Dearly Beloved

xiv. Surreal, Yet Real

“Damn it!”, Dom shouted out frustrated as he fumbled with his bow tie. “I am never ever gonna wear this-“ He almost choked himself.. “-stupid, bloody thing!”

“Here, lemme help ye.”

Billy approached his boyfriend and unknotted the tie. Dom could feel Billy’s warm breaths on his face. He closed his eyes for a moment enjoying Billy’s nearness.

“Don’t ye fall asleep now, Dommie!”, Billy scolded, playfully. “Yer Mum wanted to see if that suit fits ye, so straighten up and let me fix the mess ye’ve created there.”

Dominic’s eyes opened again. “I am not sleepy.” He made a purring sound. “I am horny.”

Billy grinned. “Not now, luv. After yer mother saw ye, okay?”

“Okay.”, Dom answered resignedly. He let himself being polished up by Billy who was circling around him, correcting here and pulling there until he was satisfied.

“There ye go. Ye look hot.”, Billy stated and stepped back a little to admire his young lover in his black suit. “Nice. Really nice.”

“Not now, luv. After my mother has seen me!”, Dom imitated Billy and stepped out of the bathroom.

“Oh my God, you look gorgeous, Dommie!”, his mother screamed out with a high pitched voice. “This looks great, it fits perfectly!” She made a hook on a list. “Dresses ready. I just have to call the party service once again and tell them about the vegetarian food.”

She stood up and left the living room with three of her friends behind her. Dominic watched them disappear behind the front door and was lucky to be alone now. Well, that was not true. He was not quite alone, he was with Billy. One year. One whole year had passed since Dominic’s depression, he was glad he had got out of it. It had been a difficult time, he had to be strong for his mother, for everybody, after his father had died. He had stopped blaming himself for the accident which had been a huge step to move on in his life. He had Billy back at his side, his Mum got married to Josh who was the one who had helped him, had been there for him. He had stopped visiting his father’s grave so often. Now that he had someone to whom he could talk there was no need for that any longer. Of course he would go to the graveyard once in a while but his heart was lighter and not totally filled with grief and sadness.

“Dom?”, Billy’s voice sounded through the room after some minutes had passed without Dom saying a word.

“One year, Billy. Exactly one year.”

“Ah know, Dommie.”

Dom felt Billy’s body pressing against his spine, his hands around Dom’s waist. He leaned back gently and wanted to melt into his lover.

“I want to feel you.”, Dom whispered in Billy’s ear. It had somehow become an inside joke between Dom and Billy. These had been the words Dom had written to Billy on the first day he had met Josh at his school. Fell you. Touch you. Inside me. Outside me. Under my skin. Above me. Under me. All over me.

Billy’s lips caressed Dom’s neckline, his hands slowly unbuttoning Dom’s black jacket and white shirt. Dom sought the young Scotsman lips and when finally reached them, he pressed his tongue strongly and passionately against Billy’s.

“Bed…Now…”, Dom moaned into Billy’s mouth.

The other boy let go of Dominic and with a seductive smile went upstairs, followed by Dom who stripped out of jacket and shirt completely. He unbuttoned his trousers, pulled the zipper down and was only in his boxer by the time he arrived in his room. He gasped at the view he got right now. Billy lay stretched out as a cat on his bed, naked as God made him. Beautiful. So beautiful.

He slipped down his boxers and closed the door, turning the key around. He didn’t want to hear, see or know anything in that very moment. He wanted only to be with Billy. Billy made room for Dom on the bed as he crawled beside his lover.

“You look…amazing, Billy. There is no word in language of men to describe you.”

Billy smiled at that and rolled onto Dom, covering him with his whole body.

“Surreal.”, he then said and kissed Dom vehemently on the lips. “Yet real.” Brushing his lips over Dom’s his hands were running and combing Dom’s hair. “Let me in. Let me touch you.”

Dom spread his legs, his erection rubbed against Billy’s at that movement which made him whimper silently. This not being the first time Billy being dominant he knew exactly what his younger lover expected. He blew softly over Dom’s chest as he slid down towards Dom’s cock. Tongue brushing shortly over it, he took only the tip of Dom’s cock inside his mouth but quickly let go again. He sat up and covered his own cock with lube he had taken out of the drawer beside the bed. He teased Dom’s entrance with his length, pressing against it, sliding only millimeters in and then out again until Dom opened up for him. He then pushed himself inside the fragile body of the boy who longed for release, for love and for caring. Billy bent over, kissing Dom gently before starting to move in and out, at first slowly. He watched as Dom pressed his eyes shut and moaned quietly as Dom’s fingers dug in the skin of his back.

“Don’t…close…yer eyes…”, Billy said, his orders coming out as breaths, and as Dom followed these instructions, the Scotsman fastened his thrusts, with each one making Dom scream out loud with excitement. The scent of sexual tension lay in the air, the room seemed to be filled with nothing else but the two bodies moving in perfect rhythm, melting into each other. Billy buried his head in Dom’s shoulder and Dom his teeth in Billy’s skin. Since Dominic let Billy in, exposed himself to the Scotsman, showed him his world, his feelings, his pain and needs, both of them understood each other better from day to day. A door had been kicked open, their relationship had deepened, had become more intimate. On this day, exactly one year ago, they had started anew.

Dominic felt his orgasm rising, his emotions overwhelming him completely, Billy on him, inside him, around him, above him, under his skin, all around him. Screaming out his release he came strong against Billy’s stomach, who also came after several more thrusts. Minutes passed without anyone moving. Then Billy carefully pulled out of Dom, rolling off him again and lay next to Dom now on his stomach, his head leaning on his hand, facing Dom.

“Billy…”, Dom said, though it was more of an assurance that Billy was really there.

“Hm?”

“Are you there?”

“Yes, Dommie.”, Billy answered and ran a finger down Dom’s cheek.

“Will you be there?”, Dom asked again.

“Yes, Dommie. Ah’ll be there.”

THE END