Awakenings

Title: Awakenings, (sequel to ‘Coal and kisses’)
Author: Fishy (fishyz9@yahoo.com)
Rating: Eventual R/NC17
Pairing: Erestor/Glorfindel
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warnings: Un-beta’d
Notes, AU, chapters will be very short this time around due to RL, and this is a sequel to my small ficlet ‘Coal and kisses’. In this part they are the equivalent of maybe 19-20 year old humans, on the very brink of sexual experience.
Summary: Urges stir within the two best friends, and they ask each other and trust only each other to help quench their virgin needs.

Part 1.

Erestor looked up briefly when Glorfindel entered his rooms after knocking. There was such ease to their friendship that neither spoke, Erestor continued to read one of his many books as he lay stomach down on his bed. As Glorfindel ungracefully plopped himself down on the mattress, laying down on his back beside Erestor. After a short while Erestor closed the book and to rolled onto his back, they lay side by side quietly for sometime. Erestor with his knees bent and looking up at his ceiling, and Glorfindel with his legs spread lazily on the bed, one hanging over the side, also looking up at the ceiling.

“Tell me what’s wrong.” Erestor said simply, he was neither pushy or aggravated. His room had become a sanctuary for Glorfindel. For years Glorfindel had often fled to Erestor’s room when his own provided no comfort to him. They were both young elves. No longer elfling’s but a long way from being considered adults. Their friendship was infallible, they had been inseparable since they were but young children. To the amusement of many, for they were as different as two elves could be. Erestor was studious, quiet and conserved. Where as Glorfindel was a more active elf, very sociable and skilled with a training sword. But together they let their guards down. Erestor could be what he considered silly and smile freely, where as Glorfindel felt he could just be himself for once, where he could be quiet. Not having to play the role of young boisterous lord Glorfindel. In truth it was not his friends room that was his sanctuary, it was Erestor himself.

“The other boys in the training ground, they were talking about…about females.”
“And?” Erestor asked with a smile.

Glorfindel knelt up on his elbow and looked down at Erestor. “About what they were doing with them.”
“Oh.” Erestor felt a blush stain his cheeks. This subject was something he felt rather inexperienced with himself. Lately he had been confused about his body’s changes, and certain…urges he had been feeling within. Truthfully he felt glad that perhaps Glorfindel was also experiencing this confusion.

“I am…I’m…are you attracted to females Erestor?”
“Uh, I…that is…I…”
“Because I don’t think I am.”
“You’re not?”
“No, I mean they are lovely, well mostly.” He said with a grin, they had still not shed all of their boyish natures, and natural immature dislike to ‘icky’ girls. “But I do not find myself wanting to…to do what it is they say what they have been doing.” Glorfindel looked to Erestor trustingly, he knew he could tell Erestor anything, and not run the risk of embarrassing himself.

“Well, what is it they say they have been doing?”
“Well mostly kissing, and some…touching.” Glorfindel finished with a grin and a giggle. “Have you kissed a girl Erestor?” He asked bluntly, still staring down unabashedly at Erestor.

“I…no,” The young dark elf admitted. “Have you?”
“No, as I said, I’m just not…I don’t want to.”
“Well, I’ve read that all elves can mature at different ages, perhaps you just do not want to yet…”
“Oh no I want to do…stuff, just not with girls.”

Erestor swallowed hard and felt his cheeks blaze anew. “Oh, so…you want to, just with other boys?” He asked quietly. Glorfindel rested his head upon his hand and stared down at Erestor, smiling at his friends blush.

“After we train, and we’re all sweaty and hot…” He began in a low voice smiling down at Erestor. “…We take a dip in the river, and I find myself…I find my gaze wondering over the other boys forms. I find myself watching as their muscles move and…and how the water drips down their skin. Is that normal Erestor?”
“I..I uh..”
“Do you like boys or girls Erestor?”
“Boys.” Erestor whispered.
Biting his lip and moving closer Glorfindel continued. “Do you remember that day, long ago beneath the old oak? When you kissed me?”

Erestor smiled and looked away in embarrassment, he looked back and nodded when Glorfindel giggled.

“I have not been kissed since then Erestor, I want to be kissed, I…I want to be…touched Erestor.”

Erestor swallowed and blinked rapidly, looking up at his friend that all of a sudden seemed very close.

“Don’t you?”
Again Erestor simply nodded dumbly.

“Do you think that we could, perhaps just try that kiss again?”
“You want to kiss again?”
“Just to see, I’m just…I’m confused and I just need to try it, and I trust you.”
“…Alright.” Erestor replied after a pause. Glorfindel smiled down at Erestor and moved closer.

“I will kiss you this time.” He said with a grin.

Slowly he lowered his lips to press against Erestor’s. When he pulled back he smiled as Erestor slowly opened his eyes.

“Your lips are so soft Erestor.” He whispered. He smiled once more as his friends blush intensified and again ducked his head for another kiss, only this time he moved his lips slowly against Erestor’s. Although clumsy at first they soon established a rhythm, Erestor gasped and pulled away however when feeling a tongue thrust into his mouth.

“What…what are you…”
“Something I heard them talk about, can I do it again?”
Erestor nodded and licked his lips quickly before Glorfindel again kissed him, wasting no time he slipped his tongue into Erestor’s mouth and caressed Erestor’s almost shy tongue. When they pulled apart Glorfindel gasped.

“What?” Erestor asked a little breathlessly.
“Your eyes, they’re even darker then before.”
“So are yours, they’re dark blue, usually they’re sky blue.”

Glorfindel smiled and glancing down at Erestor’s lips before diving back for more. Erestor’s surprised yelp was muffled as Glorfindel delved into his mouth, and for the first time, Erestor’s mouth was truly ravaged.

Glorfindel pulled away and looked down at Erestor in a way that could only be described as predatorily whilst breathing heavily.
“I like it when you do that.” His voice lowered in tone.
“Do what?”
“You…you moaned.”
“I did?” Erestor giggled. To which Glorfindel bit his lip and nodded.

Glorfindel rested back down beside Erestor and smiled at his friend.
“Thank you Erestor.”
“For what?” Erestor smiled back.
“For being you.” He giggled.
“And that’s a good thing yes?”
“Yes, a very good thing.” The smile slid from his face to reveal a more serious look. “I love you Erestor, you are and always will be my best friend.”
“I love you to, we will always be together, best friends forever.”

Glorfindel beamed and moved closer to whisper into Erestor’s ear, even though they were the sole occupants of the room.
“I want you to be my first Erestor.” He whispered.
“Your first what?” Erestor whispered back, making Glorfindel giggle.
“Sex Erestor, I want you to take my virginity, and I want yours.”

Erestor gasped and pulled away. “You…I ..I don’t think I’m ready for…”
“Oh I know Erestor I know! I mean when the time is right, I want it to be with you. Because I know if I’m with you, then I wont be scared.”

Erestor bit his lip and furrowed his brow in thought before a smile slowly spread across his lips.
“Alright.”
“Yes?!” Glorfindel asked excitedly.
“Yes, In fact, yes I want it to be with you. You would never hurt me on purpose and I’m not afraid of you. I can’t think of anyone else I could let…I could never do it with anyone else I think.”
“You will tell me when you’re ready yes?”
“Aye, and you will tell me?”
“Yes.” Glorfindel laughed spontaneously, making Erestor giggle.
“Why are you laughing?”
“All this time I have been so confused and worried, I…I just feel so relieved, so much better.”
“So do I, I have been feeling …strange lately, I feel better now. And I liked it when you kissed me.” He admitted shyly.
“Oh I liked it to, would it be ok if we kissed more in the future? Even if we’re not ready to, you know…” Glorfindel tilted his head as if that explained what it was he was trying to say, “…I would still like to kiss, that was so very nice. Perhaps we could touch a little to?” Glorfindel asked hesitantly. “Touching can not hurt, and then when we finally, you know…” again he tilted his head, “it will not seem so strange to be touching each other.”
“I think I would like that. You didn’t mean now did you?”

Glorfindel smiled and kissed Erestor upon the cheek. “No, now I want you to read to me.” Glorfindel laid across the bed so as his head lay across Erestor’s lap. Erestor again opened his book and began reading the passages written. He knew Glorfindel didn’t care for the reading material, and that it was his voice that always calmed his friend, he had always taken pride in that fact. He loved Glorfindel, and at this tender age he did not know exactly how much, neither did he entirely understand that love. In fact he would not understand that love until it would be to late for the both of them, but that would not be for some years to come.

TBC...