Fearless

Disclaimer: I do not own any of these characters nor places, they are all property of J.R.R. Tolkien, or his son, I'm not sure since he's dead.

Part II

~FEARLESS~

“Ah, that certainly was exhausting,” Haldir commented as he ascended up the ladder. “Where were you at?” Legolas asked. “Just taking care of some business, we had a host of orcs and some creature Aragorn calls Gollum.” “Oh, you met Aragorn on the way?” Legolas asked casually. Haldir blushed and stumbled, “Uh, yeah, our paths crossed.” He said. “Hey, Haldir? You didn’t tie up your pants all the way.” Legolas pointed out, his voice shaking with unseen fury. “Oh, God,” Haldir paused uncomfortably, “I didn’t mean anything by it, he was just there, I, he needed a favor.” He stumbled out. “Oh, so that’s it huh, Haldir? I was just here too, you took advantage of me, you had your way with the little elf princeling.” Legolas was livid; he got up and grabbed Haldir’s arms. “You had your way with me; I’ll have my way with you.” Legolas said angrily. Legolas pinned him to the branch and punched him in the mouth. “Do you like that?” He asked. Haldir, eyes filled with fear of the physically bigger elf, just shook his head and licked the blood away from his mouth. “Good, go run off to Aragorn, that's what you really want to do, to feel as though someone can protect you, or love you.” He paused, glaring.

“So you can get another good fuck. That’s all you’re worth, one good fuck.” Legolas punched him again sharply and was surprised to see that he wasn’t fighting back. “What the hell is wrong with you?” “I don’t know,” Haldir admitted, a tear sliding down his cheek. Legolas felt horrible, Haldir had hurt him but like he told Aragorn, it wasn’t as if they were going to get married, he had no strings attached. Haldir was free to do what he willed. Legolas loosened his grip on Haldir’s arms and wiped away the tear. “I’m so sorry,” He said as he leaned in, softly kissing Haldir’s bloody mouth. He licked all the blood off of his mouth and leaned back to look at him. Haldir looked afraid, yet trusting. “No, I’m sorry, it was my fault, I’m greedy. Anything I can get, I will take, be it a man, or a woman.” Haldir looked at Legolas apologetically. “You know what? For once, I’d like to lay beside someone I love, without having to fuck them, I want to stroke their chest, to kiss their lips but not have to talk dirty just to get into it. I want to love someone, but like you said, through all of this all I’m worth is a good, dirty fuck.” Haldir looked away not wanting to sound puerile or sorry for himself.

“Haldir,” Legolas said softly, “I’ll lay with you.” Legolas removed the clothes he had put on while Haldir was gone and Haldir did the same. They lay there, holding each other. Placing soft kisses across each other. They fell asleep lost in one another’s embrace. They fell asleep like lovers. The dawn interrupted there sleep abruptly and rudely. Haldir woke up and felt Legolas clinging to him as though life depended on it, as though he would never let go. And he did not want him too. But as Haldir learned early in life, you can’t always get what you want. “Legolas, wake up beautiful.” Legolas stirred at the sound of his name and blushed as he comprehended what Haldir had called him. “You’re a masterpiece, look at yourself; they should make a statue of you.” Legolas whispered tiredly as he looked at Haldir’s long graceful body. “Thank-you, Legolas. Not just for that compliment but last night. That was just as good a sex.” Haldir admitted. “Yeah, I enjoy you, your body, your words. I love to lick you, to kiss you.” Legolas said blushing. “Mighty possessive Master Ebut but if it makes you feel any better, the feeling is mutual.” Haldir said teasingly.

“Good.” Legolas murmured, his face buried in Haldir’s chest. “Legolas, we have to get up, today I’m taking you all into Lothlorien, who knows what’ll happen if someone finds us.” At that exact moment a voice came from below the tree, “Haldir, come down here at once, we need tt got going!” It was Haldir’s brother, speaking in the elvish tongue. “Hold on, I’m changing clothes!” He hollered back. Legolas stood up and he looked like a portrait. An extensive willowy figure he was, against a back drop of leaves. “Well, we better get dressed.” Haldir said slipping on his clothes. When they had both gotten their clothes on they climbed out of the tree and met a rested group of hobbits, Aragorn however was no where to be seen and of this Legolas was glad. “Ready for breakfast?” Haldir asked. “Yes, I’m starving.” Pippin said. “You’re always starving,” Frodo joked. “So are you, you eat more than us three combined.” Replied an offensive Pippin. Frodo just laughed and followed Haldir to where they would eat. Once more they had a quick breakfast not consisting of much. Aragorn walked slowly toward the group and sat down, never taking his eyes off Haldir.

Legolas was very uncomfortable, Haldir however showed no sign of discrt. rt. He smiled warmly at Aragorn, “Lembas?” He offered. “No, I’d rather have something else.” He said and licked his lips. Legolas and Haldir were the only two who heard this last bit and Legolas choked on his water. Not daring to look at Haldir’s reaction, Legolas just wiped his mouth and kept on eating. But he needed not worry, for Haldir merely cast a stern look at Aragorn and continued his breakfast. When everyone was finished they got up and looked at Haldir for further instructions. “Alright, today we’ll go into Lorien. As you know, we have to blindfold you, which I’m sorry for, but it’s orders.” Haldir said. He tied one onto Legolas and whispered “don’t worry about him,” into his ear. Legolas nodded and gripped Haldir’s hand. Aragorn saw the last affectionate touch before his own blindfold went on and he burned with a consumable envy, one so intense that he yearned to merely slit Legolas across his throat. Trying to convince himself that they weren’t holding hands, just brushing against one another innocently, Aragorn turned away, fighting back tears.

The walk began uneventfully but Legolas was preoccupied. Was Aragorn jealous? He figured he knew the answer to that. Haldir slipped his arm around Legolas, resting it lightly on his lower back. Legolas smiled and was happy that Aragorn couldn’t see this. Haldir chatted happily and as the day turned to night they neared their destination. “We’re right before Lorien; we can un-blindfold you.” Haldir untied Legolas and the others untied themselves. No one but Aragorn saw this gesture, though he wished he had not. While the others gazed around in awe at the beautiful trees around them, the courtyard and the long set of steps before them, Aragorn only stared at Haldir, and Legolas who was unfortunately right next to him, hip to hip, hand in hand. Legolas looked contentedly at Haldir and slipped his hand out of his lovers. Haldir started up the stairs and Legolas followed close behind. They were in Lorien and it was beautiful. Legolas stared all around him, at the beautiful trees, the beautiful elves, the beautiful architectural design. Mirkwood was inferior to this, yet he knew that Lorien wouldn’t survive much longer.

Legolas sighed and looked at Haldir. Haldir was beautiful, like a God sent from heaven, he shone with a sort of light, and he looked innocent, angelic. Haldir smiled at Legolas and Legolas melted, the smile lit up his face. He figured that nothing could hurt him while he was with Haldir. Yet he was wrong. They descended further into Lorien, and met the most elegant, beautiful, calming woman that ever lived. Galadriel, she was gorgeous and she was wise. Her voice enticed them, played with their minds. Legolas felt as though she could read his mind. As she spoke it was like a melody, a song he must hear. She looked from Haldir to Legolas many times, smiling, and seeming to speak to them, though not aloud. “I know why you two stand like lovers, for that is what you are, but you mustn’t go about it openly. Many jealousies will arise that will complicate things that once seemed so easy. Elessar admires you Haldir, breaking promises is something one mustn’t do unless it is necessary, remember my words and heed my advice.” Legolas was puzzled but Haldir understood every word. He loved Galadriel like a mother, and he did not intend to break his promise, though he wished too.

He would listen to Galadriel, though it would defy his heart. He would sleep with Aragorn to clear his conscience. When Galadriel had sent one of her many servants to show the company to their beds and Legolas had settled down, Haldir eased out of Legolas’s grip and crept towards Aragorn. Haldir looked at Aragorn with admiration, but not love. He looked so majestic, so regal, Haldir did not want to disturb him. Aragorn groaned and opened his eyes, he looked up at Haldir with shocked eyes. “What are you doing here?” He asked. “Shall we pick up where we left off?” Haldir asked. “I don’t know, Legolas…” “Shh, don’t you worry about Legolas, he’s not here right now, you just worry about you and I.” Haldir interrupted him. “I thought you’d never come, I figured you were in love.” Haldir e noe not to reply but moved up to him and undid his pants. Not slowly or passionately like it is with Legolas but quickly and needily. He didn’t love him, he was merely clearing his mind, while profiting himself with one good fuck. One good fuck. This rung out in Haldir’s mind. He quickly got up and pulled his pants back up. “What the fuck?” Aragorn gasped. “What’s wrong?”

“I lied, even if I am hard as concrete, Legolas weighs on my mind.” Haldir said. Aragorn got up and pushed Haldir into a pillar. His back was against it and his front was against Aragorn. “No, I can’t Aragorn,” He said gasping as Aragorn ground their hips together. “Yes, you sure as hell can, and you will, if I have to make you.” He said. He threw Haldir to the ground and ripped his pants. Haldir’s breathing was hard, and he was angry. He rolled over but Aragorn laughed and pinned his hips down. He flipped Haldir over and without lube or any preparation jammed straight into him. Haldir moaned deafeningly and Aragorn covered his mouth. He licked his own hand and slicked up the top of his cock. He jammed in and found Haldir’s sweet spot. Haldir once more moaned loudly but nearly choked as Aragorn muffled his sound again. “Shut the fuck up!” He hissed. Legolas, however, recognized this sound and jumped up as fast as fury and ran towards the sound. The sight that met his eyes was horrible, Aragorn was fucking Haldir, Haldir had tears on his face and looked faint. Aragorn’s hand was covering Haldir’s mouth and there was blood seeping from under his hand.

Legolas shook his head and eyes brimming with tears he ran back to the comfortable little bed and flung himself onto it. Meanwhile, Aragorn had finally come, his seed spilling into Haldir, and Haldir’s all over Aragorn’s bed. “I’ll sleep here tonight remembering that we fucked on this bed, and that your cum is by my face all night.” Aragorn said as he slipped on his pants. “Fuck you,” Haldir replied. Aragorn laughed and said “You’re a horny one, you want to go again?” Haldir got up and pulled on his pants. “I hate you, I told you know but you forced me too, I hate you.” Haldir said as he walked out. Slowly and cautiously he walked towards the bed that he and Legolas were sharing. “Legolas?” He called out. “Legolas?” He repeated. The only sound that met his ears was some heavy breathing. Haldir saw a huddled up Legolas sitting alone on his bed. “As much as I want to hate you, I can’t.” He said. Haldir did not reply. “You know how you told me I was fearless? Maybe you don’t remember, before the first time we made love,” Made love. Haldir adored that term. Legolas continued, “Well, you were wrong, I’m not fearless. I’m so afraid that you’ll leave me, for Aragorn.” Legolas stopped and sighed.

Haldir came up to him and said, “Remember what Galadriel said about breaking promises? Before things got serious between the two of us, I promised Aragorn that I would fuck him, and I never did. I was smitten with you. So I came to him to finish what we began so I could move on, but I couldn’t do it. I tried to leave but he pinned me down and made me do it.” “O Elbereth! I love you Haldir, I want to make love to you, like it’s the first time,” Legolas said. “I can’t now, I’m impure, far too impure to touch the body of such an elegant, lovely elf.” Haldir said, frowning. Legolas laughed, “Well go take a bath, love can always wait, love is patient.” Legolas said. “I have a better idea love; you can take one with me.” Legolas nodded at the excellent proposal and followed Haldir to a beautifully decorated room with a nice bath tub. “Ooh, It’s pretty in here.” Legolas said. “Almost as pretty as you.” Haldir said while starting the water. Legolas blushed and began to remove his clothes. When they were both fully undressed they got into the tub. Haldir climbed on top of Legolas and they hugged, water shooting out from the shower cascaded down Legolas’s shoulders.

It felt like they were in an ocean of warm water while a cerulean rain washed the actions of the previous days away. Legolas’s hand slipped under Haldir’s body and grabbed his hard dick. “Do you want me to make it better? Do you want me to fix the damage Aragorn caused?” Legolas asked tenderly. “Yes, yes I do, I want to make love, I don’t want to fuck.” Haldir said, because he had all too well learned the difference between the two ever since the company came to Lorien. Aragorn watched unnoticed from the doorway. He watched enviously, but a new sense of understanding came over him as Haldir said that to Legolas. Aragorn could not have Haldir, and even if he had him consensually would he still want him once they had shared one good fuck? He knew the answer to that, so he backed out of the room. Haldir turned over and told Legolas to make it nice and slow. Legolas intended to. He pumped right into Haldir quickly and set a slow pace. Haldir moaned and Legolas rubbed Haldir’s dick. “Ooh, Legolas, I love you,” Haldir moaned out. “I love you too. I love you so much Haldir.” Legolas began to thrust quicker and more needily, and Haldir released right into the water.

One more final thrust and Legolas spilled into Haldir. Haldir turned around so that they were chest to chest. Legolas laid his head on Haldir’s chest and Haldir rubbed his back. “This is better than anything that has ever happened to me.” Haldir whispered. “I’ve finally found prosperity in your eyes, in your body, in your love. All my life all I’ve had is my brothers, my parents died when I was young, but you come along and now I don’t really need to just fuck somebody for fun. Because with you anything we do is fun. Just being with you, I don’t know, it’s like bliss, ecstasy.” Legolas smiled and replied softly and lovingly, “I never thought I could find the best lover ever in a man, but now I know that it doesn’t matter who you are, I will love you forever.” Haldir smiled and continued stroking Legolas’s back. His hands settled on Legolas’s lower back and Legolas looked up at his beautiful face. Their mouths moved towards one another in love, such a tender kiss that it practically melted them, it was without hate, without lust, without fear.