..." He goes closer to hole in ground touching the ground. "Its still hot and that smell oh Eru mighty" He turns his head from vapors that comes from ground.
Allassa:"Mordor smell..." She spits, getting up.
Glorfindel:"You are right, it smells like something from there. I don´t like it. We need to end that woman soon."
Haldir:"Why she make this stupid holes I didn't saw what she take out of it maybe if I focus harder I can see what she saw."
Glorfindel:"That sounds like bad idea."
Allassa:"I just only support Glorfindel in this, it is bad idea, Haldir. You should not use your darkness like this."
Haldir:"Then how we shall know what she is up to don't you trust me?"
Allassa:"I dont trust that darkness in you, even if we are bond by it." She crosses her hands on her chest. "You are using it too much, Haldir"
Haldir:"Fine I will let it go so what shall we do then nothing just wait for her to kill us?"
She rolls her eyes.
Allassa:"Glorfindel, be that good and ride for instruction from Galadriel. I will expect you to return tomorrow. And you" She turns to Haldir. "Make what you want, I dont care about it. I am definitely not going to be killed by some imposter woman who tries to play my father." She takes Glorfindel by arm, drag him back to cave to his horse, so he can ride away.
Glorfindel:"You are really pissed there kitten, I can hear you hissing like angry cougar."
Allassa:"More like really pissed warg or wolf. And control your urges, even when I have not darkness activated I can tell by your look what does it to you. Stupid horny elf..." Glorfindel just laughs
Haldir just follow them silent not saying a word
She walks Glorfindel to his horse, waiting till he get up in saddle, taking reins..
Glorfindel:"I will be back tomorrow with instructions from Galadriel. Just don´t kill each other until then please." She smacks his leg and he laughs. "Haldir.." He nods at him. "Kitten" He smirks at her and when she try to smack him again, ride away. "I will see you tomorrow evening." He rode fast away
Allassa:"Stupid horny elf!" She huffs.
Haldir:"Now what shall we do go back or sleep in forest?"
Allassa:"You decide, I don´t mind each of it, I am fine with both." She turns to him.
Haldir:" How will you like to sleep up there? He points on big tree near them. "It have big treetop we can sleep there like in bed?"
Allassa:"That sounds nice, yes, we can do that." She nods to him, going to tree. "You coming or want to watch my ass from ground?" She smirks at him.
Haldir:"I am not watching your ass you're horny as Glorfindel" He starts to climb up the tree.
Allassa:"I am not sure who was making love to me nearly all last week to satisfy his "hunger". And you call me horny?" She climbs after him.
Haldir:"You didn't have to say yes you could say go away you filthy animal or you could chain me" He lead her deep into treetop. "This looks like good spot for sleeping its like elven bed but ....." He sits down.
Allassa:"And you surely would let me do that." She rolls her eyes, siting next to him. "And remember I was taking up your darkness, so it was my need too." She looks at him. "I still can sense it now, don't provoke me, you are doing this on purpose!" She pokes him in ribs.
Haldir:"I must obey you I still feel need to serve you to protect you to please you" He twitch when she poke him.
Allassa:"You sure you are the dominant here?" She start tickling him, leaning to him. "I didn't do this for some time. So you are at my mercy now."
Haldir:"I never said that I am dominant one you keep telling me that and that creepy Glorfindel,but thanks to him my rage is gone" He start to catch her hands to stop her from ticking him.
Allassa:"You don't feel the power you hold over me?" She looks surprised to him. "You think I just submit to you like just I want? Well, I want is some sense.. but anyway, it reminds me of darkness my father had, when he invaded my cell or mind, he can make me submit to him... that is how he extracted Vixel from me. He just overpowered my darkness when I was nearly loosing against it." She shiver. "I still can feel that terror. That is why I was against every man that try to make me submit, to overpower me. I don't want to be slave again."
Haldir:"And I don't want to turn you in slave that is why I didn't use all my power to force you to obey I can if you want but that is wrong,and this isn't me all this changes I am losing myself. But as I said to Glorfindel I will face that woman if I kill her we win if she kills me well one less problem for elves" He start to make himself comfortable to sleep.
Allassa:"Yes, that would definitely makes my life easier..." She mumbles. "Haldir, did you even thought about that... when we are bonded and one of us dies... what happens to the other? Dies too? Or be broken beyond repair? Or find another mate?" She still sits, laying her hands on her knees. "not good time to think about this." She breathes deeply. "I have got to decision to not use darkness now to guide you. Glorfi is right on that, you need to get it under control yourself, I am not helping in this."
Haldir:"I don't know what happens to other I do not dare to think about that,but what choice I have I cant even take you home because I am weak I cant control myself maybe Glorfindel is right I am only pain for you I made your life miserable"
She chuckles and starts laughing hard.
Allassa:"I think he said that it was me, who is source of all of this, not you." She sends her love for him through bond to him, to soothe his thought. "See, does it feels miserable to you?" She lays next to him, leaning to his side, one of her leg covering his and lays her head on his chest with hand next to her head. "I am not miserable, I feel more alive than I was in decade"
Haldir:"No it does not feel miserable I feel alive with you,and I don't know how I will survive if they take me away from you"
Allassa:"So you need to start to control yourself without my help. You don't want me to be alone with that horny golden haired womanizer, do you? Who can know, what he can do..." She chuckles into his chest, enjoying his growl from her place on his chest. "Do that again..." She bite her lip smiling.
Haldir:"You better get some sleep and stop provoking me with him who knows what news he will bring tomorrow" He growled again.She only nods.
Allassa:"Losto vae(good night), mate. Don't let me fall down, okay?" She closes her eyes, clutching his tunic in her fist near her head, falling asleep quickly.
Haldir:"Losto vae" He close eyes. "I wont let you fall down I am not that weak to let you fall" Still mumbling he fell asleep.
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It was first night in all of days here, when she didn´t wake up to him, not even once he slept good all night, no darkness interrupting him, making him awake with hunger for blood and other things. It looks like certain freedom calmed him, than chains in cave and be scooped inside. She is bathing in warmth, from sun peeking through leaves at her, and from his presence.It feels right, this is, how it should have to be, without danger awaiting around them. She watch him as he sleep and she know, that he is the one who she can love all life and if she lose him, it will be worse than with her first love.
Haldir:"Allassa are you awake we..." He moved a little to see her face.
Allassa:"Hmm?" She looks at him. "Good morning" She smiles at him. "We what?" She title her head at him.
Haldir:"Good morning,we should go back if Glorfindel come back he will be in panic if he don't find us"
Allassa:"He wont be back until midday even if he make his horse like wind." She takes her hands above her head, stretching her body. "But you are right, we should head back."
He took her hands in his helping her get up.
Haldir:"I am right behind you"
Allassa:"I can imagine that" She smirks, but climb swiftly down the tree, waiting for him on ground and walking next to him back through the forest to cave. "You slept surprisingly well this night, I was never up to you. Maybe it is good thing, that I let my darkness on hold from you. Looks like they were affecting each other."
Haldir:"Yes maybe but your darkness didn't make me act like crazy it was that woman she was wondering trough this forest trying to take me"
Allassa:"I still think it will be better to not use my darkness until it is needed" She shakes her head "Just tell me, when is that whore around, and I go explain to her personally that I don't like her to affecting my mate to take him from me" She growl.
Haldir:"Now you're growling" He hug her from behind. "and its so sexy...."
Allassa:" Ummhum, I can feel it from you, how it affecting you" She smirks lifting her head and kissing his cheek.
Haldir:"Give me something to do its so boring here I don't have elves to train no border to guard" He let her go. "Maybe I can cross my sword with you?"
Allassa:"That is good idea actually, I didn't have sword training in some time, let me go for them." She walks to cave, taking her short sword and his sword, returning and tossing his sword at him. "You ready?" She is all serious now.
He stand his guard watching her movement.
Haldir:"I am ready attack me"
Allassa:"Impatient again, we need to work on this trait of you..." She quickly make two steps to him, swinging her sword at his side, jumping back, when they clashed and attacks him from other side.
Haldir:"No I am not" He rejected all of her attacks attacking her fast and without mercy.
She goes to defense, pairing his attacks, after while she is weaker, going back and having problems to keep up with him, when he lunge at her she falls back, her sword flying away.
Allassa:"Haldir! Mate!" She cries from impact of her back with ground, looking at him frightened.
He let go off his sword taking her from ground bringing her up to him touching their foreheads.
Haldir:"Don't worry I am here for you" He kiss her cheek. "Shall we try again? Or it is better for me to practice on tree?"
Allassa:"No, I will practice with you, you just got me scared here for while...." She nuzzle to his cheek, walking to their sword, tossing his back. "I will try to hold against you longer now" She smiles, attacking him again.He just stand his ground and reject her attacks without attacking her back.
Allassa:"That is no fun, come on, come at me, you need to relieve that stress, I will stop you again, when you go wild and I cant take it..."
Haldir:"Are you sure?" He attack her but only little.
Allassa:"If I was not, I would not tell you to do it. Don't hold back, I can still use my darkness to keep with you, I am stronger then" She assure him, giving more strength to him.
Allassa:"It is okay, that little will not matter anyway.." She steps next to him, kicking him to knee, sidestepping again. "Come on, use whole body, make it interesting"
Haldir:" If I make it interesting you will be on ground again with that scared expression on your face" He attack her pushing her back.
Allassa:"I can hold my fear now, when I know you are yourself. You just had me surprised. Now I can expect it." She takes few steps back, circling around him like predator.
Haldir:"I was myself whole morning I can feel darkness inside of me but its steady" He follow her with his look. "And you can see that my eyes are in normal color"
She nods at him, attacking him again, now with sword in her one hand and dagger from her belt in other.
He run at her attacking her with sword crossing their blades and when she attack him with dagger he grab the blade with his free hand holding it back,he squeeze blade too strong and blood started to leak out of his hand.
Allassa:"I suggest to let that blade go, if you don't want to lose use of your fingers." She looks at him, using legs to kick him, not really impressed with his act.
He back off from her,and attack her again fast then back off searching for weak spot circling around provoking her and attacking again hard and fast garbing her hand when she try to use dagger to attack.
She rotates under his arm, letting dagger fall, aiming with sword at his side, when he counter her there using momentum of her turn to pass him through her shoulder at ground and jumping back, breathing hard, he hair wildly around her rose cheek, watching him.
Allassa:"Seems like luck is on my side this time."
Haldir:"I will overpower you" He attack her again moving her back to the tree and her back is now on tree and her front faced to him. "You're mine now" He press on her sword hard to kick it out of her hand.
Allassa:"I wont make it so easy for you, Haldir." She use her legs to kick and block his hands with hers. "What will you do now, wild warrior? One kick to our groin and you will be down at my boots" She hisses
He hissed on her ear and back away from her.
She let his hands, quickly going down to take her sword and attack him again.
Allassa:"Did you really think I will submit to you that easy?" She smirks, aiming for his belly, then at his arm. "There are no rules in love and war, you know."
Haldir:"I will have you at the end I always do. He defends from her attacks, attacking her and he kick her leg to bring her down.
Allassa:"Don't be so confident in yourself" She growled, falling down, but entwining her leg on his, so she takes him with her, quickly puling herself on all four above him, straddling his hips, aiming with her hand to one he hold sword in.He grabbed her neck with his free hand pulling her down to him.
Haldir:"What now ha?"
She rolls her hips, taking him to side with her, hoping he would let her neck go, they ended with her on her back and him on her, she is holding her hands on hand he is holding her, try to bend her knees to kick him in crotch.
Haldir:"That wont work again you know" He press her legs with his making her to hold her legs straight still holding her neck.
Allassa:"Fuck, I cant even headbutt you..." She curses, looking angry at him, scratching his arms and beating his shoulders with fist. "grrr...."
Haldir:"Why are you angry? This is just a game be still" He start laughing. "I told you I will have you at the end my little lovely butterfly"
She growl at him again.
Allassa:"We need to find game where you will be the one who lose, pinned down and cant move..." She snarls at him, showing her teeth, still growling.
Haldir:"Well find that game and I will gladly play and lose to be in your mercy" He lowered himself down to kiss her,but she tried to bit him. "Let me kiss you stop biting like dog"
Allassa:"I want to fight, not to kiss" She hiss at him, trying to get from his hold, trashing under him"
Haldir:"One kiss and i will let you go deal?"
Allassa:"I heard this once from you,one kiss and I never come back and look where you are today" She snarl at him with smirk. "You will just try to transform my anger to fucking I want fight, I want blood I want you to deserve me, now!" Her eyes looks black for second then goes back to blue.
His eyes turned yellow for the first time today.
Haldir:"I came back for more but I can leave if you don't want me anymore or Glorfindel will come with order to lock me up" He get up from her letting her go turning eyes blue again. "Pick up your sword and fight"
She quickly goes standing, taking her sword, attacking him wildly.
Allassa:"Maybe I should have fight with him too, with Glorfindel." In one second she is pulling her sword on him, on second, she stops, with big eyes looking into woods, letting her sword fall down, standing there with open mouth, breathing hard. "What is that?" She asks surprised, running from him to wood, without even thinking about him.
Haldir:"What did you saw wait?" He run into direction she went. "Wait come back!"
She jumps over fallen trunks with easy, going around trees, stopping before one meadow, looking before her.
Allassa:"It is you, it is really you?" She whispers, slowly walking to center of it. "You came back to me..." Before she reach spot, where she is seeing someone, he erases in mist. "Hey... where are you?" She looks bewildered around. "Firnin, where are you?" She shouts.
Haldir:"There is no one here for whom you shout?" He looks at her then all around. "Are you alright?"
She looks at him, then back before her.
Allassa:"I felt him, he was here..... I saw him." She cries in pain, kneeling down with her head between knees, holding her ears. "No! It hurts, stop it! I never betrayed him, why are you saying this? It was him who left me alone!" She shouts, lifting her head, blood trickle down from her nose. "Make it stop!"
He fast kneel near her putting one hand on her head turning his eyes yellow again calming her down.
Haldir:"Its her again I can feel her she is messing with your mind" He heard Glorfindel call for them from distance,his eyes still yellow he looked at her. "Can you walk focus yourself on me do you feel me trough our bond?"
She shakes her head.
Allassa:"I need to wait, he will come back, you need to leave, it was you, you made him go away..." Her eyes are still blue, no one is messing with her darkness. "Go away!" She shoves him, growling at him, standing up, running from him away "Firnin! Firnin!" Before her forms elf from mist, waving at her, luring her from Haldir.
Haldir:"Come back Allassa that is not real you will fall into trap" Glorfindel heard them shouting and came to Haldir.
Glorfindel:"Not again more problems where is she going?"
Haldir:"We must catch her she is going to fall into trap hurry"
Allassa:"Haldir!" She calls him. "Go away for Valar sake, run!" She stood before them in circle of darkness around her, trying to get to her. "She is behind you! She will take everything you love and care about to make you go crazy!" She cries in pain, holding her head. "No, not again! I will not fall to another vision, no!" She falls to her knees. "I cant do anything against her, I cant take shield down, she did something to darkness in me! I can recognize you anymore!"
Haldir:"Let her go" He hissed at woman from Mordor. "You want me well you have me let her go" He pull up his sword. "I will kill you if you don't let her go" He let his darkness to Allassa to help her,Glorfindel was near him ready to fight.
She cries more, when his darkness comes to her.
Woman:"Now it is you who are hurting her. She shield so much against both of us, I can only send her images and visions... Look dear, what I have here, this surely brings memories, dont it?" She gives Allassa leather collar around her neck, pulling her to her feet. "Look my brave dark warrior, she is just good little slave, she cant do anything, I made her weak in lasts hours, she cant fight me now."
He runs toward her ready to fight.
Haldir:"You will not take her from me I will kill you" He evade all attacks and when Glorfindel try to help him she kick him away like he is nothing. "Glorfindel don't come any closer" She grabbed Haldir by his neck.
Woman:"Surrender yourself to me and I may spear her"
Allassa:"No!" She shouts, trying to go from circle, but cries in pain, when darkness attacks her. "No, don't do it, please, don't!" She lets her darkness out, all of it.
Woman:"Yes, more, and you, you will fall to it too! You did really bad choice to bond to her and not me, stupid elven scum!"
Haldir:"What you know what is good choice you Saurons whore he is dead and you still have to listen to him you're pathetic"
Allassa:"Haldir..." Allassa whisper, laying down to fetal position. "It hurts so much."
Woman:"Will you surrender or I should let you watch how your mate dies? You must feel how her life is drained from her together with darkness she has fallen and stay like that until she take her last breath with your name on lips."
He felt how her life is going to leave her it pain him more then anything on this word he couldn't save her and in that moment a bright light came and crush them all down it was Galadriel , he could barely watch but then rage came over him. He took his sword and put it trough the heart of evil woman the pain run trough him and he fall down next to Allassa taking her hand and then all turned black.
She turns her body around him shielding him, letting her light slowly go to him, healing him, before Galadriel comes to them and lay her hand on her forehead, letting her go to healing sleep.
Galadriel:"Sleep the darkness away, young one. You fought well, even when you lost at the end." She stands from them, letting Glorfindel take Allassa in his arms and Rumil with Orophin tend to Haldir.
Glorfindel:"My lady."
Galadriel:"You know what to do. Take her away, Glorfindel and stay with her until I send you another orders. No one shall know where she is, do you understand? I take care of my march warden, you take care of her." Golden warrior nods, holding Allassa to his chest, taking her away from them to horse and riding it from forest.
Weeks later....
He woke up in room very small room on bed he lift his hands up his eyesight is hazy light is coming from window he don't know where he is or what happened.
Haldir:"Rumill is that you?" It was him he talked with Haldir then he remembered everything and panic took him where is Allassa he trued to get up Rumil had to call guard and healers to put him down and they give him something to calm him down. He couldn't feel her is she alive?
When she wake up, she was in bed, under green covers, there was someone sitting on table, his back to hers.
Allassa:"Glorfindel?" She asks, golden haired male turning to her.
Glorfindel:"You are up, good. How do you feel?" He walks to her, sitting carefully on blanket next to her.
Allassa:"I am fine. Better actually. Like there is something lifted up from me. What happened?" He takes her hand playing with her fingers.
Glorfindel:"You were ill, kitten. Galadriel healed you, put you to sleep. You slept for four days. She told me to take you here, to guard you. It is not safe in Lorien, not until we know what to do with Haldir."
She looks at him.
Allassa:"Haldir? Who is Haldir?"
Glorfindel:"So she erased him from you."
Allassa:"I didn't hear, did you say something?"
Glorfindel:"No one, he is no one, kitten. Go back to sleep, here, drink this, we will speak when you wake up." He get her water with calming potion in it, letting her fall asleep. "I just hope she knows, what she is doing."
When Haldir got better they let him go out but no one wanted to tell him where is Allassa and where is Glorfindel, he asked his brothers to tell him but they didn't want to tell. That make his anger explode. After week they took him to see Galadriel. Galadriel was awaiting Haldir in her talan, explaining to him, that even when they destroyed evil woman from Mordor, there is still a little darkness in him and that darkness will stay until he dies. When he asked about Allassa and their bond, she told him, that bond was cracked and that she sealed it away from them. That she sealed Allassa from him, she is now safe in care of her trusted warrior and that he can´t see her. Because even when he will speak with her, she enchanted her memory and her mind, so she is right like she was before she met him. And that will stay, until she is sure, that he or she are not danger to others or to each other. She didn't tell him whole truth, letting some things unanswered.He listened to his Lady of Light without words he know deep in his heart that what she told him was truth. He lived for months in Lorien without Allassa only memory of her was that wolf in their house and her things left behind.
One day Galadriel called Glorfindel back, to report her on Allassa.
Glorfindel:"She shifted to wolf two nights ago, I wake up to her naked body curled up to mine, how long do you want to torture me like this, my Lady? I think this is not about her, but about my self control too."
Galadriel:"I cant trust anybody with her, Glorfindel and your self control is amazing, you are living with her for half a year and you didn't make love to her."
Glorfindel:"Even when she plead me for it. I don't love her, I know that and she don't love me. But we have urges. We touch, we kiss, I helps her with dresses, baths. I want her body as she wants mine. It is not about love. It is about need."
Galadriel:"I did not call you for speaking of this. I want you to tell me about her darkness, how is she behaving and things like that."
Glorfindel:"She is fine in this. She is controlling it, as she was when I first met her. No permanent damage was done to her. She is stable in this. Still wild and stubborn, but that is what is making her her." Galadriel thiks for while, then looks at him.
Galdriel:"I want you to take her to starlight feast tomorrow. As her companion."
Glorfindel:"That would look more than we are lovers, my lady. Haldir will.."
Galadriel:"Let Haldir to me. I need to know, what reaction will be from this. I didn't see this in mirror. So we just need to experiment. And if it helps you, you can still take her as lover to your bed tonight."
Glorfindel:"You know I honor my friendship with Haldir too much for that." She let him go, then she called one guard, to tell her march warden to attend tomorrows feast.
Elf come to Haldir's door to deliver him invitation.Haldir:"Why you bring this to me I don't want to go."
Elf:"My lord you must its order of our Lady of Light." With that words elf left his house.
Haldir:"come on boy you will be my date ha? No you will run away good to know..."
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