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Not a trace of doubt in my mind
Title; Feel so different (15/16)
Author; Az (azmodan76@yahoo.co.uk)
Parings; Legolas/Elrohir (Glorfindel/Elladan –implied)
Warnings; MPREG, AU, Angst
Rating; N17
Summary; after Legolas’ child is born, he finds that there are still loose ends that needs to be fixed.
Disclaimer; don’t own them, don't sue me
Authors note; this is the sequel to Underneath it all, I want to thank all of you who gave me such sweet fb when I really, really needed it. And I want FB as always (I live for it you know :P ) – hmmm I forgot that I cannot remember where it is I got Celendir from, but I know it had something to do with Miriel :*smiles* - I had wanted to have it more angsty, but it is just impossible when listening to Calypso *lol* Blue will know what I mean *laughs*
- se vse visit my pagepage http://www.nad-no-ennas.net
This is betaed by Lisbet Karlsdottir – thanks sweetie.
-Az
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I thought love was
Only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else
But not for me
Love was out to get to me
That's the way it seems
Disappointment haunted
All my dreams
I thought love was
More or less a given thing
But the more I gave the less
I got, oh yeah
What's the use in trying
All you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine
I got rain
And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
If I tried
The monkeys – Then I saw her face
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Chapter 15 – Not a trace of doubt in my mind
Elrond relaxed upon hearing Galadriel speak in his mind, telling him that Haldir, Orophin and Amcar had safely returned. And reassuring him that it would not be long before he would see Elrohir and Legolas once again. He had tried to pry information from her about Elladan, but she had stayed silent, just saying that things would work out the way they needed to, for even she could not see into the hearts of others.
The lord of Imladris would have to settle for that cryptic message, and so he had nothing else to do but wait; wait for news of his children, or better yet, for their safe return.
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Elladan had stopped his horse and now walked towards Glorfindel. He was more than thrilled to find his beloved had not left the shores yet, but that didn't mean he wouldn’t leave eventually. “Glorfindel?” Elladan whispered.
“Elladan,” Glorfindel answered, trying to keep his face emotionless. Oh how he wanted to pull the young half-elf in for a hug, and assure him that everything was alright, but he would be fooling himself, for it was not alright, even if the young one had come all this way.
“I got your letter,” Elladan tried, and stepped closer.
The Elda did not know what possessed him at that moment, but he raised his hand and slapped Elladan across the face as hard as he could. “You…you…” he hissed.
Elladan took a step back from the sudden pain. Faster than he had thought himself capable of, he slapped Glorfindel back. “Why did you just leave?” he yelled.
Glorfindel blinked, confused at the slap, and lowered his gaze. “Why did you come here?” he mumbled.
“Because I love you and I would rather journey with you than abandon you,” Elladan said softly and stepped closer, caressing the red mark his slap had left on Glorfindel’s cheek. “I was so afraid I would not catch you before you left.”
“That was the plan,” Glorfindel whispered and looked up at Elladan. Why had he come here? Why did he have to torment him so?
Elladan took Glorfindel’s face in his hands and make him look directly at him. “Was that really what you wanted?”
Glorfindel sighed and removed Elladan’s hands from his face. “Go home, penneth.”
The dark-haired elf looked away from Glorfindel. “I have no home in Imladris,” he whispered and looked up at his former lover's azure blue eyes. “My home is at your side, where ever you choose to reside.”
“You don’t really mean that, Elladan,” Glorfindel said and crossed his arms.
“Yes I do. I renounced my claim to lordship of Rivendell, and I was ready to follow you if I had not caught you here.”
“To Valinor?” Glorfindel gasped. “You were ready to do that for me?”
Elladan nodded. “I ‘do’ love you! Please, please forgive me my folly in the past, and let me go with you.”
The blond shook his head. “No, it is not your time to travel to the white shores, my friend.”
The former prince dropped to his knees in a last desperate attempt. “Please, Glorfindel, I will do whatever you ask of me, but please do not send me from your side.”
Glorfindel looked down at Elladan, and a vague smile crossed his face. He reached down and pulled him up to his feet again. “All I ever asked of you was for you to love me,” he whispered.
Elladan instantly wrapped his arms around Glorfindel and buried is head in the golden hair. His heart skipped a beat. He had thought he had lost him, thought he would never again feel Glorfindel this close. “I do, I do,” he whispered.
The blond sighed before he too wrapped his arms around Elladan. “I love you too, but I cannot live like that, you have to understand.”
“I would rather cut off my arm than to see you hurt again, knowing that hurt was my doing,” Elladan whispered and felt tears of guilt and joy fall from his eyes and wet Glorfindel’s neck. “I have been so blind, my love. Can you ever forgive me?”
Glorfindel kissed Elladan’s hair, and felt his own tears start to run. “I will in time, my love,” he whispered.
Elladan raised his head, and tilted his face upwards so he could kiss the large elf. Their kiss was sweet and filled with love, leaving both elves panting when they broke it off. “Come with me back to Rivendell,” Elladan whispered.
“Yes,” Glorfindel whispered, “let us return to Rivendell.”
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Later they decided to make camp, and after they lit the fire, Glorfindel looked closely at Elladan. “What happened to you?”
“Robbers,” Elladan answered. “Don’t think about it.”
“But that is terrible!” Glorfindel gasped. “Let me see if you are injured.” Elladan was about to protest, but decided to just let Glorfindel remove his tunic to check for injuries. “We'd better treat these wounds,” he said with a frown. “They might get infected.”
Elladan nodded, just happy to feel Glorfindel’s hands on his skin. He could not believe he had not seen what was right in front of him, that he had been able to ignore the calling of his blood and soul. “It hurts a little right there,” he whispered and pointed at his cheek.
Glorfindel chuckled and kissed the bruised cheek. “There, better now?” he whispered.
“And there,” Elladan whispered and pointed at his ear.
The blond kissed the lightly pointed ear lightly. “Anywhere else you are in unbearable pain?”
“Here,” Elladan said and pointed at his lips, smiling as Glorfindel kissed him, and after breaking off the kiss, Elladan slowly lay down on the bedroll. “And a little bit all over.”
“You must be on the verge of death, my love,” Glorfindel laughed.
“Something like that, yes,” Elladan chuckled and dragged Glorfindel down to him. The Elda cuddled up to the younger elf and caressed the smooth skin of his bare chest. “Glorfindel?”
“Yes, my sweet?” Glorfindel answered, propping himself up on an elbow.
“Will you bind yourself to me?” Elladan asked seriously and bit his lip in a nervous move.
“Yes,” he whispered.
Elladan lit up in a smile. “Marvellous, you can be lady Glorfindel of Rivendell one day.”
Glorfindel had to laugh. “All ruled by the childlike lord Elladan.”
“Yes,” Elladan laughed, “and I am sure we can borrow a couple of elflings from Legolas and Elrohir, no one will ever notice.”
Glorfindel laughed and kissed Elladan’s cheek. “I guess I could donate,” he giggled.
Elladan’s eyes widened. “Don’t even think about it.”
“Don’t worry, I would never want anybody but you,” Glorfindel whispered and lay down on the ground again.
“Good, I am sure I can keep you occupied,” Elladan chuckled and snaked a hand down to Glorfindel’s bulge in his leggings and squeezed gently.
“I know you can,” the Elda whispered, “but not now, you need to heal first.”
“Let me be the judge of that,” Elladan whispered back and slowly sat up as he began to unlace Glorfindel’s leggings. The blond smiled smugly and stretched lazily. He would have liked to wait, as he was not entirely ready to just pick up where they had left, but he was not able to say no to Elladan either.
The half-elf finally managed to open Glorfindel’s leggings, and slowly made his way down to the exposed skin, kissing his love’s soft skin. Hearing Glorfindel purr, he pulled the tight leggings down, so the blond’s erection was freed. He smiled to himself before he kissed the swollen member. He licked it from the base to the top in one long stroke before he took it in his mouth, keeping Glorfindel’s hips down with his hands.
Glorfindel mewled and reached down to entangle his fingers in Elladan’s hair. He loved the feeling of Elladan’s little wet tongue swirling around his urgent need. Quickly, way, way too quickly he felt the little tinkling sensation bobble in his groin, indicating that he would last only a few seconds more. He had been missing this; it had been too long. But the climax he reached was nonetheless more shattering than anything he could recalforefore.
Feeling Glorfindel’s orgasm rush through the elf under him, Elladan made himself ready to take whatever his lover had to give him. He swallowed some, and released Glorfindel’s sated member, and cleaned the rest off with his sleeve. Pulling up his lover's leggings, he crawled back to his place next to the blond on the bedroll. He kissed his lover’s slightly parted lips, as Glorfindel was still trying to ground himself. “Thank you,” he whispered and kissed the rosebud lips again. “Sleep tight, my love.”
When Glorfindel finally got his bearing he turned his head and whispered, “but what about you?” He received no answer, and so he yet again popped up on his elbow, and saw the young elf fast asleep. “I love you,” he whispered and kissed Elladan’s ear gently, before cuddling up to him, and drifting off into the much-needed sleep himself.
-tbc-
Author; Az (azmodan76@yahoo.co.uk)
Parings; Legolas/Elrohir (Glorfindel/Elladan –implied)
Warnings; MPREG, AU, Angst
Rating; N17
Summary; after Legolas’ child is born, he finds that there are still loose ends that needs to be fixed.
Disclaimer; don’t own them, don't sue me
Authors note; this is the sequel to Underneath it all, I want to thank all of you who gave me such sweet fb when I really, really needed it. And I want FB as always (I live for it you know :P ) – hmmm I forgot that I cannot remember where it is I got Celendir from, but I know it had something to do with Miriel :*smiles* - I had wanted to have it more angsty, but it is just impossible when listening to Calypso *lol* Blue will know what I mean *laughs*
- se vse visit my pagepage http://www.nad-no-ennas.net
This is betaed by Lisbet Karlsdottir – thanks sweetie.
-Az
********************************************************************
I thought love was
Only true in fairy tales
Meant for someone else
But not for me
Love was out to get to me
That's the way it seems
Disappointment haunted
All my dreams
I thought love was
More or less a given thing
But the more I gave the less
I got, oh yeah
What's the use in trying
All you get is pain
When I wanted sunshine
I got rain
And then I saw her face
Now I'm a believer
Not a trace
Of doubt in my mind
I'm in love
I'm a believer
I couldn't leave her
If I tried
The monkeys – Then I saw her face
***********************************************
Chapter 15 – Not a trace of doubt in my mind
Elrond relaxed upon hearing Galadriel speak in his mind, telling him that Haldir, Orophin and Amcar had safely returned. And reassuring him that it would not be long before he would see Elrohir and Legolas once again. He had tried to pry information from her about Elladan, but she had stayed silent, just saying that things would work out the way they needed to, for even she could not see into the hearts of others.
The lord of Imladris would have to settle for that cryptic message, and so he had nothing else to do but wait; wait for news of his children, or better yet, for their safe return.
******************************
Elladan had stopped his horse and now walked towards Glorfindel. He was more than thrilled to find his beloved had not left the shores yet, but that didn't mean he wouldn’t leave eventually. “Glorfindel?” Elladan whispered.
“Elladan,” Glorfindel answered, trying to keep his face emotionless. Oh how he wanted to pull the young half-elf in for a hug, and assure him that everything was alright, but he would be fooling himself, for it was not alright, even if the young one had come all this way.
“I got your letter,” Elladan tried, and stepped closer.
The Elda did not know what possessed him at that moment, but he raised his hand and slapped Elladan across the face as hard as he could. “You…you…” he hissed.
Elladan took a step back from the sudden pain. Faster than he had thought himself capable of, he slapped Glorfindel back. “Why did you just leave?” he yelled.
Glorfindel blinked, confused at the slap, and lowered his gaze. “Why did you come here?” he mumbled.
“Because I love you and I would rather journey with you than abandon you,” Elladan said softly and stepped closer, caressing the red mark his slap had left on Glorfindel’s cheek. “I was so afraid I would not catch you before you left.”
“That was the plan,” Glorfindel whispered and looked up at Elladan. Why had he come here? Why did he have to torment him so?
Elladan took Glorfindel’s face in his hands and make him look directly at him. “Was that really what you wanted?”
Glorfindel sighed and removed Elladan’s hands from his face. “Go home, penneth.”
The dark-haired elf looked away from Glorfindel. “I have no home in Imladris,” he whispered and looked up at his former lover's azure blue eyes. “My home is at your side, where ever you choose to reside.”
“You don’t really mean that, Elladan,” Glorfindel said and crossed his arms.
“Yes I do. I renounced my claim to lordship of Rivendell, and I was ready to follow you if I had not caught you here.”
“To Valinor?” Glorfindel gasped. “You were ready to do that for me?”
Elladan nodded. “I ‘do’ love you! Please, please forgive me my folly in the past, and let me go with you.”
The blond shook his head. “No, it is not your time to travel to the white shores, my friend.”
The former prince dropped to his knees in a last desperate attempt. “Please, Glorfindel, I will do whatever you ask of me, but please do not send me from your side.”
Glorfindel looked down at Elladan, and a vague smile crossed his face. He reached down and pulled him up to his feet again. “All I ever asked of you was for you to love me,” he whispered.
Elladan instantly wrapped his arms around Glorfindel and buried is head in the golden hair. His heart skipped a beat. He had thought he had lost him, thought he would never again feel Glorfindel this close. “I do, I do,” he whispered.
The blond sighed before he too wrapped his arms around Elladan. “I love you too, but I cannot live like that, you have to understand.”
“I would rather cut off my arm than to see you hurt again, knowing that hurt was my doing,” Elladan whispered and felt tears of guilt and joy fall from his eyes and wet Glorfindel’s neck. “I have been so blind, my love. Can you ever forgive me?”
Glorfindel kissed Elladan’s hair, and felt his own tears start to run. “I will in time, my love,” he whispered.
Elladan raised his head, and tilted his face upwards so he could kiss the large elf. Their kiss was sweet and filled with love, leaving both elves panting when they broke it off. “Come with me back to Rivendell,” Elladan whispered.
“Yes,” Glorfindel whispered, “let us return to Rivendell.”
---
Later they decided to make camp, and after they lit the fire, Glorfindel looked closely at Elladan. “What happened to you?”
“Robbers,” Elladan answered. “Don’t think about it.”
“But that is terrible!” Glorfindel gasped. “Let me see if you are injured.” Elladan was about to protest, but decided to just let Glorfindel remove his tunic to check for injuries. “We'd better treat these wounds,” he said with a frown. “They might get infected.”
Elladan nodded, just happy to feel Glorfindel’s hands on his skin. He could not believe he had not seen what was right in front of him, that he had been able to ignore the calling of his blood and soul. “It hurts a little right there,” he whispered and pointed at his cheek.
Glorfindel chuckled and kissed the bruised cheek. “There, better now?” he whispered.
“And there,” Elladan whispered and pointed at his ear.
The blond kissed the lightly pointed ear lightly. “Anywhere else you are in unbearable pain?”
“Here,” Elladan said and pointed at his lips, smiling as Glorfindel kissed him, and after breaking off the kiss, Elladan slowly lay down on the bedroll. “And a little bit all over.”
“You must be on the verge of death, my love,” Glorfindel laughed.
“Something like that, yes,” Elladan chuckled and dragged Glorfindel down to him. The Elda cuddled up to the younger elf and caressed the smooth skin of his bare chest. “Glorfindel?”
“Yes, my sweet?” Glorfindel answered, propping himself up on an elbow.
“Will you bind yourself to me?” Elladan asked seriously and bit his lip in a nervous move.
“Yes,” he whispered.
Elladan lit up in a smile. “Marvellous, you can be lady Glorfindel of Rivendell one day.”
Glorfindel had to laugh. “All ruled by the childlike lord Elladan.”
“Yes,” Elladan laughed, “and I am sure we can borrow a couple of elflings from Legolas and Elrohir, no one will ever notice.”
Glorfindel laughed and kissed Elladan’s cheek. “I guess I could donate,” he giggled.
Elladan’s eyes widened. “Don’t even think about it.”
“Don’t worry, I would never want anybody but you,” Glorfindel whispered and lay down on the ground again.
“Good, I am sure I can keep you occupied,” Elladan chuckled and snaked a hand down to Glorfindel’s bulge in his leggings and squeezed gently.
“I know you can,” the Elda whispered, “but not now, you need to heal first.”
“Let me be the judge of that,” Elladan whispered back and slowly sat up as he began to unlace Glorfindel’s leggings. The blond smiled smugly and stretched lazily. He would have liked to wait, as he was not entirely ready to just pick up where they had left, but he was not able to say no to Elladan either.
The half-elf finally managed to open Glorfindel’s leggings, and slowly made his way down to the exposed skin, kissing his love’s soft skin. Hearing Glorfindel purr, he pulled the tight leggings down, so the blond’s erection was freed. He smiled to himself before he kissed the swollen member. He licked it from the base to the top in one long stroke before he took it in his mouth, keeping Glorfindel’s hips down with his hands.
Glorfindel mewled and reached down to entangle his fingers in Elladan’s hair. He loved the feeling of Elladan’s little wet tongue swirling around his urgent need. Quickly, way, way too quickly he felt the little tinkling sensation bobble in his groin, indicating that he would last only a few seconds more. He had been missing this; it had been too long. But the climax he reached was nonetheless more shattering than anything he could recalforefore.
Feeling Glorfindel’s orgasm rush through the elf under him, Elladan made himself ready to take whatever his lover had to give him. He swallowed some, and released Glorfindel’s sated member, and cleaned the rest off with his sleeve. Pulling up his lover's leggings, he crawled back to his place next to the blond on the bedroll. He kissed his lover’s slightly parted lips, as Glorfindel was still trying to ground himself. “Thank you,” he whispered and kissed the rosebud lips again. “Sleep tight, my love.”
When Glorfindel finally got his bearing he turned his head and whispered, “but what about you?” He received no answer, and so he yet again popped up on his elbow, and saw the young elf fast asleep. “I love you,” he whispered and kissed Elladan’s ear gently, before cuddling up to him, and drifting off into the much-needed sleep himself.
-tbc-