Pain, Loss, and Survival.
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Author: Iamme
Type: FPS
Rating: NC-17
Cast: Haldir
Beta: Alex
Disclaimer: We do not own nor do we profit from the use of these characters.
Warnings: Mentions and flashbacks of rape. Possible slash in the future.
Summary: Haldir returns to the Golden Woods to heal. Sequel to Captive Twin Companion Piece to Twice the Pain. This can be found at www.ofelvesandmen.com. You will need to read Captive Twin to understand this story. It is listed under authors Alex and Iamme. Alex also wrote a companion piece called Twice the Pain. Check it out. This is AU for those who want to bitch about the cannon. If you are a cannon whore this is not the place for you, you will be offended.
Haldir woke with a scream and rolled over, emptying the contents of his stomach into a basin that had been set beside the cot. Cot? He could not remember how he had gotten there. He was in a room, no longer in the forest. A cool hand brushed his hair back, keeping it out of the foul liquid he had expelled. There was no food to be found in it as he had not eaten in days. None of that seemed to matter, not the burning trail in his throat, not the hot tears rolling down his face. All that mattered is he was here, forced to endure another day.
The pained voice just added to his aching about how much pain he had caused others as well as himself, "Tell me gwador, what has brought you to such a state? And do not tell me a story that I will be able to see through Haldir."
Haldir looked up to see Orophin staring down at him, his eyes dark with anger and worry.
"Please, gwador; I do not know how to tell you. Nor, do I truly want you to know."
Haldir curled in on himself and tried to ignore Orophin when he was jerked around and forced to face him.
"Nay! You will tell me! You will tell me now! Rumil and I were scared to death, Haldir. You almost entered Mandos. What has brought you so low? Tell me so I can help you."
"There is nothing you can do for me! Do you not see it? I would be better off dead!"
Suddenly Orophin struck out, slapping him across the face. "Never let me hear you say such things ever again, Haldir of Lothlorien!"
The look Haldir gave his brother could have easily killed had it been a weapon. Slowly the guardian stood on shaky feet but determined to escape his brothers prying. "I am leaving, Orophin, I want my own talan.”
Orophin stood there gaping at his brother in disbelief. "You swore we would stand together no matter what, Haldir; there was to be no secrets between the three of us. Do you remember that? Perhaps, it was simply a pretty idea to comfort a scared and grieving elfling and your word meant nothing that night. "
Haldir spun and faced his brother, “You would not understand, Orophin! I can not make you understand!" His eyes met Orophin's as he whispered, "I do not want you to ever be able to understand!"
Orophin nodded, "Fine. I will not understand, but you need help, Haldir, please.... I am begging you to let me help you."
Haldir closed his eyes and let his body sag against the door of his room. The numbness had worn off and now he simply did not want to continue on. Only his love for his brothers kept him here. He opened his eyes, looking at Orophin's pained expression and knew he deserved something. "Something bad happened, gwador, something I never thought I could do what I did or what happened could or would happen to me.”
Orophin gave a slight nod and walked over pulling Haldir into his arms, "Whatever it is, gwador, we can over come it. You, Rumil, and I. We can help you if you will let us. "
Haldir looked away, feeling tears starting to flow and scaring Orophin and Rumil who had just appeared in the door. They had only seen him cry once and that was when their parents had died. Yet even that failed to shock them as much as Haldir's whispered confession, “First I raped Elladan, well, not exactly, but it was close enough that I am forever ashamed of myself then; I was raped by Elrohir..I was raped by the grandson of the Lord and Lady and there is nothing I can do to change any of it now."
Orophin and Rumil looked at each other in disbelief before they both took Haldir in their arms and rocked him as he had done for them years before. Orophin vowed secretly to avenge his brother.
Type: FPS
Rating: NC-17
Cast: Haldir
Beta: Alex
Disclaimer: We do not own nor do we profit from the use of these characters.
Warnings: Mentions and flashbacks of rape. Possible slash in the future.
Summary: Haldir returns to the Golden Woods to heal. Sequel to Captive Twin Companion Piece to Twice the Pain. This can be found at www.ofelvesandmen.com. You will need to read Captive Twin to understand this story. It is listed under authors Alex and Iamme. Alex also wrote a companion piece called Twice the Pain. Check it out. This is AU for those who want to bitch about the cannon. If you are a cannon whore this is not the place for you, you will be offended.
Haldir woke with a scream and rolled over, emptying the contents of his stomach into a basin that had been set beside the cot. Cot? He could not remember how he had gotten there. He was in a room, no longer in the forest. A cool hand brushed his hair back, keeping it out of the foul liquid he had expelled. There was no food to be found in it as he had not eaten in days. None of that seemed to matter, not the burning trail in his throat, not the hot tears rolling down his face. All that mattered is he was here, forced to endure another day.
The pained voice just added to his aching about how much pain he had caused others as well as himself, "Tell me gwador, what has brought you to such a state? And do not tell me a story that I will be able to see through Haldir."
Haldir looked up to see Orophin staring down at him, his eyes dark with anger and worry.
"Please, gwador; I do not know how to tell you. Nor, do I truly want you to know."
Haldir curled in on himself and tried to ignore Orophin when he was jerked around and forced to face him.
"Nay! You will tell me! You will tell me now! Rumil and I were scared to death, Haldir. You almost entered Mandos. What has brought you so low? Tell me so I can help you."
"There is nothing you can do for me! Do you not see it? I would be better off dead!"
Suddenly Orophin struck out, slapping him across the face. "Never let me hear you say such things ever again, Haldir of Lothlorien!"
The look Haldir gave his brother could have easily killed had it been a weapon. Slowly the guardian stood on shaky feet but determined to escape his brothers prying. "I am leaving, Orophin, I want my own talan.”
Orophin stood there gaping at his brother in disbelief. "You swore we would stand together no matter what, Haldir; there was to be no secrets between the three of us. Do you remember that? Perhaps, it was simply a pretty idea to comfort a scared and grieving elfling and your word meant nothing that night. "
Haldir spun and faced his brother, “You would not understand, Orophin! I can not make you understand!" His eyes met Orophin's as he whispered, "I do not want you to ever be able to understand!"
Orophin nodded, "Fine. I will not understand, but you need help, Haldir, please.... I am begging you to let me help you."
Haldir closed his eyes and let his body sag against the door of his room. The numbness had worn off and now he simply did not want to continue on. Only his love for his brothers kept him here. He opened his eyes, looking at Orophin's pained expression and knew he deserved something. "Something bad happened, gwador, something I never thought I could do what I did or what happened could or would happen to me.”
Orophin gave a slight nod and walked over pulling Haldir into his arms, "Whatever it is, gwador, we can over come it. You, Rumil, and I. We can help you if you will let us. "
Haldir looked away, feeling tears starting to flow and scaring Orophin and Rumil who had just appeared in the door. They had only seen him cry once and that was when their parents had died. Yet even that failed to shock them as much as Haldir's whispered confession, “First I raped Elladan, well, not exactly, but it was close enough that I am forever ashamed of myself then; I was raped by Elrohir..I was raped by the grandson of the Lord and Lady and there is nothing I can do to change any of it now."
Orophin and Rumil looked at each other in disbelief before they both took Haldir in their arms and rocked him as he had done for them years before. Orophin vowed secretly to avenge his brother.