Beautiful Nightmare

Nothing could describe his touch more than a feeling of being lost in a meadow somewhere and not knowing if I would ever make it out of the sweet, pleasant, and immensely vast realm that was his strong embrace, but not really caring whether or not I ever left that vast meadow, for then it would mean leaving his presence. It was his mere presence that overwhelmed me. I had never been so overcome by one person, and he suffocated me with these strange feelings of what I could only name as love--it was a feeling I had never felt except in my dreams and fantasies when I imagined giving myself to the one man who would be with me forever. Haldir was that man a hundred times over; he was the man whom I had been waiting on my whole life, and for the first time while we were entwined in the meadow, with sunlight pouring onto his glorious body and river of golden hair, I did not feel ashamed that I was not at all experienced at what we were about to do. I had saved every bit of myself for him and now he could have it and he would teach me how to love him the way he deserved to be loved.

Haldir looked up at me as his lips left my breasts and touched my jaw playfully, smiling widely at me when I looked into his eyes. Surely, there was nothing in this world more beautiful than he, I could have sworn it as his eyes glittered and danced with light that resembled stars more than sunlight. His beauty and goodness and the sheer fact that he was loving me then instead of some elf woman whom he really deserved was enough to make tears well up in my eyes.

Not again! Don't cry, I told myself as he saw the tears in my eyes and pulled away from me slightly. I felt the cool air pass between our bodies when before there had not been enough room for me to breathe hardly at all. I opened my eyes, horrified to see that his jaw was set and his brow turned up with worry.

"Oh, no, Haldir," I smiled, reassuring him as I reached up and cradled his face in my hands. He pressed his cheek into my palm and I caressed it with my thumb. "It's not you... well... it is, but only because you make me feel so wonderful." I pulled myself up and kissed his lips tenderly, pulling him down with me as I lay upon the ground once more. "Oh, god..." I whispered onto his mouth. "I love you, Haldir... I love you more than anything in the world. I don't know why you are so fascinated with me, but I'm going with it... just kiss me... you'll see." I teased his lower lip with a flick of my tongue and he chuckled deep in his throat, nodding his head as if he understood. Maybe he did understand the gist of what I was saying--after all, we were bonding together forever, so maybe his understanding of me was growing and maybe mine would grow.

"A'melamin..." Haldir chuckled, whispering elvish in my ear. "Ce velethron nîn, a melin ceni hin lîn síla i 'eladhach....avo drasto ge!" He kissed my lower lip and looked into my eyes, smiling. I knew I needn't worry about anything so long as he was with me; I nodded my head in reply, nuzzling my head into the crook of his elbow as he supported his weight on either side of me.

Haldir lifted my arms around his shoulders and pulled me onto his lap once more, his long fingers fidgeting with something between the two of us as I situated myself comfortably over his crossed legs, wrapping my legs around his waist. I soon realized he was untying the laces of his leggings and that there were two sets of laces, a set on either hip. I reached down tentatively and pulled the knot loose on his left hip while he undid the other with fingers that were far more deft than mine. I stumbled and fidgeted more than not unsuccessfully with the knots that were--in my own defense--more complicated than the laces of any article of clothing should be, but Haldir waited with a pleasant smile on his beautiful face and every time I glanced awkwardly up at him he was gazing at me with a look of total contentment.

Finally I finished and my fingers trembled as he took hold of my hands and kissed each palm tenderly, wrapping my arms around his shoulders once more, kissing my neck with warm, loving kisses. With a motion that I did not realize had taken place until I felt his bare skin beneath my bottom, he removed his leggings. Suddenly, I became paralyzed. I could feel him beneath me and in one nervous reaction I made the mistake of looking down at him fully.

My heart leapt to my throat and I felt my face go horribly red as I quickly jerked my eyes back up to his face, only to find that his elegant brow was cocked arrogantly and a daring grin rested on the corner of his mouth.

Haldir reached up and pulled my face to his, but he did not kiss me like I expected him to do. His eyes entranced mine, almost, taking away my worry yet again as they held my gaze and nearly kept me from blinking. "Look at me." He said without parting his lips. His keen eyes, silver and twinkling like rain falling in moonlight, commanded me to look into them and I happily obliged. Lost in his eyes, I barely noticed him take hold of my hips, or situate me over his crossed legs; I hardly noticed the intrusion he finally made.

I heard him sigh my name and the sound melted my already pounding heart; I could feel him moving within me as he situated himself and gave me time to open to him before he thrust any further.

His eyes were a myriad of changing emotions, like a human's eyes more so, but they never blinked or flickered away from mine for an instant, creating a strange feeling inside of me--I couldn't hide anything now, for he could see into my soul. This feeling was as romantic and liberating as it was terrifying. That beautiful, powerful elf now knew my every secret, and I would have had it no other way.

The brightness and light that emanated from his body seemed to brighten and his face grew warmer looking at me. Oh! How I loved him! I kissed his lips sweetly, never closing my eyes, even as I suffered a small moan to pass my lips, elicited from the sensation created when I leaned forward with him inside of me. I smiled, and he lifted his chin with some air of pride, lifting my hips with his hands so he could withdraw from me a little. With the same air of pride and the daring smile never daunting upon the corner of his mouth, he pushed my hips down atop him a little more firmly and I gasped, tightening my hold on his shoulders, trying not to look away from him as I felt a little pain deep within me where he had struck. He lifted my hips and withdrew, but then hesitated. "Haldir...." I gasped, looking down at him again, though his length shimmered with wetness from inside of me--and he was only wet to about half way down his wide member. Goodness... I thought to myself, praying that I would be able to accommodate every inch of him.

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Her sweltering heat was glorious as it enveloped him slowly and Haldir moaned her name, for her face consumed his every thought and whim until all he knew was her and everything about her. Sarah was everything Haldir had imagined she would be: nearly too tight for all of him, but trickling wet, and hot, and eager for him to devour her completely.

"Oh, Sarah..." He grinned as he stilled himself within her for a moment to allow her to stretch for his girth and length, "....you are as wet as a puddle!" Haldir lifted her hips from his lap and her eyes nearly closed at the sensation, a sweet sigh escaping her lips. The sound and the ease with which it was conjured excited Haldir and he knew that if she was sighing already having only thrust into her once, she would be screaming and gushing for him by the time she neared her release. He would pleasure her again and again and make her never want any man or elf but him, for he would show her such incredible pleasure that her body would shudder and know no greater release than to weep! Only he could do this for her, and he grinned, pride swelling within him at the knowledge of what he knew he could do to her: make her melt for him, scream for him, beg for him.

Haldir sought for a sign that she was ready to begin, but her eyes were riddled with emotions spanning pleasure to greif and he had not to search long before he saw that in every way she was ready for him. He lifted his chin ever so slightly, hailing his own pride as he brought her down upon him more firmly than he had first done. she gasped, instantly tightening around his member, her fingernails digging into his shoulders. Her breath caught in her throat as her jaw dropped and her rosy lips parted in a silent cry. But before he could delve any deeper, he saw a flash of what seemed to be pain flicker across her face and he felt a hinderance at the tip of his member which told him what he already knew to be true.

Sarah was a virgin. She was pure, and innocent, and their bonding would be made purer because of her virtue.

He kissed her lips, keeping her eyes within his own. "There will only be a little pain." He reassured, hoping that his voice was light enough to keep her calm. "Only a little, my love..."

Sarah knew what was coming, he saw the realization cross her mind as he withdrew from her, lifting her hips, grabbing hold of her generous backside. Again, he sought for a sign. This time, it was as obvious as it was day that she wished him to continue, so obvious that he knew she meant it to be so that he would see it. "I love you, my little human..." He chuckled, nuzzling the crook of her neck with his face. Kissing her neck delicately--before she could know what he was doing--he brought her down upon him so swiftly and with such force that she could not cry out. Her eyes widened and she searched for breath, but she did not cry out.

"Ah, see now, my love?" Haldir smiled, rocking his hips with the full length of his member inside of her. She was shocked! Haldir laughed, rocking his hips once more. Sarah blinked, closing her lips, loosening the hold she had on his arms.

"oh..." She whimpered as he lifted her hips once more and withdrew from her, only to bring her down on him again. Her maidenhead was gone, and her maidenhood was transformed into womanhood, and she was his completely, as such he wished for. No doubts plagued his mind anymore that would hinder the pleasure they were to experience in each other's arms.

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So that's what it's like? I asked myself as the shock subsided and I could feel the entirety of Haldir inside of me, rocking tentatively as I blinked and let my eyes flicker from his. It was only for a moment. I felt him move, though he was going slow to ensure that he didn't hurt me, and I was glad of it, for I did not think I would be able to withstand him pounding into me so forcefully over and over again.

I was no longer a virgin...

The thought was strange, though I liked it. Haldir was my lover....

That thought was strange as well, though I liked it as well. I had never had a lover, and the whole word sounded so deliciously cliche that I almost wanted to giggle. But as he moved within me a third time I felt him strike some place that sent chills up my spine and made my toes curl and my hair stand on end. "Oh..." was the only sound I could make.

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"There, love?" Haldir asked, kissing Sarah's lips and brushing the head of his member against the patch of nerves buried deep inside of her. "Is that where you want me?" He chuckled, knowing her answer as she gasped and shuddered at the delicious contact.

"Oh! Haldir..." The poor girl whimpered, wrapping her arms around his neck and laying her head on his breast as he thrust from beneath her, brushing against that delicate little bundle of nerves again and again. "Oh, Haldir.... Oh my god..." She moaned, and he felt her press her hips against his, even as he thrust up into her now dripping center.

"Sarah...oh, don't tighten... don't tighten..." Haldir felt her walls tighten around him, and as soon as she had done so, the bundle of nerves which were causing her such sudden pleasure became texture for him and as they pressed themselves against the swollen head of his thrusting member they created new friction.

Haldir wrapped his hands around her thighs and lifted her from his lap, laying her upon the ground, cradling her head with his hand as he thrust into her, never breaking the steady, slow rhythm she seemed to enjoy.

Laying beneath him as her body writhed and her bosom rose and fell in labored breath, her skin hinted with the golden light of the sun through the leaves of the tall mallorn, Haldir knew that he had never seen anyone so beautiful, no elf nor woman kind. Her ebony curls spread around ehr pale face like a dark halo, while her emerald eyes scorched his already burning desire, looking into his eyes, pleading with him to continue, lost in the pleasure he was proud to be giving her.

Sarah's legs tightened around his waist, pulling herself down onto his thrusts, meeting his rhythm. Her cooperation was tantalizing! With each convulsion her walls made around his member, the nearer Haldir drew to his own high, and the nearer he knew she was drawing to hers.

He thrust harder and faster, covering her mouth with his own so that if she cried out the entire Golden Wood would not hear her. She arched her back and fell upon the grass, finally lifting her hips away from the ground completely as she closed her eyes and her greedy womanhood squeezed and twitched around him.

He could feel wetness pooling within her.The hot liquid building up within her already chokingly tight passage was nearly enough to drive Haldir over the edge, but he contained himself, finally reaching down to touch the sensitive love bud nestled in the dark curls of her secret treasure. She would come for him, before him, so that he would be coherent enough to finish her.

The wetness pooling inside of her depths began to trickle onto his abdomen.

"Here now, my love." Haldir commanded gently, turning her chin until her eyes met his once more. "Look into my eyes."

He smiled cunningly, holding a finger to her lips as the girl's eyes widened and her hips gave one final thrust against him--her release came as a flood over his stomach and hand as he massaged her delicate love bud with his forefinger, thrusting into her core as fast as his elvish stamina would allow.

Sarah did not speak for half a moment, nor did she gasp or moan like he expected she would do. Her body reeled slowly backward, her eyes wide and locked into Haldir's searching gaze as her mouth opened in a noiseless scream.

Haldir waited, and as her orgasm heightened, a change came over her lustful expression. Her eyes seemed to realize something, and Haldir's loving smile widened excitedly.

She was his.

As the convulsions wracked her body to and fro, gasps and moans finally came, followed by his name on the breath of what would have been a scream if he had not covered her mouth with a kiss. He thrust in and out of her unbelievably fast--even in his own opinion--pressing her twitching, writhing body fast to the ground, her lips covered with his searing kiss. Sure as he had anticipated, tears welled up in the corners of her eyes and fell over her cheeks as a smile danced across her now quite swollen lips and she mouthed his name against his moaning lips.


Her muscles tightening in the most powerful orgasm Haldir had ever witnessed--combined with the sound of her release splattering against his abdomen--finally pushed the elf to hislimit of self control. He groaned his release into her ear, whispering her name again and again, the sound of it adding to his mounting pleasure; the way her soft, small body crushed against his in an attempt to steady herself made his own climax all the more sweet.

"Sarah...." He groaned, slowing the pace at which he thrust into her. ".... my love, my beautiful lover... my beautiful woman." The last of his thrusts expelled all that he had to give to her, and the waves of her orgasm settled her body upon the ground, breathing heavily, shrouded in a sheen of sweat and pleasure.


Had he guessed it, or had she been glowing? Haldir smiled as his sweet little woman smiled up at him, giggling lightly as the last waves pleasure kept her twitching and gasping beneath him, keeping her trembling in his arms from her fingers to her toes.

There was nothing more to it. She was his, forever more.

Sarah giggled and ran her hands lovingly over Haldir's back, slapping his backside playfully with a laugh--he started and removed her hand. Sarah laughed, touching his face with her gentle, white hands.

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A thousand angles sang, my ears rang, I couldn't breathe and I loved every second.

I looked up at my elf, my man, my one and only for forever. And he was mine for forever. I looked into hi silver eyes and knew that I belonged to him. He, who was so beautiful, so perfect!

I swear, there was nothing more to it. We belonged to each other, and nothing, not anything, could ever, ever change that.... ever.

I grinned as a thought popped into my head, something I always thought would be for comic relief alone. I reached behind him and struck his backside firmly, immediately aroused by how tight it was. I giggled to myself. That was corny, I thought, but Haldir jumped a little.

He looked at me with such love as only he made me feel form that day forth, and no other.

I would remember his face as it was at that moment always... I didn't need to memorize it with my fingers, but I did. I ran my fingertips over the lines of his heavenly face, running my thumb over his lower lip as sweet, earthy breath cascaded onto my bosom.

He smelled of earth.

He was all mine. Nothing could ever change that.

"I love you...Sarah..."

The words nearly startled me, for Haldir spoke them, and yet they were in English!

I laughed, pulling myself up to him. I kissed him that day with a sudden fear that something would happen and I would never be able to kiss him again. "And I love you, Haldir."